Sorry this took so long guys, if anyone was waiting for it ^^; Life's been a little hectic. If anyone actually does read this, somewhat short chapter I might add, I'd like reviews. Whether you like it or not.

JPOV

He exhaled quietly. The grass that rested underneath him was so cool and calming. Even with his clothes on- something he had long since adjusted too. He felt like he was at one with nature. He could feel the breeze the washed over the entire area. He gave a half smile as he closed his eyes.

Almost instantly clips of herbegan to etch into his mind. The first time he was her when they were children. The first time she smiled at him. Every moment of that he spent with her. Some of the times he didn't want to remember but, they made him smile.

The first time they kissed played heavily. It wasn't one of his favorite moments but, it was his first kiss after all. Even if it was forced, it was enjoyable. The moment after how ever wasn't. She had punched him and broke her hand. His face curled into a faint frown. He hated seeing her in pain.

The next moment was one of his favorites. Their second kiss- the magical one. They both had been so into it. She pressed her hands against his frame and he wanted to pull her closer but, stopped himself. After all, Edward was there. He was trying not to think all that hard. But, he couldn't help it. She was right there and her lips felt so good against his.

He sighed in pleasure remembering the memory. He couldn't help but wonder how she tasted now. Sure, she might've been a blood sucker but, she was still in every form of his the word Bella.

Even if that being said, he was the only one to see it. The way she still managed to stumble even though, she had the heightened abilities. She still had the strange tendency to day dream when there was no one looking. But, something she didn't seem to understand. No matter what, he was always looking.

When the family went out to hunt, he would pass quiet glances at her. Normally, it was just her, 'Nessie, and himself. That bastard Edward was also talking about spending time with his brothers. He had turned so cold after the first year that the two of them had gotten together. It made him sick. He would've never done that to her.

He growled quietly. The image of Edward was slowly grossing its way into his mind. That bastard had ruined everything. He didn't hate the vampires anymore. It was more of less how cold Edward had gotten. He had warmed up to Alice and even Emmet. He enjoyed talking with them.

He sighed to himself and calmed down. No point in getting mad over it now. Bella had made her choice. And, he had almost accepted it. Somewhere deep down, he hated every moment of every second he had to spend away from her.

His ears twitched faintly. He opened his eyes and glanced around. Something was there. He sniffed the air and felt his nose give him an overly familiar tingle. It was her. He jumped to his feet almost instantly.

His head turned in the direction of the scent. And that's where he found her, standing right in the middle of the large plain.

His lips tugged into a half worried smile.

"Bella, is everything all right? Is something wrong with Nessie?"

BPOV

Just walk up to him, Bella. She scolded herself. How is this different than any other time you've talked to him? She couldn't help herself though. She had made it somewhat close, but once he had jumped up, finally realizing that she was there, she froze in place. Something wrong with 'Nessie? Her nose wrinkled slightly at the nick name. She, of course, had adopted calling her daughter this since everyone else around her did. But she still didn't quite like calling her something along the lines of the Loch Nes Monster. She shook that off and tried to breathe normally. Though she didn't need the air, she still felt at a loss without it. Not to mention that she needed the air to speak.

Finally, after a moment of silent struggling with herself, she managed to force a small half smile. "Wrong? N-no." Of course he would be worried about 'Nessie, his soul mate, she reminded herself. "I-I was.." A complete idiot, her mind filled in for her. She grimaced slightly, still fighting the urge to just turn and run. "I, ah," She paused again before finally pushing her words out. "I miss..you." She settled for finally, her voice trailing off. The only reason Jake would be able to understand what she had managed to sputter out was his advanced hearing.

Her eyes had fallen to the ground quickly, only lingering on him for a mere half a second. She didn't want to see the look of disgust or anger on his face. Maybe she should leave just then. Now that she had, at least a little bit of what she wanted to say out, she should have just ran. She would never hear the end of it either way, she thought a bit sullenly.