Everyone thinks it's going to be Dimitri's baby...well you guys are in for a big surprise. lol
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I woke up to a strong arm wrapping around my waist.
"Hello, beautiful." A deep, Russian laced voice said in my ear.
I smiled and turned around to see the most handsome man my eyes had ever laid on.
"Hey Comrade, how was work?" I asked Dimitri putting my arms around his neck.
"Okay, but I couldn't wait to come home and see my lovely Roza." He gave me a brilliant smile which always made my heart jump.
"Wow, when did you get so cheesy?" I joked. He laughed and gave me a warm kiss on the lips.
"I'm not being cheesy Roza, I just have no limits when it comes to expressing my feelings for you." He just always knew what to say.
Dimitri stroked my hair and looked at me like I was his world.
I had to tell him, the longer I kept it in the worse my consequences would be. I just couldn't bare him leaving again, and worse hurting him again.
"Did you get your stuff done?" He asked kissing my jaw.
"Umm, yeah I did." I nodded. He raised his head and raised his eyebrow.
"Rose...what are you hiding." Damn, he knew me a little to well.
I kissed his neck immediately and he forgot what he was saying and moaned. Sucker. Then I brought my mouth to his and he responded,
His tongue flickered on my bottom lip and I opened my mouth so are tongues could move in unison.
Tell him! Something jolted in me.
I looked up at him and he smiled at me kissing my neck softly.
I pushed him away just a little bit. He looked at me confused.
"Whats wrong?" He asked.
I sighed and looked up at him, how was he going to react? Would he leave me, or stay. I couldn't hold the truth from him forever.
I prayed he wouldn't be to angry, but if he did I would understand completely. But I didn't want to lose him again.
I held my breath. "I'm pregnant." I said in a rush closing my eyes.
Silence. "What?" Was all he mustered.
I looked up at him and he was still and confusion payed on his face. "I'm pregnant?" I said again.
"What? How? Who?" He was frantic now, letting me go.
The moment of truth, I looked up and gave him a small smile. I opened my mouth to say.
"Adrian." I whispered. Dimitri stumbled back on to the floor. Like someone had just punched him in the face.
His eyes were wide with pain, hurt. His face was distraught. "Roza, no." He whimpered sounding like a little kid.
It hurt me to see him so vulnerable.
"Dimitri, I'm sorry." I knew it wasn't going to be enough. Not even close.
"It was suppose to be me." He whispered looking to the ground.
I felt the tears coming, and I tried to blink them back. "I know, but It's not possible."
"Does he know?" He asked trying to control his emotions, failing miserably.
I nodded.
"Lissa?"
"You and him are the only ones." I said looking up at him.
He put his head in his hands. He was silent.
"Dimitri?" He was scaring me, but he stayed silent.
"I love you, I can't go ten seconds without thinking about you. I dream about you, your my life and your my world Roza, I need you.
But I don't, I can't share you with Adrian. I can't wake up every morning knowing your having his baby." He said looking at the floor.
Fuck! I knew this was going to happen! I knew I was going to lose Dimitri. How dare I even ask him to stay? And what? Help raise another man's child?
I knew for a fact if the roles were reversed I would leave and break Dimitri's jaw.
"But I'll try." He whispered. His words froze me. What the hell did he just say?
"What?"
"I told you I don't want to lose you, my life means nothing without you. So i'll try and be there for you." He answered looking up at me, his eyes were teary.
Butterflies formed in my stomach. What the hell did I do to deserve a man like this! I ran to Dimitri and hugged him, letting the tears flow.
"I'm so sorry, I love you, I don't deserve you, I know I don't." I cried. He pressed his face into my hair.
"I'm not going anywhere, we are going to make this work." He whispered.
We sat there in silence. The only sound was coming from my sobs.