I quickly walked up the stairs, out of the basement. I was at the top and I was facing the living room. I wanted to weep alone without anyone seeing be so I ran up the stairs and into the first room I saw. I quickly shut the door and slid down the door, bawling my eyes out. No one, vampire or not, should be this depressed. It hurts me to see someone this depressed. I would help him but its not like I can bring Bella back.
There was nothing I could do but cry for him.
After a few minutes of continuous sobbing I looked around the room to see which room I came into. Through teary eyes I could see a grand piano in the corner and sheet music everywhere. They have a piano? I got to my feet and walked over to the piano. I've been playing piano since I was eleven. I sat down and looked at the black and white keys before me.
I started playing my favorite song River Flows in You by Yiruma. It was such a beautiful song and it always calms me when I'm upset. I continued playing until I noticed the sheet music in front of me on the stand. It was entitled Bella's Lullaby.
What??
Edward wrote a song for her. I stopped crying by now and was sniffing a little bit. I can't believe he wrote a song for her, that's the sweetest thing a guy can ever do for a girl. I needed to hear it.
I looked at the first few notes and started playing. I was playing slowly because it was my first time trying it. As soon as I got into the song I recognized it as the song from the CD. The music was so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes that he wrote this song for her. Soon I picked up on the pattern and played a little bit faster. The music filled the room and all I could think about was how Bella was able to live without a guy like Edward. He's sweet, gorgeous, and romantic. I thought about how they both must feel and tears started pouring again. I stopped playing abruptly and put my head down resting it on my arms and leaned, resting on the piano.
I felt a cold hand on my shoulder and I ignored it. I really didn't feel like being comforted.
"What do you want?" I asked annoyed.
"I want to talk to you." An unfamiliar voice said. I looked up with tears streaming down my face to find myself looking at Rosalie.
"Hi." I said while wiping my tears away.
"You're really good." Rosalie said gesturing to the piano.
"Thanks." I said weakly giving a small smile.
"Edward wanted to come up but I stopped him. I think you needed a little girl talk so I sent the boys out hunting for a little bit."
"Girl talk?" I asked.
"That's right!" Alice said walking in with a small tray of hot chocolate.
I grabbed the mug and took a sip. Warm chocolate filled my mouth and I swallowed. I instantly felt better.
"Thanks." I said softly before taking another sip.
"No problem!" she said as she patted my back, which almost caused me to spill the hot chocolate all over the piano. "Oops!" Alice said after she saw what she had done. "Sorry! Here, lets go downstairs and watch a good old chick flick!" she exclaimed.
"Sure." I said smiling. I got up out of the seat trying not to spill the hot chocolate and slowly walked down the stairs as Alice and Rosalie passed me with a flash. When I got to the couch I set the mug on the coffee table as Alice put in 27 dresses.
The movie started playing and Alice sat on my right with Rosalie on my left. We got pretty comfortable and within 15 minutes of watching the movie, Rosalie spoke up.
"Serena, I know this is going to be a weird question, but what are you're feelings toward Edward?" I froze and looked at the screen blushing.
"Well?" she demanded.
"Rose…" Alice warned.
Rosalie cut her off. "No, I wont get mad, I want to know how she feels." She looked back at me. "Serena?"
"Umm." I coughed and cleared my throat. "Well, he is… um…" I couldn't think of anything to say. I finally found what to say. " I think he's extremely confused and sad and I think he really needs a friend or someone to help him out." I said and looked back at the screen afraid of what Rosalie was going to say next.
"I mean what do you think of him. Do you like him?"
"As a friend." I replied still looking at the screen.
"Liar!" she squealed. "You totally like him." I blushed a deep scarlet red then.
"No." I said quietly.
"Pfft." She said crossing her arms and looking at the screen. "Whatever you say, but honestly you should be happy I want to help you out because I was extremely jealous of Bella when she was around." She said.
"What do you mean?" I asked looking at her now.
"Bella, got to live a human life, she had the opportunity to have a baby and live a long and happy life. I was happy when Edward left her because she could finally live a long life. But apparently it wasn't a happy life; she was really depressed and missed Edward. Now, I think I want you to be happy if you do end up being with Edward because it's your own choice." She explained.
"Wow." Was all I could say.
"Yupp." She said
At this point Katherine Heigel and James Marsden were dancing in the bar to an old song. We watched until the end in silence. When the movie was over, Alice popped up and turned off the DVD player.
"How do you feel?" she asked me.
"Better, thanks so much you guys!" I said with a smile and I hugged Rosalie and got up and hugged Alice. I yawned.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"2 A.M. you should go to bed." Alice said " I'll get the bed ready for you, you can sleep in Edwards bed." She said before running up the stairs.
"Thanks for trying to help me Rosalie, but I think I want Edward and I to be friends for now. Then we can see what happens." I told her. She smiled and nodded then walked out of the room. I walked upstairs and looked around for Edward's room.
"Up one more flight Serena!" Alice called. I went up the second flight up to Edward's room and found it at the end of the hall. Alice was standing by the bed and I walked over and lied down. Alice pulled the covers over me and said he goodnight. I felt like a little kid being put to bed but I didn't care. Soon I fell into a deep sleep.
A/N review please! Let me know how I did it was all I could think of. I wanted to make Rosalie a little nicer than she usually is so I just made up a story to make her like Serena. Ask any questions! I will answer them.
Thanks!
