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Chapter 11: Run, run, run away

You can be a sweet dream,

Or a beautiful nightmare,

Either way I don't want to wake up from you

(Beyonce- Sweet Dream)

I was stunned. How could a simple kiss overpower you this much? I had kissed some girls before, but that was nothing like this. I think it was just Kim. She was so amazing at everything she did.

I, having enhanced wolfy-powers, could go without oxygen for a while, but I guessed that Kim might start needing some soon, so I pulled away from the kiss.

"Kim, I have something to tell you" I said, panting heavily, even though I didn't need to. I was just so dizzy.

I looked at her face, only to find a gorgeously stunning angel's smile lighting up her amazing face.

She really would not be prepared for the secret I was about to tell her, so I started off by trying to lead her into it gently.

I was so scared. I knew that we were soul mates, and were meant to be together. I had imprinted, and had some pretty strong emotions, but I wasn't too sure about her. She might scream and run away, or call me crazy and run away, or just run away. I couldn't be certain, that's why I wanted to be careful when telling her. It would just about kill me if she did run away, and I would be powerless to stop her, as I felt the need to give her anything. If she ran away, that was her choice, and I always wanted her to choose.

"Kim," I began, unsure. "Kim, have you ever wondered where I went for those two weeks I was away? Why I am so tall and muscled up now? Why I eat so much? Why you are suddenly the most important thing in my world now?"

She looked intrigued. I'm sure she must have wondered, especially about why I follow her around suddenly. It was not normal, for humans at least.

"Sure, I've wondered" she said cautiously, curiously.

I sat up straighter, ready to deliver the big news, looking her face-on, so that I could judge her reaction.

"Kim, I'm a werewolf" I started off slowly, giving her the main shock first. "That's why I went away. That's why I'm so tall and muscular. That's why I obey your every want and need. That's why I eat so much" I explained. I would wait until the startled, slightly angry expression on her face went away before I could tell her about the imprint. She wouldn't take it too well right now from the looks of it.

She didn't believe me.

"Very funny, Jared. Can you just tell me the answer? No more messing around. I'm curious now" she pleaded, her interest making her impatient at my answer.

"No, Kim. You don't understand. I am a werewolf. I'm not joking. Please, believe me." I needed her to believe me. I could keep hiding a secret this big from her. I hated lying to her, especially about something this big, and Sam had given me the "Okay", to tell her about us.

Unfortunately, she responded in one of the worst ways imaginable.

"Jared, do you need mental help? How can you expect me to believe something like that? Don't you trust me enough to just tell me the truth? I love you, Jared, you can trust me with anything, and I'll keep it by me to the grave. Just don't lie. It's not very nice, or fair." There was fire in her eyes. She thought she was being lied to.

That frustrated me. I thought that she would have at least trusted me enough to consider this, even if it was so incredibly weird that even I didn't believe it at times.

"Kim, I'm not lying. I promise you. Look, I'll show you," I'll prove it. I will. I'll do anything for you to believe me.

"No, Jared. I just can't believe you wouldn't trust me with something this easy. It's not that hard. All you had to do was tell me. I wouldn't betray your trust, but you are just crazy and cruel, trying to trick me into thinking you loved me, then making a fool out of me." I would never, never, never do such a thing to her. I would never purposefully hurt her. Never.

She stood up, as if to go somewhere, her previously watery eyes overflowing, causing large tears to roll down her beautiful face.

My heart ripped in two at the sight of her tears. I wanted to go comfort her, wrap my arms around her and tell her it was alright, but she didn't want me to. I didn't deserve to be near her, let alone holding her.

"Goodbye, Jared" she said weakly, but still beautifully through her tears.

She turned around, and started running down the beach away from me. She was running away from me.

"Kim, wait! Kim, you don't understand. Let me explain. Kim!"I shouted after her. I had previously told myself that if she ran away I would not follow her, but now...I couldn't just let her leave...not like this, so I began to follow.

Then she turned around, and said the worst possible thing she could have said to me. It shocked me, and I think it shocked her a little too, considering how recently she had proclaimed her love for me.

"I hate you!"She screamed at me. At her words, I think a piece of me died. Not just a little piece of me either. My core died. My heart.

"Oh...If...if you really feel that way then I'll leave you alone. I love you. Goodbye Kim" I said softly.

I turned away. She hated me. She didn't want to see my face. I was a bad excuse for a soul mate. All I did was hurt her, make her embarrassed, upset her, make her apologize and feel guilty over nothing. I was truly the worst person in the world. How could I hurt such perfection? She didn't deserve any of my rubbish. I suppose she was better off without me. I don't think that she could hate me more than I hated myself right now.

I was barely conscious of the fact that my feet had started walking away, in the direction of the forest. I hadn't noticed that I was shaking, out of sheer, complete sadness and depression.

My feet stopped in a small clearing in the forest.

Then I exploded.

So, there you have it. The next chapter!

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Deany-Bob101