This chapter is kind of sloooow.
The next morning was horrible, Dimitri stayed over and well...we had a fun night.
But I had morning sickness and wouldn't stop throwing up, i thought I was going to die.
Dimitri came into the bathroom, and held my hair back. He was so worried and scared for me that I felt like comforting him, but I couldn't.
"Roza, do you need to go to the doctor?" He asked, he had just waken up and he was in his boxers and his hair was going everywhere. It was so cute.
I shook my head. "No, no I'm fine." I rinsed my mouth out and brushed my teeth. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, god this baby would not let up.
I rubbed my stomach, Dimitri had returned to the bedroom and I locked the bathroom door.
"It's okay, baby. Everything is fine, I'm here." I cooed. I surprised myself how natural that sounded. Like I had been saying it for years.
There was a knock, "Roza? Is everything okay?" Dimitri called. I hoped he didn't here what I had just said. I opened the door and out my arms around his
waist. "I'm fine, quit worrying so much dad." I said sarcastically, giving him a sweet smile.
He laughed and wrapped his arms around me. "Believe me, I'm so glad I'm not your father."
"And why's that?" I questioned.
He smiled. "Because I wouldn't be able to do this.." He kissed my collarbone. "And this." He kissed my neck, "Or this." He went straight for the lips pulling me closer to him.
I pushed him away slightly. "Actually you could, it's just called incest, Comrade." I joked, Dimitri rolled his eyes and met my lips again.
Dimitri grabbed me and picked me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he led me to the bed. He placed me down softly and pressed himself on top of me.
Then he pulled away, I pouted. "Dimirti what the hell, you can't just ruin the mood like that!" I whined.
He smiled and gave me a little peck. "I have to go to work, and so do you." He helped me up.
I sighed knowing he was right, but then I remembered the card the doctor gave me yesterday. "Actually, I have some stuff to do today." I said.
"Whats that?" He raised one eyebrow, I really wish I could that.
"Nothing important." I smiled.
About 15 minutes later Dimitri kissed me goodbye and I ran to the phone.
I dialed and waited anxiously for the lady to pick up.
"Doctor Zulin's office, may I help you?" A woman asked.
"Yeah, um this is Rose Hathaway I was calling to see if I could schedule an appointment with Doctor Zulin." I mumbled.
"Oh, Miss Hathaway, don't worry you have already been scheduled in. Your appointment is in 20 mintues actually." She replied.
I was shocked, I guess the doctor thought I would wait til the last minute. Good call. "Okay, thank you." I hung up the phone and got dressed.
When I arrived at Doctor Zulin's office, I became super nervous.
The lady at the front desk smiled at me. "Hello Miss. Hathaway, Dr. Zulin will see you now." How did she know it was me?
I nodded and walked to a room.
I was kind of disappointed in myself, I was going to my first ultra sound by myself. I sighed and looked down to my hands.
A woman walked in.
"Hello Rose, how are you today?" She said sweetly.
"I'm good and you?" She just nodded.
"Shall we start?" She insisted, she pointed towards the resting table.
I hopped up and laid down, pushing my shirt up and exposing my belly. Surprisingly I had a small baby bump. Yikes, I was already showing.
"This maybe a little cold." She warned and she put some gel on my stomach, and yeah it was cold. I shivered just a little.
She gave me an apologetic smile and proceeded on, putting this thing on my stomach and moving it around.
Suddenly a small, small head appeared on the screen next to me. I gasped.
"Is that it?" I asked shocked.
"Yes, that's your baby Rose." She answered.
"Do you know the sex?" She shook her head.
"No, about one more month, but everything seems to be fine and well." She confirmed.
Wow, I was looking at my baby. My baby. Something hit me, I knew I couldn't keep my baby a secret anymore. I needed to be ready for when he or she came.
I needed my friends to be there to help and support me, I even needed my mom to teach me. But most of all I promised not to lie to Dimitri and that probably
meant not keeping secrets as big as this from him. He gave me a second chance and I wasn't going to screw it up by keeping something as important
as this a secret. And maybe Adrian would make a great father, hopefully. I wasn't getting my hopes up. But this little defenceless child was going to depend
on me for a great amount of their lives and I wasn't going to disappoint. I was going to be there always for my child, no matter what.
"So we are just about finished." The Doctor said, as she wiped the gel off my stomach.
"You can pick up your prenatal vitamins at the counter and eat healthy no drinking, exercise, don't stress yourself, and I'll see you back here in about 2 weeks for a check up." She said.
"Thank you doctor." I said quietly. She must have sensed something was wrong.
"Rose? Are you okay?" She said with a worried expression.
I sat up and looked at her. "I'm just scared to tell everyone about this." I circled around my stomach.
She nodded understandingly. "Awwe, yes I know how you feel, you just need to trust that your friends and family will understand and be there for you.
in the end your doing whats best. You can't think about yourself anymore." She spoke wisely. I listened and nodded.
"Thanks again, Doc." I smiled and she escorted me out.
I went home and relaxed in bed, then something caught my eye, the music box.
I got up and looked at it, "Your one fucked up piece of crap." I hissed at it and threw it in the trash can.
I relaxed back in bed and fell asleep.
HEY! What do you guys think the baby should be? Boy? Girl? And if you have any ideas for names I would love to hear them!(: