A/N: I'm working on another fic right now, so the next update might take a while. I will do my best to have next chapter up asap.
I am hopeful about the talk me and S are going to have. I admit it that I'm a little scared of her. She seems really mad. I don't like S mad, I like it when she smile.
We were standing outside at the same place Q and Finn were earlier. What's up with this place and relationship conversations? I could only hope our talk wouldn't go in the same direction as the other couple.
"Britt, look at me."
And I did. Whenever S calls me Britt instead of B it means she trying to be really nice to me and not lose her nerve. I think it would be more logical if she called me Brittany, because that's what people call me when they are trying to be patient with me. I don't understand S sometimes.
"What are you and Berry doing?"
"What do you mean?" I said, trying to understand what me and Rach could be doing.
Oh, right. I'm pretending to like her to make S jealous. Sometimes I forget stuff. I told my mom, but she say it's normal to forget stuff.
I think that I forgot it this time because I'm nervous. I really like S.
"Are you two seeing each other?"
I just stared at her. I understood what she was saying, but when making my plan I forgot the part of the plan when I had to face her jealousy.
"I meant if you two are dating?"
"No, of course not. I would never do that to Quinn."
She was looking intently at me, trying to read me.
"Ok." She said with a calm voice. I could tell she wasn't buying it. I have no idea what she wasn't buying though, because she should trust me on this one. "Then why did you guys walk in holding hands?"
"Because we met Finn and Q outside and Finn said very bad things about Rach, and I was trying to make her feel okay." I say with a whiny voice. It's not fair what Finn said about Rach.
"Rach? Where the hell did that come from?"
"She was in my room, and Kurt was mean to her, so I called her a nick name so she would be happy."
"Why was Kurt at your house? I thought it was only Berry."
"I wanted to talk to someone, and Quinn was too busy mooning over Rach."
I see the anger being replaced with hurt. I really want to hug her right now.
"Oh, so you call Kurt instead of me. And Berry. That makes a lot of sense."
"Uh" I was lost for words. Me and my big mouth. I just screwed part one of my plan. In addition I might just have lost my best friend.
"It's not like that." I say, with a weak voice looking at the ground.
She releases a long breath. I look up and she is looking anywhere but me. I can see she has calmed down.
"I really like you, S." I say looking down again.
Her head snaps and she is looking at me. I'm still looking down, but I see her approach me.
"What?" She says with a hopeful voice while she softly lifts my chin so I'm looking her in the eye.
"I said I really like you."
I see her trying to make sense of what I'm telling her. I use the distraction and get really close to her. I can feel her breath in my face. I feel my whole body warming up at the feeling. She snaps out of her daydreaming and realizes how close we are, our noses almost touching. I take her hand, that is still holding my chin up, and entwine them together. I see her eyes look at my lips and back up. I swear we stay in this position for 10 minutes. I had made my move, now I'm waiting for her to make hers.
Someone come calling us, and takes us both out of our daze.
Quinn.
I really feel like kicking her right now. I was so close. She tells us we are going to the park. At least we aren't going home. I could try part two of the plan. I only have to figure out what it was.
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Q, Rach, S and me are walking side by side towards the park. The others are either in front or back. We are making a fuss, a bunch of noise teenagers. At least the others are, we are the only group silent. Q pushes me aside, a place where S and Rach can't hear us.
"What?" I say to her.
"I should be asking you that. What happened?" She almost as a whisper. We might be out of the girls reach, but the others were close enough to hear.
"Besides you interrupting the perfect moment?"
"I'm sorry about that, but the restaurant was almost kicking us out. You know how they are whenever we are eating there. We might be responsible for half of their rent, but they don't care, they still want us out."
"That doesn't mean anything."
"You would have preferred if the whole group walked in on you guys? You were gone for like 50 minutes and..."
"That long?"
"Yeah, and I was sure you guys were doing PG17 stuff outside. I thought it would be better if only I saw stuff"
"We were staring at each other for that long?"
"What do you mean?"
"We were talking. She got hurt I called Kurt and Rach instead of her. I panicked and said that I liked her because I was sure I had screwed everything up."
"You are calling Rachel Rach now?" She says with a raised eyebrow. I ignore her and continued talking. We are approaching the park, so I know I have to make it faster.
"She lifted my chin to try to understand what I was saying, and I got really close to her. She just stayed there. I was hoping she would meet me halfway and stuff. She didn't. What if she is not interested in me that way?"
"Try to get her to talk to you while we are the park. Take her for a walk. Say you want to see the ducks or something. And this time you go all the way."
I raise my eyebrow at her wording choice. She notices.
"Not like that, you filthy lesbian." She says with a face of disgust
I start laughing and soon she joins me.
"What's so funny?" S comes out of nowhere.
"Um, nothing."
"Even I can tell you are lying. My fathers have taught me you should never hide things from your friends, because it will lead to betrayal. Also if it is a funny thing, I believe we both have a right to know, so we can join you in your laughter, because friends should make their friends laugh." Rach says. I lost her after the second sentence, she talks too much. S is clearly annoyed.
"I was telling how B is a filthy lesbian." I hear Quinn say. I look at her shocked. What the hell what she doing? Rach starts laughing and S has this really weird look on her face I can't read. I can't tell if she is happy or not.
When Rach can control her laughter, she goes on on her rambling fest.
"Although your observation is funny, I don't know what the context for the talk was, and I feel that it is within my right to know."
"Shut up, Rachel" Quinn says playfully. She adds a wink, and its really cute. I think it means she will talk to her later. They are almost like a married couple, talking to each other through code and stuff.
