Supernatural/Angel

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#17 Dean, Angel – Small talk about hell – 174 words

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There are no words for it.

No words for heat, pain, rage, exhaustion, exhilaration, pain, pain, pain, hate, blood, heat, firefirefire, underyourskin, weight of the razor in your hand, feel of blood down your skin, laughter in your mouth and ashesashesashes, screams, echoes, splitting your ears and your head, joints creaking, bones breaking, skin inside out, hunger, painpainpain, humiliation, laughter, tears, you cry shamelessly, utterly free after a while, no restraints, no constraints but leather cuffs and the limits of your own soul, sould ripping, sounds of flesh rendered, spirits broken, smell, sight, taste, red, blood, blood, blood and oh god, the stench, can never wash that off, never get rid of it, never erase the memory, the feeling, underyourskin, inyourhead, youpickeduptheblade, you did it and the stench, god, no, no god, no heaven, only this, heat and blood, make it end, oh please, please, make it end, I beg you, please, razor to skin and…

A bottle of whiskey between them and a night full of silence.

There are no words for it.

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