(APOV)

The Sorrow

She was hurt.

I could feel it within me. And I wasn't there. I couldn't save her. I know she just felt what I was telling her. I could since her worry. But there was nothing I could do for this. She was hurt badly. I did everything I could to find out where she was and nothing. She was passed out. I knew she didn't feel anything for at least her pain was gone. I couldn't deal with the waiting any longer and as I was sitting in class with Katharine I just had to ask more questions. (A/n: bold is Adam writing and italics is Katharine)

Who took her?

I wrote on a piece of paper passing it to her.

Who do you think stupid boy?

She wrote on the paper quickly and efficiently passing it back to me.

Not sure that's why I'm asking

Joshua, known as Josh, he's had his eyes on her for the longest time now… just like Nathan did in France. I'm not sure if he is the one that killed her or even a connection at all, but I'm pretty sure that's what is going on

We need to find out what happened to her last time then we can figure out what's going on with her now.

Agreed we both need to go find her though like together so you take off from school tomorrow and I will next month… keep in touch with me though so we can plan and I'll meet you at your place after school… I already know where you live

Okay then fine that's good… come around the back though the doors always unlocked… come by whenever cause as you probably know I only need about two hours of sleep

Yes I am completely aware of that and that is what we are going to talk about tonight… now stop with the notes before someone notices… if we don't talk when I take off from school no one will find it weird.

I simply read the note look at her and continue on with class. I can't deal with this any longer. I'm dropping out, and today. This can't wait. I can't wait. If anything were to happen to Laurie I would die inside again. It may be selfish but I couldn't take that. Not again. But will this research do any good for her rescue? Will I do any good for her rescue?

(LPOV)

The Guessing

Lucas came back with the notebook.

I didn't really want to trust him but I felt that I should. Something told me that he was as close as I was going to get to a friend for a long time. When he did I got really excited and right away copied what I had written on the paper into the first page of the note book on the front I had written in sharpie (which Lucas also brought me) Dream Log which I would use to jot down any ideas I had about the dream in case they just came randomly. I sat down as Lucas did and we just looked at each other. I'm not sure what he was thinking about but all I could thing about was Adam. As we sat there in silence we were okay with it. There was no awkwardness that we felt the need to fill with our words. We were content with just the two of us and our silence. But I had to know something.

"Are you in a place like this?"

"Well no, I live at home… the truth is I didn't have to come back here at all after last time. I just reme-… it seems lonely here and it seems that it would suck to be here alone."

"What do you mean you could have left? Is it like some kind of prison sentence? Or is it like it you owe the boss then you go to his cells and check on his prisoners to make sure their not digging a whole in the ground trying to escape? And how do I know that you're telling the truth about being here because you want to? AND about you living at 'home'? What the hell is home anyway? I don't even know anymore but I mean if this is what it is now then I'm just going to say who gives a rat's a-" I was ranting now and I knew it. I was just glad he stopped me.

"Woah you ask a lot of questions. Well for one I am telling the truth do you notice anything different about me?" and since he brought it to my attention I did notice something, he wasn't wearing that same blue shirt and dark jeans. " and second well I used to live here when I was visiting, I was one of the more 'trusted' and so I was sent to make sure everyone was okay. But you were kind of different everyone else wanted to simply shoot me in the head and kill me right there but, even though you were stuck here you felt sorry for me, that I had to do this. All of this. Like you knew or something. This won't be home for to long as long as you play your cards right. Plus home is a place you can go and feel safe, not necessarily want to go to. Do you feel safe here?"

"Honestly no. I don't even know where the here is which doesn't help too much in fact it makes matters much worse. Am I still even in Massachusetts? Or are we on some small forbidden island that they bring random people to hurt them? Kill them? Are they going to kill me? Are you going to kill me? Wha-" just as I was about to ask the next question I felt that wave again. It wasn't simply happy this time but it was more something that told me to be calm, that I was going to be okay. I felt completely safe at that moment. Not only because Lucas was there, but because my stranger is here, Adam. And he would find me, and save me from this. No matter what. But would he even be there in time? Suddenly there was pain in my chest I tried to turn around and call for Lucas. I waited to long for the darkness was swallowing me whole. Would I make it out of this?

A/n: this is the other half of my little blurb from the last chapter doomed. Hope you liked it! Pretty hard work ^,^. Anywhoooo yeah next chapter up tomorrow or ASAP and don't forget to PLEASE REVIEW! Alright thank for reading!

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