A/N: ...Look an update! Its kinda short 'cause I have another project I'm working on. but for those of you who have read The Wall, another of my fics, You will be happy ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own death note.

"Yeah I know it came to a shock to me when I realized it at first... So any suggestions?" Matt asked in a tiny voice watching Lights face intently.

"Well.. Hmm, ahhh" Light cleared his throat and tried again. "It is quite a shock, but seeing as to how close you are with them, it is understandable in an albeit twisted way."

"Yeah I guess you could see it that way." Matt replied, letting his eye's travel across the glassy surface of the lake.

" I really don't know what to tell you Matt, Other than to go for it."

"Go for it?" Matt echoed confused.

He had come to Light for help and all he had was 'Go for it?'

Matt gave Light a, 'What the hell.' Look.

Light smiled slightly at him. "What I mean is, your not sure if either of them like you that way right?"

Matt nodded deciding not to voice the fact that he didn't think either of them were gay. And instead focused on listening intently.

"I think what you need to do is, oh how do I put this, watch them, is one way. Just sit listen and watch for any signs, showing how either feel for you and each other. You can never be certain for sure Matt, so it never hurts to just go for it."

"Go for what? If I show one how I feel I risk losing the other, or if I'm rejected and go for the other they may think that I'm just settling for a second best. Or have neither. Or what if..." Matt gulped and fought back tears. "What if Mello and Near feel that way about each other but not about me?" Matt said quietly goggled eyes cast to the ground.

Light sighed. " I can't answer that Matt, only you can. But like I said, go for it. Its better to know than to wonder for the rest of your life. Who knows it could be the best thing you ever did."

Matt smiled slightly and raised his eyes to see the look on Lights face. It was the look Light always got when he looked at L.

"The best thing you ever did huh?" Matt smiled slightly at the startled look on Lights face as he realized that Matt knew about him and L.

Light chuckled softly and smiled. "Yeah the best thing you ever do."

...

Matt sighed and rubbed the back of his head. Shifting from his stomach to a seated position on his bed, eyeing his laptop half heartedly. He kept replaying what Light had said in his head over and over. He needed to find a way, to tell him how he felt. Which him, he wasn't sure yet. But that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was after that he needed to find a way to tell the person that he told that he also liked another person. Because there was no way Matt could choose at this point. His heart was being pulled in two by a blonde and a white headed entity and there was no telling when it would stop or if his heart was doomed to shatter.

The soft sound of a pencil on paper drew Matt's attention to the other occupant of the room.

Mello was quietly and diligently studying. But it wasn't as intense as it ounce was.

Before the rankings where dropped Mello would pace the room with the book in his hand mumbling under his breath. Now he was sitting quietly on his bed.

Before he would stay up most of the night and get little to no sleep, and barely eat, or even stop to rest. Now Mello would spend time doing things other than study, and eat his three meals a day.

All in all he was healthier and happier. And Matt was grateful for it. He had been worried about Mello's health for a long time. But anytime he said anything he was glared at and told to shut up. Matt really was grateful for the changes Light brought. They possible saved Mello's sanity, and even his life.

"What?" Matt was startled by the sound of Mello's voice, and finally realized that he had been staring at Mello.

"Nothing." He replied quietly and looked back at the computer. hoping that Mello wouldn't comment.

After about a minuet he felt Mello's eyes shift away from him and the sound of a pencil on paper started up again.

Matt gulped thankfully not audibly as his brain hatched an idea, a few seconds later.

Mello had used his computer to look up porn. And Matt got the sudden urge to see what Mello liked physically in a girl. Maybe he would get lucking and the girl would be a red head. At least that way he could feel he had a slight chance with the blonde.

So without further ado he began the task of finding out. When the search was done Matt about had a heart attack.

Yeah it was porn alright...Gay porn. Mello was watching gay porn on his computer. Mello watched gay porn. And all the sights were of gay porn. Therefore Mello was gay.

Mello was gay. Mello liked boys. Matt had a chance with Mello.

Matt stared at the screen in shock for a few minuets. Trying to process this new information.

Matt got up and walked to the door, ignoring the puzzled look Mello was giving him. He needed to go and process this information alone.

In a daze Matt swung the door open and was shocked back to reality, when a loud thud, fallowed by the sound of a body hitting the floor reached his ears.

Mello shot up from the bed and rushed over. "Matt wh-" Mello's eyes landed on the prone figure of Near knocked unconscious laying crumpled on the floor.

"Ohh fantastic Matt." Mello said rolling his eyes. "You knocked the sheep out with the door."

Matt just stared in shock.

"Well don't just stand there dumb ass help me get him into the room."

"Right sorry." Matt said shaking his head to clear his thoughts and bent down to help Mello lift Near, and carry him to Matt's bed, laying him down carefully.

"Good job Matt, now what."

'Yeah Matt now what?' His mind echoed the chocoholic.

A/N: Well how was it?

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