It wasn't until 11 o'clock that night until Charlie and Bella left, I had to tell Charlie everything, from when the abuse started to now. I found it very difficult to bring up the past that I had spent so long trying to forget, digging up old memories that I wished Alice hadn't heard. And now Charlie and the police were going to be searching all over Forks for him, they wouldn't rest until he was behind bars.
I should of felt better knowing there were people out hunting him down like the dog he is, but I still couldn't get the feeling out of my system that I was being watched. At least we were at school tomorrow, I know for shore that my step father would never go to such a public place. It wasn't in his nature to make such a scene.
Once we had all decided to go to bed, I walked Alice to her room like I did every school night. But for the first time since I had been living here, our walk was silent, and not in a good way.
When we reached Alice's door, she stopped and turned to look at me.
"Jazz, I need you to promise me something." she said in a low worried voice.
"Anything Alice." I said as I took a small step closer to her.
"Please don't do anything stupid, I know right now you hate the idea of hiding but I don't want you to go looking for trouble." Alice said as she took my hand. She could obviously see right through me, I did hate the idea of hiding from someone who I wanted to kill. It wasn't the idea of getting myself hurt that was driving me to finding him, it was the fact that he wanted to hurt her.
"I promise I wont do anything like that, but that doesn't mean I wont stop worrying. Until he's behind bars Alice I don't want to let you out of my sight." I whispered as I lowered my head down to hers. Alice let out a deep sigh.
"I know, you want to keep me safe, but please look after yourself as well. For me." Alice looked scared, her eyes were quivering as she looked at me.
"For you." I muttered and then kissed her forehead lightly. I gave her a loving hug and smiled softly at her before I turned to go to my room. Alice grabbed my arm and pulled me back to her, I turned my head to look at her.
Alice placed her hands on either side of my face and pulled me down to her, she pressed her lips against my fiercely. I kissed her back passionately, Alice deepened the kiss and our tongues battled for dominance. I could tell that she didn't want me to let her go, so I wrapped my arms around her body and pulled her up against my chest, her hands snaked round my neck. She pulled me towards her, forcing herself to be pushed up against the wall with my body keeping us as close together.
I pulled away slightly to let us catch our breath, her eyes opened to look deep into my own. Her pleading eyes digging into my soul, she didn't want to let me go anywhere, and I didn't want to leave her alone. We were both scared as it was, the last thing I wanted was to cause her anymore upset.
"Don't go." she whimpered to me, her voice as pleading as her eyes.
"I wont." Alice took my hand and took me inside her room. I closed the door behind us, Alice hugged me tightly, clinging to my shirt with her hands, her head buried in my chest. My arms snaked round her small frame, I rested my head on top of hers trying to comfort her.
We stayed like this for a while, in silence until we decided to go to bed. Nothing was said through out the rest of the night, we just got ready to sleep and laid under the bed covers in each others arms. Alice was tucked tightly under my arms, as I protected her sleeping body with my own. Her head was nuzzled in my chest as mine was in her sweet smelling hair.
When I awoke the next day Alice was still cuddled up next to me, her hands were pressed firmly against my back, I could feel her nails dig into my skin slightly. I studied her sleeping face, usually when she slept she looked peaceful, but now she looked almost in pain. I placed my hand on the side of her cheek gently.
"Alice" I muttered softly, her nails duck deeper into my skin, it almost hurt.
"Alice" I said a little louder, I shook her body gently so I didn't cause her any shock. Her eyes opened quickly, she blinked furiously and then looked up at me.
"Jazz?" her voice sounded dry.
"I'm here." I reassured her, her nails removed themselves from my skin and her hands moved round to my chest. She groaned softly.
"You alright?" I asked her, my hand running through her soft dark hair.
"Yeah, I'm ok." she muttered into my chest. Alice lifted her head up and rubbed her eyes, the room was still fairly dark.
"What time is it?" Alice asked, I rolled over and looked at her alarm clock.
"Half 5" I said with a yawn, I looked up at Alice who was now sat up. I lifted myself up and wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her to my chest, I kissed her cheek softly as she turned around in my arms. She smiled at me as she wrapped her arms around my neck.
I adjusted a little and moved closer to her, I looked at her face with pure wonder.
