Hello guys!

So, here is the next chapter! Chapter 12! Sorry, it doesn't go perfectly matched with "Smack Bam", right now, chapter 12 for "When I found her" is taking place during chapter 14 of "Smack Bam". I know, it annoys me too, but only when I do it. I find it weird how much more the boys have to say than the girls. I suppose it's the imprint.

Here it is, then.

I don't own anything- I couldn't think of anything else to say for this, and I don't want to be stealing anything from other people.

Chapter 12: What?

Love of mine,

Someday you will die,

But I'll be close behind,

I'll follow you into the dark

(Death Cab for cutie- Follow you into the dark)

I was barely conscious of the fact that my feet had started walking away, in the direction of the forest. I hadn't noticed that I was shaking, out of sheer, complete sadness and depression.

My feet stopped in a small clearing in the forest.

Then I exploded.

Four paws landed on the ground where my feet previously were, and tatters of ripped clothing fell around me like snowfall.

And that had been a nice outfit.

I was so upset, and so shaken that I found it difficult to phase back, and so I wondered around the forest for a bit, taking in the familiar surroundings.

I was already thinking of how unfairly I had treated Kim, when Paul phased, with news of Kim.

"Jared?" Paul asked.

"Yes, but is Kim alright? What were you thinking about her just then? Is she safe?" I asked frantically.

"Chill, dude. She's fine. An idiot if you ask me, but fine. Sam found her crying in the middle of the road while he was running patrol. She's back at Emily's" he said.

"Don't you ever call her an idiot again. You weren't there. She's been nothing but perfect. It was all my fault. She's the most clever, beautiful, smart, funny girl ever. You're just lucky I'm not over there, or I'd rip you to shreds!"I threatened.

"Fine, whatever, I just called in to say that Sam want you over here. Now" Paul said, and then he left.

I ran as fast as I could to Emily's, and I could feel Kim's presence there. It was quite subtle, but it was there. My feet just wanted to go in her direction. It was my natural place by her side.

Not only did I know she was there from the pull, but I could also smell her sweet scent: like ocean breeze, me and the faintest hint of honey. It was the most amazing scent ever, just to match her stunning face, and flawless personality.

I arrived at Emily's house, greeted her, Sam and Paul quickly, then went into Emily's room, where Kim was sleeping to check on her.

She looked like an angel when she was asleep. Not that she didn't always look like an angel, but now she just looked... so peaceful, in an unearthly way. Like she belonged in heaven itself.

I stood there, watching Kim sleep for a while, no evident signs of her tears from earlier on her gorgeous face, when Emily tapped me gently on the shoulder.

"Jared, I've made some food in the kitchen, if you want any." She offered.

I saw through that. She had made food, but she probably didn't think it was best for Kim to wake up finding me here. She would not be happy.

"Sure, Emily" I replied, and went out in the kitchen to wait for Kim for a few hours.

There you are.

It's 9:27pm English time, so I should probably get to bed.

Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Lots of love,

Deany-Bob101