"And I don't know what happened after that. She just hung up on me. Me." I emphasize how odd that is to Spencer as she lays next to me on my bed.

These are the moments that are like my therapy sessions but they're free and with someone I'll actually talk to.

Spencer stares up at the ceiling as she plays with my fingers. Hers are so small compared to mine. I feel like Goliath. Fee Fi Foe Fum!

"...Ashley. Ashley!" Spencer screams my name and I snap back into her voice.

I wasn't listening. I should probably start working on that, right?

Spencer lets my fingers go and sits up on her elbows to look at me. I make eye contact with her, "Let me guess: you tuned me out?"

She knows me so well. And with a smile I let her know she's right, "You're just so cute. I was thinking about how small your fingers are. I have like behemoth fingers compared to your elf like ones."

Spencer rolls her eyes at me then resumes the position she was in before I tuned her out but this time she nestles in the crook of my neck and I love it. "You listening to me?" she says as she taps my stomach playfully.

I twitch a little from her harmless twitch while chuckling, "Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry, what'd you say?"

"I said..." she pauses, "that maybe she honestly needs you. Maybe something happen that put her on the right track. The track that made her understand that you are mine."

I smile because Spence is being all protective but then again I feel like an asshole. "So, what are you saying I should do? Talk to her?"

Spencer sighs. She rolls over on me so our bodies are directly on top of each other. Her left hand is in my hair and her right one is resting on my shoulder, "Yeah. At this point it couldn't hurt to try." she smirks, "Unless she's just decided to kill you because she can't have you."

I scowl at her, "Ha. Funny. You know you wouldn't be able to survive if I died." I kiss her on the tip of her nose then lay my head back down as I smile.

She smiles big, "You'd think so wouldn't you? You haven't given me anything to miss if you died." she says propping her head up with her right hand. She's looking to the left and up at the ceiling meaning she's trying to play hard to get. This is my cue.

I plant another kiss on her but this time on her timeless lips, "Nothing to miss me for?"

She shakes her head from left to right, "Nope." simply said.

I smile, "I guess I have to give you something then, right?"

She looks back to me, "I guess, but what is the question?"

Spencer's being so coy right now. It's highly attractive. I stare in her eyes as I lick my lips.

She puts on a devilish smirk, "You gonna do something with that?"

Green light. Thank you, Spencie-boo.

I roll Spencer to the left of me and now I'm on top of her, "This is your last chance for any resistance." I say straddling her.

"Hmm..." she hums then looks around the room then finally back to my eyes. Damn, I love those blue lights called her eyes, "Nope."

"You think you can handle all this," I huff my chest up, "Womanliness? There's so much and you're such a--"

She cuts me off by pulling my lips down to hers. You can bet that shut me up. Right the hell up. I've never seen this side of Spence before. It's hot.

She kisses me with such passion and I wouldn't have expected such a thing considering the conversation we just had about my ex. Spencer definitely surprises me.

The kisses start off light then get more intense and hungry like she really wants me. As the kisses go on her hands caress my lower back very slowly, "Mm." she hums. Or moans, whatever, the sound just enthralls me because I must be doing something right.

My hands find their experienced under her shirt around her navel area and I can't help but ravish her neck with my mouth. She throws her head back and a sexy little smile creeps across her lips. "Ash." she says my name so softly but I can tell that it means so much to her.

I place light mini kisses on her neck then to her collar as she closes her eyes. I slowly make my way down to where my hands have found her tummy and I continue my kisses. I tug at both sides of her shirt then pull it up toward her face and she knows where this is going because she lifts her arms up. After I rip the shirt off over her head I get lost in her baby blues.

"What?" she says as a whisper, "Something wrong?"

I shake my head in silence with a smile plastered on my face, "No. Nothing."

She tilts her head to the right then wraps her arms around my neck to pull me into her, "Good." she starts to ravish my lips again.

I let her. I mean, who ever knew she could be so dominating?

I close my eyes and let my tongue do it's magic. She starts to grind into me and I guess this means that things should escalate a little further.

I reach one hand down to her belt and begin to undo it and she grabs my hand, "Ash."

I look into her eyes as my hand stops its adventure, "Spence."

She stares at me for a few seconds before saying anything, "I think we need to stop."

Well, it was good while it was going. This only makes me want her more. I get off of her and sit next to her with my legs Indian style.

She sits up next to me but she hugs her legs, "You're not mad are you?" she says like a tiny child.

I smile and shake my head, "Course not, baby." How could I be pissed? That was amazing.

She sighs and looks at her knees, "I just don't think I'm--"

I put my hand on her knee, "Look," she looks up at me, "Baby, it's fine. I promise. I understand."

She gives me a weak smile, "Okay."

That wasn't good enough, "Hey, I don't care. We could stare into each others eyes until the end of time and I'd be completely happy."

She smiles at me, "Okay." she says happier this time.

I squeeze her hand before I hop out of the bed, "Alright, well I'm gonna call Erin and see what's going on. And I guess I need to drop you off at your house so you can have din-din with the family."

She stands up, "Well, you know you can come with me..."

I laugh, "I'd rather not. I'll let you have all the fun, though." She sighs playfully so I walk over to her and kiss her on the forehead, "But I do wish that we could be spending more time together, babe. I'd rather be hanging around you than with the ex."

She pouts, "You promise?"

I lift my hand up, "Scout's honor."

She smacks my hand down, "You were never a Boy Scout, Ash."

"Oh," I shrug, "I must have myself confused with someone else." I smirk.

She pinches my cheeks, "You can be so cute." she pulls my face towards hers and kisses me.

I kiss her then back away, "Don't start nothing you can't finish, Ms. Carlin." I smile then walk outta the room and down the stairs to get my keys and phone. I left it downstairs because I didn't want any interruptions to occur. I think Spence and I have a target on us that let's people know that we don't wanna be bothered... so they bother us anyways. Ain't life just grand.

Spencer comes downstairs with everything in hand and we meet up at the front door. "I really don't wanna go." she says to me.

"And I really don't want you to but you're trying to make me into a better person so... it's all your fault." I'm just kidding with her.

"Oh, I am?" she tilts her head to the side, "I like bad girls." and with that said she pushes me up against the door and kisses me roughly.

I place my hands on her hips but she backs away quickly, "What?" I ask so confused.

"You're not a bad girl anymore so I guess this will never work." she smiles deviously.

I laugh, "What is going on in that head of yours, Spencer? You are unusually confident but I like it." I try to give her a kiss again but she manuevers around me and opens the door.

"I'll see you later, mkay? Text me, babe. She kisses me on the cheek then walks out the door."

I stare at her as she walks away.

She's going crazy. First, that whole display of sexpot up in my room and then she went all cute and pouty and just now with the whole bad girl thing. I don't know what she's doing but it's making me mad... in all the right ways.

I sigh.

I have to call Erin. Damn you, Spence, if I'm a horrible person I hope to stay that way...