Hi, everybody!
This is the second chapter of a story that can perfectly describe a situation with me and one very, very hot girl who came to my life about two years ago...
God, I honestly hope she will never read this...

Anyway, you know what to do :)

The next day when we woke up, we were all in a huury, so I didn't have much time to think about all the last night events. Later I little thought about it and I said to myself that the only reason for all the crazy ideas was that i was too tired.

But when Alex came close to me, it all began again. Then I made a decission that I won't torture myself anymore with that because it wasn't worth of ruinning my tripp. I promised myself that I will only have fun and that I will think about what is or isn't wrong when I come back. I was thinking: "A little dirty thoughts can't affect anyone..." Except maybe me...

In the evening we went mountclimbing. It was so exhausting. When we came back, I was so tired I just wanted to take a shower ang then go to bed. I didn't even have enough strength to think about Shane. Or the fact Alex stayed in my bed again.

Next days were equally good. But then, too soon, came the day we needed to came back home. It all went very good. Except Shane haven't told me even a word. Again.

And then I had another problem. A problem named Alex Russo. I said I won't let myself worrying while we were in the camp, just because I wanted to enjoy and have fun. But I had a lot of time for thinking while we were coming back in the bus because almost everyone were asleep.

And I haven't decided anything. That situation was something new for me and I just had no idea what should or shouldn't I do. The onlydecission I could make was to wait for a while and see how will this friendship (and a little more than that) work.

I was forcing myself to look on the bright side: she could've help me to get over Shane and have fun at the same time. I convinced myself things just couldn't go badly. God, how wrong was I...

With every single day going by, I felt more and more strange when I was around Alex. I haven't solved anything.

We became so close. Everday we hanged out in school and then we went out together. Everyday I felt like crazy. We were often talking about sick and dirty stuff. Sometimes I felt like she knew how much nervous I was when she was near and I thought she was only waiting for me to break down and to do something about us.

One day I went out with her, Caitlyn, Tess and Peggy... It was great, but i got even better when everybody else decided to go home and only Alex and I were left.

We were talking about the usual stuff: school, boys... Then she asked me a question that I will never forget:

"Would you ever kiss a girl?"

"OMG... No... Why?", so I was lying. I was just too scared to tell her the truth.

"Nothing... I'm just asking."

"Would you?"

"Ummm... maybe in a bet or something."

Later, I've collected some courage and confessed Alex that I would kiss a girl, too. Then I started asking her some questions about who would she kiss and how far would she go. When I asked her about Caitlyn and Ella, she told me she wouldn't kiss anyone from our school. Okay, so my plan didn't work out like I thought it will. But I didn't mean to give up. I decided to try again in a few days. And I did...

A couple of days later fun fair came to our town.. I went there with Alex, of course, and some other friends.

Time passed by really soon. I had to go home. Earlier than anybody else, as usual. I was so happy when Alex said that she will went with me because she was too tired.

So we started going. And somehow the theme 'Kissing with a girl' got into our conversation. Again. But this time I was the one who asked the serious questions.

"Would you kiss someone from our class, for example... Caitlyn, if something important to you depends on it?"

"I don't know. Maybe. But only if it's really, really important."

"Ella?"

"Umm... No."

"Tess?"

"EW! Are you crazy?"

"Maybe. Would you kiss... Oh, never mind."

"Kiss who?"

"Forget it."

"Come on, Mitch... If you wanted to ask me would I kiss you, just do it."

"So would you?"

"Yes.", that answer took only half of a second.

"Peggy?"

"Maybe."

I've never hated my parrents more than then. Alex said she would kiss me, and I... needed to go home.

Yes, maybe I should've said that I would kiss her too. Maybe I even didn't had to say or do anything except kiss her. But I haven't done any of this things. cInstead, I just went home. Why? Because I was scared as hell because I couldn't decide was she really into me or was she just messing around. Life is unfair...

One day when I went out with Alex, Caitlyn and Tess, I whispered Alex in her ear:

"Name the best three girls from our school."

"You. And only you."

Then she asked me the same question. I said her name first, of course. Then I named the other two girls that first came to my mind, Caitlyn and Tess.

Honestly, kissing with a girl wasn't something that I wanted so much. Except in the case when that girl was Alex. Then, that was something that I've dreamed about.

"And would you make out with a girl?"

"Yes, with you and maybe someone else. I don't know exactly.", she looked me straight in the eyes and then she said: "The same question."

"With you and maybe Caitlyn. Would you be with one?"

"Umm... I dunno. Probably. But without sex. At least for now."

"And with who?"

"Same answer like for making out. You?"

"Same answer, too."

And that's when we started talking about someone else. We needed to change the subject. But I just couldn't stay out of it. After a while, I asked her:

"If, but only if, I ask you would you be with me?"

"I don't know."

"Come on... How hard can it be? Yes or no?"

"I just don't know."

I saw that I had to quit. But I didn't give up. I decided to ask her he same question tomorrow.

"Umm... I told you allready. I don't know. But I guess I wouldn't."

I couldn't believe it. Only few hours ago she told me she would. I hoped she was just too scared too say the truth. I was a little bit down because of it, but I didn't want to give up.

No, actually, I couldn't give up.

Umm...
I don't know what to say so... bye untill the next chapter xD

And sorry if there are some grammar mistakes. I will fix them eventually. Review :)