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Chapter Three

A Day Later..

Edward's POV

I have failed her. I sat on the leather sofa,in my room, listening to Bella talking to Alice,through Alice's mind. I was mad at the fact that with Bella now a vampire, I still couldn't read her mind. But I just threw that thought aside and read on what Bella had to say.

She went on how she was like a zombie for the past few months. She did nothing except do what she needed to live. Then finally,Charlie warned her to get out of her zombie state or he'll send her to Jacksonville. That's when she started hanging out with Jacob Black. My hands went into fists as soon as I heard his name. Bella said she started getting better the more she saw Jacob. But then he stopped seeing her and from there I knew what happened. He changed into a werewolf. Bella hanging out with a young werewolf! She was always the danger magent. Then she went out to the meadow and met Laurnet once again. Laurnet told her that Victoria was after Bella and then said it was better that he kill Bella there before Victoria finds her. My fists tighten even more. If I hadn't left Bella,she wouldn't be a vampire this very minute. I could've prevented this. It was all my fault and I've failed her from having a normal life. Laurnet bit her but left her when Jacob and the others came. And from there she was a vampire. That's when she said that she wished Laurnet just finish her off. What?!?

I remember back when she told me she wanted to be vampire for we can be together forever. But that was when I told her I was in love with her. Then dumb me told her I wasn't anymore. But I only told her that for she can be safe. I still love her! Without her, I'm nothing. But she believes in the lie. I'm going to have to talk to her soon.

Edward

I was lost in thought and hadn't realize that Alice came into my room. She had a sad expression on her face as she sat down on the floor on front of me. We were quiet for a moment thinking of what Bella said.

"How is she now?'' I asked ,breaking the silence.

"She's just a little shook up.'' Alice answered not looking at me,''And she wants to be alone right now. So I left her in my room.'' She then looked at me.

"This is quite a mess you made.''

"I only did what I thought was best!'' I said in defense.

"But now you're going to have to clean it up. Explain to her that you're still in love with her.'' Alice shot back at me,''Edward, Victoria is out there wanting to kill her! ''

I was quiet.

"You better talk some sense into Bella before she goes in search of Victoria ,wanting to be dead!'' Alice got up,and walked to the door and stopped.

"Please. You know we don't want to lose her.'' She said it quietly and walked out.

Later

I made my way to Alice's room and found Bella sitting on the floor,in front of the bed. She had her long hair covering her face.

"Edward.'' she said without even looking up. I sat on the edge of the bed,looking down at her.

''How are you?''

She didn't reply.

"Look Bella I'm sorry on what has happened to you. And I wish I was there to prevent this.''

"You care?'' she then asked. Her eyes met with mine.

"Bella, the only reason I left you was cause I thought if I left you,you'll be safe and so you can have a normal life.''

"But look on what happened. And you said you didn't want me."

"Bella,'' I began as I went right next to her. I held her face but she shook my hands away,''Bella..'' I held her sad face again. She remained quiet. I tried to look into her eyes but she simply closed her eyes.''Once again Bella, I'm sorry. I'm truly am. I regret it. I never did wanted to leave you. I love you...''

She winced when I said that.

"Lies...'' She held her chest and looked as she was in pain when she spoke,'' All lies..''

"Bella...'' I spoke her name softly,'' It's the truth...''

"Lies..'' She continued.

I had to do something. If she didn't believe me saying it, then I'll have to show it. I took her face and finally she opened her eyes and looked at me. From there, I pressed my lips against her and it stayed like that for awhile. Finally when we parted, she looked deeply into my eyes. Her pained expression gone but now it was showing confusion.

"Excuse me..'' And in vampire speed, she was gone.

''Bella...''