A/N- Hey. So this was pretty good timing, yeah? Got it done right on time for the weekend, and for holidays and stuff, cuz im definatly gonna be busy stuffin my face for turkey day. HELLS YEA :D. cant wait for my stuffing, ham, rolls, and mac n cheese. all the things i look foward to every year. A day dedicated to food? Jesus, life is so great. I mean really, a day for food, thats freaking awsome.
anyway, while i was doing this i was thinking how there was SOOO much more i needed to put into the story, so this might be a long ride, get ready :).
Lets see. Bonnie updated one of her stories. you need to check it out, yes YOU the one reading this! Because its freaking awsome, as is all of her stories. hmm lets see. i havent been reading a lot of stories lately, but i was awhile ago. I forgot the stories i thought was really good so, ill get back to you on that.
OH yeah! i didnt tell you. im doing authors choice time. :D its when like i give you some really good stories that i love and that i suggest you should check out. isnt it an amazing idea! :D i thought it was good. recognize the other authors and stories and stuff. So yes. Next update, ill have that for you.
Um. Yes. That's all i got right now. On with the show.
DISCLAIMER- Do not own Naruto. come on. sob with me :(
"So, which movie. Freddy, or Paranormal Activity?" Sakura asked with a grin, standing in front of Ino, who was the couch, one movie in each hand, holding them up in front of her.
"Sakura, I said no. You know I don't like scary movies. And how did you get Paranormal anyway? It just came out." Ino asked, looking back and for at each movie and pouting.
"Sources Ino, sources. God you have to love Temari for the things she does. This movie looks like it's the real thing, not those crappy ones you buy for 3 bucks on the streets."
"Sakura. That's illegal." She said sternly, crossing her arms.
"Talk to Temari, she's the one who gives me them for free. Gotta love her." Sakura said with a smile, placing paranormal into the DVD player.
"No. I don't. And you don't either. So stop saying that." She snapped back, agitated.
Sakura walked back to the couch. Plopping down on the couch, she grabs Ino by her waist and places her on her lap. She bent down, kissing Ino's neck softly, "Aw. Come on Ino. She's going to have to know sooner then later. And you will have to deal with her."
Ino leaned up, away from Sakura's lips, "So. Doesn't mean you have to love her. And neither do I."
Sakura wrapped her arms around Ino's waist, pressing her back into her, "Don't be so jealous Ino."
Ino crossed her arms in response.
Sakura went back to kissing Ino's neck softly, "I'm sorry." She whispered.
"You're not being fair," Ino whined.
"All is fair in love and war."
Ino froze and turned her head to the right, looking at Sakura out the corner of her eye, "Love?"
Sakura blinked. Then blinked again. Then she cleared her throat, "Well, I didn't mean love as in-. I mean, I meant in general-. No, it's just a-. Oh hey look, the movies finally on!" She sputtered, suddenly getting really intrested.
Ino smiled slightly, leaning back and getting comfortable, "We'll talk about this later."
"No. It never happened."
"Sakura, it JUST happened."
"Ino, what ever are you talking about?" Asking in fake curiosity.
"Sakura!"
"Shh, the movie!"
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The moon shined lightly into the room, coming in between the cracks of the shades. Sakura and Ino lay in the bed, one breathing evenly with her eyes closed, and one with crystal blue, child like, eyes looking at the other softly.
Sakura breathed lightly, her hair all over the pillow, a few strains on her face. Her face was peaceful; it was the old Sakura all over again. Their were no bags under her eyes, and she didn't look so aged, she looked her age.
Ino stared at her, her eyes on all of Sakura's features. Her head was on Sakura's shoulder; her leg in twined with Sakura's left one, her arms were to her chest. Sakura's had one arm under Ino, which came back out and wrapped around her waist lightly.
Sakura shifted, moving slightly. Her other arm slid to Ino's waist and pulled her closer to tighting around Ino's waist. Breathing out one long breath, she finally settled.
Ino's heart squeezed, her eyes closed and she smiled lightly, moving closer into Sakura.
Ino finally got her. Ino finally got the girl of her dreams…
Sakura.
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"Ino…"
"…Ino…"
"INO!"
12 year old Ino shot up from her bed. She looked around, slightly confused rubbing her eyes. Blinking, gathering her surroundings, and with her heart squeezing, she felt like crying. It was the same dream, the dream of her and her friends back at the village. She missed them, she missed the place… She missed Sakura.
Tears.
They started to spill down her cheek.
Empty.
The feeling was eating her away, and it has been 3 months. Where were they? Where were the people who were going to save her from all this. Where was Sakura?…
"Ino!" yelled the man from down stairs, "Get down here NOW. We don't have time for you sleeping in, we have tests today."
Ino shook her head and another sob shot through her. She wanted to go home. She didn't want anymore test. They were horrible… they hurt….
"Ino! I swear if I have to come up for you, I promise you today will be a living hell." The man yelled again.
