A/N: OOOOH my internet fails. I've tried to upload this like twenty times. And it fails. I'm doing you a double upload though so please forgive me :). I'll be giving you another chapter tomorrow...hopefully. Unless my internet fails again :)

This is short but I felt I had to split the chapters. That's why I'm giving you TWO :D

I do not own Twilight. But I do own two overly aggressive turtles ¬¬ seriously they're awful :)

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Chapter Fourteen: EPOV

The drive was mostly quiet. She'd give basic direction and I'd follow. For some reason the closer we got to wherever we were going the more upset she became at one point I was really worried and asked whether we should stop and just go to the park or something.

"Seriously Bella, don't upset yourself" I reached over to touch her automatically, but she cringed from my touch. The site of her moving away from me hurt me more than I ever thought possible.

"No Edward." She turned her eyes to mine and I saw the depth of raw pain within them. She really was an open book when it came to her emotions. "Turn right at the cross-roads"

And so we were back to silence.

Maybe fifteen minutes later we were approaching the Quiluete reservation but we weren't quite within the boundaries yet.

"Pull over here" Her sharp voice startled me. I slowed down but saw no where to park.

"Erm, where Bella?" The Volvo had rolled to a gentle stop at the side of the road whilst I waited for her answer. I never got one.

Before I realised what was happening she was up and out of the car heading toward the forest.

"Bella!" I shouted as I fumbled with my seatbelt. Opening my door I shouted louder. "I can't just leave my fucking car here! If I get towed my Dad will fucking kill me!"

Bella stopped and turned to look at me.

Her voice was filled with so much pain as she spoke "I'll pay for your ticket if you get one. Just. Please Edward. Trust me." She held her hand out for me, quoting me from earlier.

Do I trust this girl?

Abso-fucking-lutely

Locking my Volvo I walked up to her and took her hand and she led us into the woods.

She was still limping badly and the rough terrain wasn't easy for her, so I carried her most of the way. Her telling me where to go.

Feeling her warm in my arms as we walked was difficult. She smelt far too appetising for her own good.

Freesia, Strawberries and Vanilla.

She was mouth watering.

I felt myself begin to grow hard and her warm body rocked against mine. Exhaling a deep breath through my nose I tried to tame my inner teenager.

She looked up at me questioningly and I simply shook my head.

"Yeah Bella, I have a raging hard on. Forget our heart to heart. Let's fuck instead?"

Yeah. Smooth Cullen.

"Right through these trees, you can put me down now" her small voice floated up to me and she sounded like she was crying. Looking down I saw tears in her eyes but also a look of sheer determination.

She clearly needed to do this alone. I settled her on her feet on the flattest part of the forest floor I could find. Then took three steps back so I was behind her.

She took a deep breath and walked forward into the pool of sunshine ahead of us.

I followed. And as I fell into step behind her I realised something.

I would follow this girl to the end of the fucking world and never regret it.

What I'd been trying to avoid had fucking happened.

I fucking loved her.

Woah Cullen!

Love? You don't know what love fucking is!

You can't throw words like that around...

The voice in my head was right. I couldn't love Bella I'm fucking seventeen.

My head knew this. Someone just clearly forgot to send to memo to my heart...

I looked forward through the trees and tried to find Bella. We still had stuff to talk about.

She wasn't hard to find, there was only one girl having a fucking breakdown in the middle of the meadow.

Oh Bella, what happened to you baby?