A/N: This is stupidly short and I'm apologising now. But I felt I needed to put this here because I don't like all the Edward bashing :(

I know I'm writing it, and i know i've made him look like a prick, but he's got a lot of issues aswell. Also he doesn't know about Renee...so yeah, he doesn't know that she won't have a lift home...

I'm sorry for rambling, but when people hate on my characters it upsets me because I put a lot of myself into them...and now I sound crazy so feel free to tell me STFU :)

All will start making sense..please just trust me on it ;) Thanks you for the love you guys leave me...and please continue to review :)

I do not own Twilight but I do own a beautifully brave friend who has just started chemotherapy...love you baby :)

Happy Reading!

Frenchy_x

Chapter Seventeen: EPOV

I ran through the woods not knowing where I was going and not caring. Just running.

I think I stumbled a few times but in all honesty I can't remember. Branches scraped at my skin. Blood welled up on the surface and I didn't care.

I had hurt her.

I had kissed her and she had ended up on the floor gasping in pain.

I had hurt her, my poor Bella.

Was in pain. Because of fucking me.

I didn't deserve her.

I reached my Volvo and threw myself into the drivers seat and peeled away from the grassy verge.

Part of my head wondered how Bella would get home, she has a cell phone she could ring her mom to pick her up.

Yeah, she'll be fine.

Pressing my foot down on the accelerator I sped away, watching Forks become smaller and smaller in my rear view mirror.