Sorry about not updating enough. I will work on that. Not sure how well this one turned out because of the fact I haven't written one in forever..
Anyways, this song is called Breathe into me by: Red. I do not own it or any of the Naruto characters.
This song fic was..
Requested by-- Supreme Dictator of the World -- Thank you very much for the request.
The song is fabulously great and is now one of my favorites!
--BREATHE INTO ME--
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
Sasuke's P.O.V
Why did I avoid him? Why did I say that to him?
Naruto of all people.
The one who knew the worst and the best in me.
The one who forgave me.
The one who eventually fell in love with me, As I did.
The one who's heart I cracked.
Until eventually, broke to peices.
He didn't understand the change in me. Sad to say, neithier did I.
He thought I was mad at him,
He kept trying to apologize.
I guess the 'it's not you, it's me..' thing wasn't good for him.
But it was the honest truth.
And this is where I lose myself when i keep running away from you
I found myself missing him.
So much, it was unbearable.
My Naruto.
My love.
My life.
My everything.
And this is who I am when, I don't know myself anymore
On the other side of the mirror I see:
A stranger.
One who looks familiar.
So familiar.
A stranger that could pass as me.
But if I were to look closer I could see,
This.is.not.me.
Is it?
My mind played tricks on me as I heard the blondes loud voice, as if he were standing right next to me.
"Of course it is Teme!" He would say cheerfully. Brightening my mood.
And this is what I choose when It's all left up to me
The reason I avoided Naruto:
I didn't deserve the blonde.
His warmth
His smile
His touch
His forgiveness
His laugh
His Love.
Breathe your life into me, I can feel you
My mind screamed at me,
and I gritted my teeth.
What I want, and what I need are two different things.
I want Naruto to be happy.
I need...
I'm falling, falling faster
'Fool..' I heard someone say from behind me.
I turned around and saw that it was none other than Tsunade.
'Wh-' I began to say but was interupted.
'Your giving up the one person who forgave you.
The only person that didn't give up on you, the one who you fell in love with..
and for what?'
'I-' I started, she had caught me offgaurd.
'Have you ever thought that Naruto may need you just as much as
you need him?' Her eyes glared into mine.
Looking for my answer.
'I-I' I was speechless.
'heh..maybe you don't deserve him after all.' She said simply.
'But I do know one thing. He wasn't the happy old Naruto when you were gone..
It was like he was...lifeless.' she added with a shudder as she walked off.
Breathe your life into me, I still need you
I need him.
How many times do I hear the voice a day?
Telling me to go back.
To hold him again.
To kiss him again.
I'm falling, falling
'He wasn't the happy old Naruto when you were gone..it was like he was...lifeless.'
I know how that feels.
I was the same once.
When I chose power over love.
When I decided what was best.
But he changed me. I couldn't kill him.
Even if I was the most powerful person in the world.
I could not kill Naruto.
Breathe into me,
Breathe into me,
I began running,
looking desperately for the blonde.
I needed him.
Somehow I knew,
He needed me too.
Naruto's P.O.V
And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
I just wanted my best friend back.
I wanted to protect him, even if he did
Betray me,
Betray konoha,
Betray everyone.
I wanted to make sure he was safe.
I knew I could not defeat him.
But I did stop him.
Long enough for him to listen to me.
I almost died.
But foolish people give their life
for their loved ones to be happy...
And I was foolish.
My desire got the best of me.
My desire...
I wanted him in my arms.
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
All I wanted was his love.
His touch.
Him, in general.
Sasuke Uchiha. I told myself if I had had his love,
Nothing else would have mattered.
And nothing did for awhile.
But now that he's gone, it all came back, every problem.
Every pain.
And this is how it hurts when I pretend i don't feel any pain
I ignored the feeling, and stored it away.
Deep into the back of my mind.
I would Not open these feelings.
When people tell me 'hi.' I put on a fake smile.
Just to seem like i'm happy, so no one will have to worry about me.
I don't need anyone. I told myself.
My whole life, I was
alone.
And this is how I dissapear when i throw myself away
I wondered if that was the same fore Sasuke.
My confession of my love had stopped him.
But for what purpose? Why all this if he was going to end it anyways?
Why all the secrets?
All the kisses?
All the touches?
All the pain?
Breathe your life into me, I can feel you
I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.
I want you.
I had you...
I'm falling, falling faster
I can't keep my mind from thinking of him.
I feel like an idiot.
To believe he fell in love with someone like me.
He's perfect.
I am not.
Breathe your life into me, I still need you
Damn Sasuke!
Why can't I get his beautiful face out of my head?
Everything reminds me of him.
I'm not sure how long I can take this!
The rejection still lingers in my head.
Why had it been like this?
I need him.
I'm falling, falling
I can't find the right words.
As to why i'm feeling so...
Alone.
Unwanted.
Rejected.
Breathe into me,
I stand on the edge of the cliff,
looking on the commotion in konoha.
All the busy people.
All the happy people.
The people that used to be my friends.
They look like ants from up here.
Breathe into me,
I take in a deep breath.
And rub my eyes.
Soon, all the tears come back.
Along with my stored away pain.
Breathe into me,
How many moments have we spent here?
How many memories?
Breathe into me,
My legs began to give away as I kneeled on the ground,
Picking at the ground.
Thinking back.
All my pain.
Breathe your life into me, I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
I discovered that pain is too much.
Breathe your life into me, I still need you
But the pain of caring for someone.
Giving your life for someone.
The pain of the rejection.
Is even worse.
It makes you feel as if, all your efforts were meaningless.
I'm falling, falling, Breathe into me
My goal was to protect him.
To forgive him.
To be there for him.
I did protect him,
I did forgive him, I still do.
I was there for him...
He just doesn't need me anymore.
Breathe your life into me,
i'm falling, falling faster
I was wondering if I should do a running start or just jump.
This was the highest cliff.
There was no way I would not survive this.
Breathe your life into me
Falling, Falling, Falling
I began to walk over the edge.
Until I felt cold arms wrap around me.
Not letting me move.
I turned my head.
There he was.
Breathe into me
'Sasuke..' I said dryly. Why wouldn't he just let me jump?
He was so quiet at first. I thought maybe he was just in my head.
Maybe he wasn't there at all.
Then I heard it..his voice.
'I'm so s-s-' I felt the wetness of his cheeks.
Sasuke Uchiha, who never cries, was bawling.
I turned around and looked at his eyes.
'Naruto. Why..would you..' he started.
I thought of my answer as I stared down at Konoha.
'I was born a fool. Who would do foolish things for the people I love.'
Breathe into me
'Naruto I really truly do love you.' He said quietly.
'They why-'
'I didn't know you needed me as much as I needed you. I still don't deserve you...'
He mumbled the last part of his sentence but I heard perfectly well.
'Deserve? If I wanted anyone other than you...I would have gave up along with everyone else..'
He laced his hands around the Uchiha's neck and stood on his tiptoes.
Sasuke leaned closer to the blonde as they shared a long, and sweet kiss.
Breathe into me
Breathe into me, breathe
I love you,
I need you,
I want you,
I have you.
BREATHE INTO ME; END
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