Hi :)
In this chapter you will read some lyrics. They're from a song 'We'll be a dream' from Demi & We The Kings.
I, as many other people, am conviced that Demi sings about Selena (in this case Alex).
You probably heard it. But if you didn't, go and listen it before reading this chapter.
Enjoy! :D
"Hey, I'm sorry for interrupting.", Caitlyn started, "But I really need to talk to you, Mitchie."
"What do you wanna talk about?"
"Hey, Alex, I know this is your house and everything... But can you please leave Mitchie and me alone? I mean, if it isn't a problem."
By the Alex's face I saw that it was a problem, but she just smiled and said:
"Sure. I'll be in Justin's room if you need me."
When she left and closed the door behind her, Caitlyn sat next to me and started:
"There's something I wanna say to you for a long, long time. And, finally, I decided to do it and I called you and your mom said you're here. I couldn't wait anymore, so I came. Mitchie, I'm in love with. Since the first day I saw you. Since the first moment I saw you.
"Caitlyn, I..."
"Before you say anything. I know I don't stand a chance. I know you're in love with Alex."
"How do you know?"
"By the look."
"Which look?"
"The look when you're watching her. That look I've always wanted you to look at me."
"Caitlyn, I'm so sorry."
"Don't be sorry, you silly. You can't choose who will you love or who you won't. And don't worry. She feels the same way."
"Okay, now I know you're lying."
"No, believe me. It's like there's no one except you. I saw it right now."
"But..."
"But nothing. I said you everything I wanted. And it's all true. Wait, we're still friends?"
"Best in the whole wide world.", I said and then jumped to hug her. When we separated, she said:
"I only gotta one wish now."
"Anything you want."
"Kiss me. For the first and for the last time. Just so I can get over you peacefully."
I did it. And then I heard the sound of breaking glass.
It was Alex. Standing on the door. With three broken glasses around her feet.
"I just wanted to see do you want to drink something. But I see you're doing just fine.", she said while her eyes filled with tears.
"Alex, honey, I can explain...", I started.
"I don't wanna hear it. Just go."
"No, wait..."
"Get out. Now!"
And we left. What else could we do?
For the whole next week, Alex haven't come to school. She didn't answer to any of my phonecalls. When I visited her at home, her parrents said that she was sleeping. I was worried sick.
I just didn't know what to do. Every idea just seemed so stupid and pointless.
I couldn't stand it anymore. One day, I've waited untill it got dark outside and then I just took my guitar and went to Russo's place.
I sat down on the ground under the Alex's window and started singing. Then Justin came out on the balcony.
"Mitchie?"
"Yes?"
"You missed the window."
"But this is Alex's room."
"No, this was Alex's room. We changed two days ago. Go to the next window. Now bye, I have a girlfriend waiting."
Justin? A girlfriend? Boy, I really needed to make up with Alex...
"Oh, I'm sorry. Bye.", I said, got up and then went to sit under the next window. Operation 'Making up', take two. I played a few chords and the words just started coming up by themselves:
"Do you remember the nights when
We stayed up just laughing
Smiling for hours at anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love..."
I saw a head with dark brown hair moving behind the curtons. Well, that was something. I kept playing and singing and by the end of the song she opened the window. I saw tears shining in her eyes.
That was it. I went inside, upstairs and there I was. In front of her room. I knocked and said:
"Alex, can I come in?"
"I dunno. Can you?"
I took that as a 'yes', so I went inside.
For the first five minutes we were in a complete silence. She was just starring at me. Like she was only waiting for me to break down. I just needed to start talking:
"Let me explain."
"Why? So I can start trusting you again and so you can get another chance for hurting me?"
"Me hurting you? Do you even have any idea what have you been doing to me for the last year?"
"What... what are you talking about?"
"What am I talking about? Umm, I don't know... Maybe that I freaking love you! Are you fucking blind?"
"Why haven't you told me something?"
"Because I was scared as hell that you won't give a damn, that you will just walk away. Actually, no, I wasn't scared. I was frightened. It all started as a gettin' over, but then I fell in love with you. More than I did with Shane, more than I did with anybody else."
"Oh, Mitchie..."
"No, Alex, just stop. Don't say anything. Don't make this any harder. I understand that you don't want to see me again. Bye."
"What make you think of that?"
"Think of what?"
"That I don't want you. I love you too, you know. Maybe not for that long, but long enough to know I wanna spend rest of my life with you. Okay, I can't believe I sounded that serious. Let me say it my way. I can't knows for how long we'll be together. I just know right now I wanna do to you stuff you've never imagined..."
"You're kidding."
"Why would I?", she said and kissed me. I touched the sky. After we left out of the air, I said:
"I can't believe you like me."
"I did. I do. I will."
"For how long?"
"Since I've broken up with Taylor.", she shut up when she saw my look, "Okay, since she dumped me. But let us forget about her now. Do you even know how much time should be compensated?"
"Okay. So... Let me introduce you to my new bed."
...
Do I even need to say more?
Don't worry, I will.
In the next chapter. Oh, the last one allready...
Anyway, please review. Write ya soon :D