Ino shook her head more. No more test. No more test. She closed her eyes.
Foot steps… No stomps. They were getting closer.
Ino's eyes opened quickly. She ran to the door and locked it, and quickly ran away to a corner.
The door shook. Then more violently. "Ino. Open the damn door!"
Ino slid down the wall, sitting on the floor and bringing her knees up to her chest.
"OPEN THIS DOOR!"
Ino sobbed as the door started to bang.
Then pounding from a shoulder hitting the door as hard as it could.
The door opened with a loud crack, and a tall man stood at the door way. He looked down at Ino, his eyes seemed to glow, yet everything else was like a shadow on him.
He gritted his teeth and stepped toward Ino and said in a harsh tone, "You don't understand anything that is going on."
The shadow stood over Ino, looking down at her, "So don't fight this. We don't have time for it."
His hand came down for Ino.
Ino screamed.
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Ino opened her eyes and saw a shadowy figure over her. Hands reached our for her and she fought them away, slapping and punching them away, "Get away from me!" she screamed.
They kept coming, trying to hold her down, "Ino calm down!"
She continued, punching, and kicking, which made contact, but they wouldn't go away.
"Ino, calm down!!" They yelled again.
"No! Get away! I don't want this! I don't want anymore tests!" Ino continued, crying.
"There are no tests Ino, I promise," Replied a broken voice.
Her eyes adjusted and she could make out the shadowy figure. It was Sakura. She jumped up and wrapped her around Sakura, clinging and sobbing.
Sakura held on to Ino, her heart and voice shattered, "It's ok, and you're safe now, alright."
Ino cried into Sakura, choking and shaking, not saying anything.
"I promise… He won't hurt you again."
Ino tightened her hold, continuing to cry…
The alarm clock glowed 3 am.
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Sakura looked down with emerald sad eyes.
Time to get back to reality, the voice whispered in Sakura's head.
Ino trembled in her arms, pressing closer.
Back to the thing that brought her back to us…
Her eyes started to sting. She leaned her head back, looking up, and slowly closing her eyes.
She is destroying herself.
Sakura brought her head back down, her hair falling over her shoulders as she looked down at Ino. Ino's eyes were closed. Hair matted against her head as her body shivered, shifting every few seconds.
Every attack probably destroys her more and more.
Sakura gritted her teeth and pressed Ino close to her. "I refuse to cry." She whispered to herself, "She'll get saved; there is nothing to cry about."
And if the attacks destroy her more, there's only a certain amount of time in till…
Sakura felt a tear slide down her cheek.
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Ino was now sleeping peacefully. She just started to settle and sleep easy. Sakura paced on the wooden floor in front of the bed, a cell phone on her ear.
"Sorry for calling so early Sasuke, but I need you and Naruto to come and watch Ino. I have to visit Tsunade." She whispered.
"It's alright," Sasuke replied with a yawn, "But why so early, it's like 6 in the morning."
She stopped and looked at Ino.
"There are some problems I need to discuss with her immediately…"
Sasuke rubbed his eyes, getting up and opening the door, knocking on another door, "Naruto. Wake up; we have things to do… You sound as if you haven't gotten any sleep Sakura."
"Ino had another attack, I was looking after her."
"Maybe you should get some sleep before you go Sakura."
"No! I need to see her now!" Sakura snapped. Sasuke fell silent, as Sakura rubbed her eyes, "Sorry, I guess I do need sleep. But I have things to do, I don't have time-"
"Time for what Sakura? To sleep and eat. To treat yourself properly? Believe me, you always have time for that, Ino would tell you that herself. But of course, you always had trouble doing that."
Sakura sighed, "I'll eat and sleep when I get back."
Sakura could almost imagine Sasuke's frown on his face, "Sure."
"Thanks again Sasuke."
"No problem." And he hung up. Sakura sighed.
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Naruto and Sasuke both stood in the door, a grin on Naruto's face and a slight frown on Sasuke's.
"Thanks again for coming so early." Sakura said, grabbing her cell phone and heading towards the door."
"No prob Sakura." Naruto said, walking in and plopping on the couch, yawning.
"Your traveling light," Sasuke noticed, hands in his pocket and leaning against the now shut door.
"Not much to show Lady Tsunade."
She reached the door, but Sasuke didn't get out of her way. She looked up at him, jeeze he was getting tall, "Uh… Sasuke?"
Sasuke stared into Sakura's eyes, and Sakura stared back. His eyes spoke the things he wanted to say. i.e. how much he hated her not taking care of herself. Sakura look away first, his eyes were too much. They made her squirm in the inside.
Her face turned to the right, and she asked softly, "Excuse me."
"It's getting cold out there." He stated simply, his eyes still on her.
"I can handle it; it's just around the corner, if I take the short cut that is."
Sasuke remained, and with a sigh, Sakura grabbed a coat and came back.
Sasuke sighed and got off of the door, his hands still in his pocket, "See ya Sakura."