"What?" she asked, looking a little self-conscious. I blinked
"Nothing, I just cant believe how gorgeous you are." I muttered to her before gently pressing my lips against hers, her soft lips were warm, her hands moved and tangled themselves in my hair. Alice moved and straddled my hips as she licked my bottom lips gently, begging me for entrance. I parted my lips slightly as felt her tongue slowly touch my own.
I led us down to the mattress gently, and rolled us over so that I was on top of her. Alice's legs were still gripped around my waist, we parted slightly for air.
"I want you" Alice muttered breathlessly to me.
"Now?" I asked her, I watched as a small smile formed on her perfect lips.
"Yeah, I want you now." she said softly as she pressed her lips against mine and then pulled away to look at me. I smiled at her, and I made a soft low growl at the back of my throat. Alice laughed slightly before letting her hand move from the back of my head round to my cheek, down my throat and down my torso. My eyes followed her hand, her fingers leaving sparks of lust wherever they touched.
Her hand stopped when it reached the elastic of my boxers, I watched as they lingered there for awhile before moving down again. My eyes went back to Alice's face, she watched my expression as I felt her gentle hand rub against my now growing erection. I closed my eyes gently as a soft moan escaped my lips.
Alice's gentle touched turned a bit more forceful, but I liked it, a lot. I forced my eyes open and looked at Alice's humoured expression.
"Enjoying that are we?" she whispered to me, I replied by kissing her passionately. My hormones kicking in again, I couldn't seem to control myself, but I got the impression that Alice didn't want me to. I could hear her moan into our kiss as I deepened it, her hand pressing against the painful bulge in my boxers. God I needed her so bad, it was hurting not being able to be let loose.
We pulled away out of breath, we almost gasped for air. Alice's eyes sparkled with lust, I had to force myself off of her so I could get to my jeans, which were laying on the floor. I rummaged through my pockets frantically until I came across that small square silver wrapping. Alice watched me scrabble back into bed and back to her awaiting body.
Alice lifted off her top, luckily she wasn't wearing a bra so that saved time. My lips went straight to her neck, I kissed down to her collarbone while my hands slid down her perfect body and to her hips. My hands slowly pulled the soft fabric of her shorts down. I could hear small gasps coming from Alice, I looked up at her face, she wore a pleasing smile on her lips. It wasn't long before all our clothes were spread across the floor of Alice's room, I quickly slipped the rubber on and quickly captured Alice's lips with my own.
She moaned softly as I deepened the kiss, she moaned a little louder when I entered her. We had to remember that the others were still asleep, so we had to be quiet, which might prove to be difficult.
I decided to keep my thrusts slow at first, just so me and Alice didn't get to excited. We pulled away from our kiss, our foreheads pressed together as we panted softly. I picked up the pace a tad, which made Alice gasp loudly. She bit her bottom lip to try and prevent from moaning, I couldn't help but smile.
I placed my hands either side of her on the mattress to steady myself as I made my thrusts go faster and a little harder, Alice's hands moved to my shoulders, her nails digging softly into my skin. My lips made my way back to hers tenderly, I moaned softly as Alice arched her back pushing herself against me more. I pulled my lips away from hers so I could try and quieten my moans as her hands moved down my back and around my waist.
Her fingers set my skin on fire, lust was radiating off of her. And it was sending me wild.
"Alice" I moaned huskily, Alice let out a soft whimper once I spoke her name.
I picked up the pace more, my thrusts turning more and more harder. Alice nuzzled her head in my neck as she let out a muffled moan, her head soon fell back down on the pillow and I quickly pressed my lips to hers.
Alice wrapped her arms around me bringing me as close as humanly possible to her, I could feel a small bead of sweat roll down from my forehead and down my cheek. I gasped for air in between kissing her luxurious lips. Our uneven breathing turned into heavy pants, Alice's hands were soon in my hair.
"Jazz" she whispered softly to me, I felt her rub her body against mine more as our hips collided constantly, our movements were almost synchronized, and it felt so good.
I did my best to make my thrusts more faster and harder, I watched Alice's expression change suddenly as I did this. She bit down on her bottom lip, clenching her jaw, her eyes were shut tight. She was getting close I could feel it, and I wasn't to far behind her.
Once she freed her bottom lip, she lent up and captured my lips with hers in a soft but lustful kiss. I parted my lips so that our kiss could deepen and that when I felt her reach her climax. She sucked my bottom lip as she released, and that was enough to set me off. I could not hold back that moan from leaving my throat as I reached my limit, I steadied my speeding thrusts down to a slow and soft pace until I had to stop.