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Everybody was singing, laughing and having fun. Rach had a really good voice. She was a little rude when it comes to music. She told when someone made a mistake and make us begin from the start. I understand she was trying to help, but this wasn't professional singing or anything. Puck gave her a few wine coolers, and now she is a little tipsy, so she finally stops interrupting us.
"Hey S, you want to walk me to the pond? I want to see the ducks, I brought some bread to feed them."
I didn't bring the bread. Q stopped by her house saying that she was going to bring her guitar today, but forgot. She brought the bread with her, besides the guitar.
"Sure" She awnswers me. Q made sure she didn't drink a lot by stealing all her beers, and drinking them herself. No need to say Q was really drunk right now. Finn is sitting by her side, and Rach the other. She is kinda holding hands with Rach, he hands on top of the brunette's, but nobody notices it.
Me and S stand up, and announce that we are taking a walk. The guys start to cat-call, and Puck asks if he can join us. Quinn attempts to throw a beer can at him, but she misses it. I'm actually impressed that she is even able to think about throwing a it.
I ignore the guys and get S' hand without thinking.
The walk to the pond is mostly silent. S is kicking rocks, and I join her, kinda of playing soccer with the rock. We start laughing, and look at each other. Her smile is so beautiful. I steal a quick peck on her lips, and run away like a little boy.
I get to the pond and start throwing bread to the ducks. They are all happy for their extra meal. The kiss, even though brief, was enough to make my heart beat goes really fast. I still feel warmth from that little contact.
I hear footsteps in the grass. I don't have to turn to know it's S. I recognize her breathing, and I have goozebumps on my arms. I smile at the feeling. I feel she put a hand on my elbow. I put my hand on top of it, to make sure she doesn't go away.
"Did you know that everybody thinks we are together? Even Rachel, and she just moved in?"
So, that was a lie, I didn't know anything about Rach's thoughts on us. But the other part was true, according to Quinn.
"B." She says with a calming voice. I realize I sounded more angry then I am, but I let it be that way.
"I just want us to be together."
She is quiet, and I feel like she is denying me. I kneel down, and pat a duck in the head. They are very friendly, despite people saying that they eat your hand. Her hand leaves my shoulder, but they are still touching.
"Ok" She ways with confidence.
I stand up and turn to face her in record time. I didn't know it would be that easy
"Ok?"
"If you think you are ready to date me, then ok. But I'll have you know that I'm a bitch to deal with."
I smile wide and she gives me a sweet little smile. We start closing the distance between our bodies, and I feel butterflies in my stomach.
"Hey S, did you know that there are butterflies living in my stomach. They get really happy when you are around."
I can see she is holding her laughter, but there is a nice smile placed on her lips. She is really close now. I can feel her breath mingling with mine. We are not smiling anymore. My body feels really warm.
"S, I think I have a fever. I'm really hot. You should..." She cut me off with her lips. Not that I'm complaining, but what if I'm really sick? All my worries about seeing a doctor disappear, and I get lost in the kiss. She opens her mouth and I fell her tongue against mine, asking for entrance. I open my lips, my hands now on her hair, pulling her closer to me. I feel her hands at my hips, slowly moving towards my back. My body is even warmer then before, but interrupting her to talk about it doesn't even cross my mind. I have to pull away so I can breath, but our foreheads keep touching. I bring my hand up and take a lose strand of S' hair from her face. I smile at her, and she smiles back.
"You are beautiful." I say.
She just smiles. She backs away, and I feel sad. I wanted to stay like that for a long time.
"We should head back. We are the only sober people, and we don't want them to be kicked out of the park." She says, grabbing my hand and kissing it. I put my arms around her, and her head rest against me as we are making our way back.
When we get there, I'm glad S got me to do that. Quinn is all over Finn, who seems to be very happy. He is shirtless, and Quinn seems to be on her way to the same path. Rachel is giving a speech, to herself I assume, because nobody else is paying attention, on how rude is is to have sex in front of people, clearly very jealous of the situation. Puck is passed out, using his guitar as a pillow. Kurt and Mercedes are talking fast about fashion, but clearly drunk. The others have left already.
"Okay, everybody. Party is over." S breaks whatever was going on. Everybody is looking at her. Rachel is still mumbling under her breath. Quinn stops making out with Finn, and starts laughing. Finn looks around for his shirt. Now Rach is looking at Quinn, daggers in her eyes, mumbling about mixed signals, and something to do with brownies. Kurt and Mercedes say goodbye, and leave. S quicks Puck, and he finally wakes up.
"Let's go." S screams, with her signature bitchy voice. She sounds so sexy when she does that. I feel the butterflies again, but at a southern region this time.
Puck stands up, grumbles something. He gets his guitar, grab Finn by the arm. Both using each other as a place to support themselves, they leave, falling a few times. S rolls her eyes and we look back at the two left. Rach is still looking at the ground, still mumbling. She uses very complicated words, so I can't understand what she is saying. Q is looking at her with lazy smile, looking at Rachel. I realize what she is about to do, recognizing the predatory look in her eyes, and I turn to S, she understands the message. She grabs Q from the ground, a little too roughly for my taste, but I go with it.
I sit by Rach, and put my hand on her shoulder.
"Come on, Rach. You can sleep at my house, so your parents don't get mad."
She looks up, and I can see sadness in her eyes. I take her hand and she gets up and follows me.
Q and S are walking in front of us. Q keeps trying to take S' hands away from her, but it doesn't work.
A/N: Sorry that is taking a while to get Rachel and Quinn together, and some of ou are kinda tired of the whole Quinn and Finn stuff. Be patient tough, it's gonna happen. Soon probably, since the whole Brittany and Santana thing is solved.