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EDWARD POV

I woke up with a warm feeling in my stomach, remembering the kiss I had shared with Bella last night. She hadn't said anything after it, just sort of giggled and then fainted. At first I was worried, but then she woke up, insisting she was fine, and then fell back asleep. My arm was tucked around her now, and I smiled once more, kissing her nose, before falling peacefully back asleep, happier than I had ever been.

BELLA POV

I felt Edward's arm around me, and his even breathing and dared to open my eyes. I had been awake for a while, but refused to believe the image that was flooding slowly back into my memory. I had kissed my best friend last night. The thing that scared me was that I hadn't resisted against him, quite the contrary. If anything, I had responded. What had I been thinking? Of course, I had been sad and feeling lonely. He was there, he was always there. And he was an amazing kisser, as weird as that was. But still, I had been tired and obviously didn't know what I was doing. Obviously, neither had he. But my thoughts about this were interrupted when he wrapped his arm tighter around me, and sighed.

"Beautiful Bella is awake." He said, his sweet breath washing over me. I was stiff in his arms. What did I do? I gave him false assumptions, and now he thought we were more than friends. I sat up slowly, and he looked confused. "We don't have anywhere to be." He smiled.

"I'm sorry about last night." I said quietly, and he cocked his head to the side.

"Sorry?" He asked. I nodded. "Why?"

"Edward, I have to go." I said quickly.

"What? Where?" He asked.

"Pee." I said, making this up on the spot. He laughed.

"Oh." He said, releasing me. I stood up quickly and put a sweater on over the shirt of his I was wearing with sweatpants. Now what? "Bella, is something wrong?" He asked me. Oh god, I thought as the covers fell off him. He was shirtless, the perfectly sculpted abs he didn't have to work for obvious. Of course I had seen him like this before but it was weird after what had happened last night.

"Umm, no?"

"Bella, tell me." He said in that reassuring tone.

"I didn't mean to confuse you last night." I said flatly.

"What?" He asked.

"I have to go." I said, once again, just grabbing my cell phone, not caring about my suitcase, and taking one last look at him before running out the door. I heard him calling after me, but I rushed down in the elevator and breathed a sigh as I got outside and hurried around a corner. He thought we were more. I was sure of it. What had happened last night? Why had I succumbed to my loneliness and his kissing expertise. I dialed Alice quickly, holding back tears. God, these past few weeks, I wasn't sure how many tears I had cried, but they must run dry sometime.

"Bella?" She picked up.

"Alice. I'm coming home early." I choked.

"Bella, I'm already here." She said.

"Wait, what?" I asked.

"I had sort of a premonition if you will. I knew something would happen."

"Premonition? Alice don't be insane."

"I'm not! Okay maybe it wasn't like a vision, but I had this feeling." She said, chuckling.

"Where are you?" I asked her urgently.

"I'm at my motel. It's two streets down from your hotel." She said. My stomach floated back to where it was supposed to be, knowing I wouldn't have to trek all over New York, before sinking back down at the thought of Edward. "It's called SunnyView." She told me.

"Kay." I said, hanging up and starting to walk. I got there shortly, and Alice opened the door for me, ushering me in. At the sight of her face, so comforting and familiar, yet resembling Edward's slightly, I couldn't hold back the sobs anymore. Alice rubbed my back as I sat on the bed and told her the story of what had happened.

"And now our friendship will never be normal again, how can it?" I asked, sniffling.

"I think it will work out." She said, hugging me. I wasn't convinced, but I let her make me tea, and then fell asleep for the rest of the day.

EDWARD POV

I had called after her, and even went down to the front, but she was gone. I went back upstairs, sitting on the bed. I ran a hand through my hair. What had I done? By giving into my urges I had ruined our lifelong friendship. No wonder Bella was startled. She had just broken up with her boyfriend, and her best friend who has never had feelings for her decides to kiss her. I felt bad just thinking about it. I groaned, calling her cell. She didn't pick up. A lump rose in my throat at the sound of her cheery voice on the answering machine, and I pushed it back down, ashamed. I flopped down on my back, and let out a long breath. Before long, I found myself thinking about that kiss last night. Better than I ever could have imagined, but somehow ruining everything.

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