My body went limp for a brief moment as I collapsed down beside Alice, my head resting on her shoulder. The sweat was now dripping from my forehead and I could see the shin from my arms and chest from the sweat that covered me. I was exhausted, but yet I never felt so alive it was unreal. I let my lips gently leave soft butterfly kisses up Alice's neck and across her jaw line until I reached her lips. I lingered there for awhile as I looked deep into her loving eyes, I could almost feel all the love pouring into my soul when she looked into my eyes like that, it was one of the best feelings in the world.
I glanced at the clock. 6:25am.
"Wow, time does fly when your having fun." I chuckled softly, I let my head fall down on the pillow as Alice laid on her side to watch me. She ran her small fingers through my messy hair, we stayed like that for quiet awhile.
"The others will be up soon." Alice muttered softly, I studied her face for a moment before I rolled onto my side and kissed her passionately.
"We'd better get up." Alice sighed heavily, I just nodded slowly and watched as she sat up. I grabbed my clothes and put on my trousers.
"I'm just going to get some fresh clothes." I said to her softly, she was still sat in bed, watching me with her beautiful eyes.
"Ok, well I'll meet you down stairs." she said softly as she grabbed my arm and gently pulled me down to her level, Alice kissed me tenderly. She pulled away, and I just followed her lips, kissing her again. Alice giggled softly into our kiss and gently placed her hands on my chest pulling herself away.
"Clothes" she reminded me with a playful smile on her lips.
"Right, see you in a bit." I muttered to her, kissing her forehead softly before I reluctantly forced myself to leave her room. I walked down the hall to my room, and I searched for some clothes. I glanced outside and looked at the weather. Rainy, windy and generally dull. I took my fresh clothes to one of the many bathrooms in the house and had a quick shower.
It was about 6:45ish when I was properly ready, and made my way downstairs. Emmett and Edward were in the living room watching the weather.
"Great, rain all week." Emmett rolling his eyes. I walked towards the kitchen, I stopped near the doorway when I heard Alice and Rosalie talking quietly to each other. I thought I would just leave them to have their little chat and go and watch the weather with the guys, but then I heard my name being mentioned.
"So, how's things with you and Jasper?" Rosalie asked Alice.
"Really great, I love him so much." Alice said in her happy voice.
"I can tell, you two are practically stuck to each other." Rosalie commented, with Alice giggling slightly.
"So how far have you gone?" Rosalie asked, her question caught me off guard, and by the silence that fell in the room it had caught Alice off guard as well.
"Well, umm." Alice cut off in mid sentence.
"Oh my god, tell me everything, well not everything. How was it and when did this happen?" Rosalie asked, how many questions can she ask in one breath.
"The first time, after we went to the movies Friday night." Alice started, but was cut off by another question.
"Wait, the first time? It was like three days ago, how many times have you two done it?" Rosalie's voice turning a little louder, but was soon shushed by Alice.
"Twice, once Friday night and once umm this morning." Alice muttered softly. It then hit me that maybe I shouldn't be listening to this, I knew I was part of the topic but it was their conversation and I shouldn't be eavesdropping. I turned to walk away, but Rosalie's next question grabbed my attention.
"How was it?" she asked, my ears were soon focusing on their voices so much I could almost hear Alice breathing.
"Well, the first time was amazing wonderful. But this morning was unbelievable, I mean I had to bit my lips so hard to stop from screaming his name." Alice muttered to make sure that Edward and Emmett wouldn't hear.
"And just think Alice, it will only get better." Rosalie said as she spoke from experience. "I'm so happy for the two of you, I really am." she finished, the conversation sounding like it had come to a stop. Now would be the best time to enter, I appeared in the doorway."
"Speak of the devil." Rosalie muttered, they must of known I was listening, the grin on my face must have gave me away.
"My ears were burning." I said as I walked over to them and wrapped my arms around Alice.
"I take it you heard." Alice said smiling softly, I just nodded.
"And I liked what I heard." I said kissing her softly. But our short sweet kiss turned into a deep passionate one.
"Ok, I know I'm supporting your relationship but that doesn't mean I want a live show." Rosalie stated, me and Alice pulled a part. Alice passed me an apple, and just as I sunk my teeth into the apple Edward walked through the door.
"We ready to go?" he asked, we just took a deep sigh and nodded. We then headed to the cars to go to another day of school.