a/n: Okay, second short chapter!
Chapter 31
Diary POV
Song: Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
Well, Dimitri.
I honestly don't know what to say.
Did you see what I did last night? I bet that made you happy. Not.
I would have done more if Adrian hadn't been such a caring person. He refused me, which must have taken a lot of restraint for him.
Remember at the ski resort? You thought he was bad news – you were so wrong. About so much.
Are you even truly sorry? Or is that another one of your tricks? Because you died! You left me here to live without you.
I have people who are waiting for me, people who care, people who are here, who are real.
So it's time I say goodbye to you, I hope that breaks your heart.
We've been through so much...
I guess my psycho counsellor is wrong, keeping a diary doesn't help.
I'm going to stop seeing him, because I'm not your ghost anymore.
I'm Rose Hathaway.
I'm going to transform the world when I finally get out of this school.
Something I put on hold for you, but now you can't stop me.
Lissa will be queen and we'll revolutionize the way the royals think forever.
Please don't wish me dead, I will always love you, but you've upset me now.
Goodbye, Guardian Belikov.
Goodbye, Dimitri.
Goodbye, Comrade.
I loved you.
I'm sorry.