CHAPTER 4
CLARES POV
wait a minute he just asked me to be his girlfriend. Now im the one thats speechless, clare say something before you look like an idiot.. I leaned in and Kissed him again all because i couldnt find the words to accept is offer..
Breaking the kiss i looked at his stunned face.. " uhhmm clare that wasnt very clear. "
so i kissed him again and then turned it into a hug and whispered into his ear. "Yes Eli, I would love to be your girlfriend.. "
I felt my cheeks get all hot as he started smiling at me , i know i like his smirk i mean who cloudnt on him it was adorable but his smile, i could look at it for days and still not get used to the effect it had on me. I never felt like that before, even with KC.
He leaned in to kiss me .. or so i thought. He whispered something back at me.. "thank you Clare, I promise you wont regret it !"
Eli was getting mooshy on me? I dont believe it.
"Ill try not to" smirking at him. he shook is head and smiled at me.
Pulling out my phone to see if i had missed anything, i noticed it was almost 12. Eli must have been looking over my shoulder at it because he got up and said "Bedtime" either that or he was realy tired..
So i got up and followed him back to Morty. I noticed he was opening the back and crawling into it..
Were we sleeping in Morty ?
"Clare are you staying or what?" he said as i looked at him lying in there..
"right" was all i could say and slid myself into the back. there was only one pillow and i noticed that it as enough for one person and a half of anothers head.
"yeah.. sorry the pillow is so small i didnt expect company, we wil just have to share" she smirked at me like he was expecting something more.
"ELI !" i swated his arm.
"wow Clare I didnt expect that you would turn that one into a dirty joke.. would you just lay down i dont mean it. " he looked at me with a sorry face and i agreed to lay down beside him.
He rolled onto his side to look at me and i did the same, right then when he looked into my eyes i felt like i had known him forever. i couldnt help my self from not kissing him again. This kiss was different from the other recent ones, this one had passion, and i hate to say it but i think love aswell. His toung slid across my bottom lip asking for enterance and i had accepted his questioning and opened my mouth, our toungs were dancing, not metophoricly but dancing. It all felt new to me the only thing i could think of to do was to put my arms around is neck, i started playing with his hair n my fingers and all of a sudden i was on top of his body, i knew this wasnt going to go much further than making out but i wasnt sure if i wanted to stop it. Our legs were tangled together and his hair, his beautiul dark Brown hair was all in my hands. I could feel his hands going up and down my back, it felt comforting. I wanted more and i couldnt believe my self. all of a sudden our lips were parted, and i could feel my face looking like i was pouting.
"Clare we dont have to go further i know about your ring and i respect your wishes" he sounded out of breath.
I didnt want any of this to stop though so i didnt reply to his remark, i just started kissing him again. He probably felt that i didnt care because his hands were going up my shirt, i would have stoped his by now, this isnt me im not one that lies to god. But after what God has done to my family, after Darcy getting Raped and now my parents, i knew they were breaking up. I just didnt care all i knew right now was that i wanted Eli, Forever an thats all that mattered to me.
Breaking the kiss i whispered " I know you do, and this honestly doesnt mean shit to me anymore."