Disclaimer:I do not own the Twilight book series. Stephenie Meyer does and I wish Breaking Dawn will come out already!! Don't you? I can't wait another year!! I'm sorry! I know it's been months since I last updated. I had writer's block. Yeah..lame excuse. But my friend kept persisting me to write. Thank her.
Chapter Four
Edward's POV
''Bella..'' I spoke out her name quietly when I saw she quickly left.
She no longer had that pained expression on her face but now was filled with confusion. Bella must be unsure about me on whether or not I was telling her the truth. I was telling the truth and even showed her how I felt about her. But when I kissed her, it was different. Those beautiful lips of her weren't warm and loving as they once were. Of course, she was a vampire. But it still wasn't the same...
I shook that out of my head and hoped that kiss changed her feelings toward me.
''Just give her some time.'' I said to myself. ''A little bit of time...''
Bella's POV
I went outside to the cloudy day in the back of the house. The sound of the river calmed me down and helped think of what just happened.
Was Edward really telling the truth? Did he kiss me to tell me it was true? Or just so I could feel better? But he showed emotion during it and seemed like he meant it. I shook my head. I was too confused.
I sat on the wet grass and put my head on top of my knees. I closed my eyes and continued thinking.
Months ago,he told me that he didn't want me and his expression showed no regret of saying it. Now months later ,he appears and now says he cares and what he said was all lies. What am I supposed to do? I kept thinking over and over and slowly, it was giving me a headache. Damnit.
I continued staying outside as the day slowly passed by. Sometimes, I felt him watching me. But, I just pretended I didn't notice him and continued looking at the sky.
''Bella...I'm sorry.'' I would hear Edward very quietly say to himself sometimes. I sighed as I closed my eyes.
Edward. It's my fault. If only I had never come here to Forks...If only my blood hadn't smelled so mouthwatering to you.
I was too busy thinking what was my fault to notice the new smell in the air.
But the rest of the Cullens did.
''BELLA!'' I suddenly heard Edward yell for me as he ran to my side. Quickly, he grabbed hold of me and ran away from the spot where we were just a second ago.
There,a flash of red and white went to where we were and hissed angrily. Her hands grabbing empty air. My eyes widen as I saw who she was.
Victoria.
Sorry. It was short. But hey, at least there's a new chapter up. Sorry for posting months later.