"Yeah…" And Sakura walked out.
She shut the door behind her, and sighed, rubbing her eyes. God, she wasn't a child, and they didn't need to start treating her like one.
Sakura sighed, "I don't have time for this…" With that, she jumped off the wooden rail and ran.
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Two sharp knocks came from the door.
"Enter." Tsunade ordered.
Sakura walked in and stood in front of her desk in attention, hands behind her back, "Reporting. ASAP report."
Tsunade rose an eyebrow, "Why so formal all the sudden Sakura?"
Sakura's eyes bore down at Tsunade, "Because, this is important…"
She put down her pen and leaned back on her chair, "Alright. Let's hear it then."
"What's wrong with Ino is a virus, but laced with so many other things, and in twined with this village."
There was silence. Sakura continued.
"This virus was man made. Made in this village. It was made for high rank missions and war… among other reasons. Its purpose was to heal at an unnatural pace… almost like Naruto, but most likely, even faster. One person came up with the idea, and the same person cracked it. It took years, I'm sure, but it's still unknown if it works fully. It took work, they had a whole committee. It wasn't science either and it didn't deal with bio warfare. It was under micro biology. The medical field…"
"I haven't heard of such a project." Tsunade said, leaning forward, elbows on the table in front of her.
"Exactly, neither have I. It deals with the medical field. Why haven't we heard of it?"
"Where did you get this information?"
"The person who cracked the code and started this whole thing was Ino's father."
"How do you know this?"
"Ino told me out of her own mouth. Actually, she told me last night… She had another attack. It makes sense. This illness that no one can crack, not even the greatest minds in the medical field. You and me."
"It sounds far fetch Sakura, maybe she is lying." Tsunade pondered out loud, getting to her feet and looking out the window behind her.
"Ino wouldn't lie about this," Sakura responded confidently, following Tsunade with her eyes.
"Maybe she wants attention."
"You don't know her. She is proud. She doesn't except pity. Not even from me." Sakura responded again firmly.
"There is no record of anything of this microbiology warfare."
"It wasn't under the Hokage."
"Who else has enough power and money to start a research committee?"
"It was started under the Hokage, but I'm guessing he saw the dangers in it and terminated it."
"So there would be records remained of this project. And, it was terminated. It ended then Sakura. A dead end." Tsunade said, turning around and looking at Sakura.
"Not. It's not. Someone just kept going, just under one person, off the record. Ino's father left with his wife and Ino. Disappeared out of no where. He must have stolen the files, and the technology, and took it with him. He was smart enough convince the Hokage to permite this project and crack the codes himself. Why wouldn't he be smart enough to finish it himself?"
"It's spotty Sakura. We have no evidence. No files. No type of record. It's like it never happened. And I'm starting to believe it didn't."
"My word isn't enough for you?!" Sakura demanded.
"Your word is good enough not to shoot down this story your giving me. You find me evidence. I mean cold hard evidence that backs up everything you say. Then we can get somewhere."
"Let me and my team go and find him then. We can have him confess."
"No. I can't send my best ANBU out for just anything. We need you, Naruto, and Sasuke here just in case, though things have been peaceful. Ill give you and your team permission if you find me evidence."
"We don't have time to sit around and fid evidence… This must have some effect on her body. Every day, every second, she is more at risk."
Tsunade turned back around and looked out the window, "My hands are tied by the law Sakura. I understand the risks, so you need to hurry. By the book, if there isn't enough evidence in a week's time, your theory goes cold. Dismissed."
Sakura puffed into smoke.
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A week. A week to figure this out, to gather everything into a convincing case. It had to survive in the hearing. The elders had to approve. There were steps to take. Steps that she didn't have time for. But her hands, just like Tsunade's, were tied. She couldn't do anything but collect evidence. And that's exactly what she was going to do.
"I don't have time to go back to the house just yet. Might as well destroy the file room and see what I can fine," Sakura thought out loud, walking out of the building and into the bright sun. She squinted her eyes, her hand automatically covering them as she walked, "Yeah. That's what I'll do. Probably buy me a coffee and spend the rest of the day there. I don't have time to go home." And with that, she took a left instead of a right, and went to buy her coffee and check out the file room.
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Ino woke up with a yawn, stretching widely, mostly because she was eager to find Sakura next to her. But as she stretched, she felt empty space. Frowning with her eyes open now, she looks over and sees the bed empty, with only her in it. She frowned deeper and looked at the clock. It was 8.
Her right hand ran through her hair, which was down. She always put it down when it was time to sleep. She scratched her scalp and yawned again. Bringing her hand down and rubbing her eyes a little, she swung her legs over the bed, and slowly got up, her joints cracking at the movement.
Stretching one last time, she finally started to walk towards the door. Careful not to stub her toe, as Sakura did so many times, she walked out to see a blue hair man and a blonde one. The blonde was sleep, snoring lightly with his head against the back of the couch.
"Morning Ino. Have a nice sleep?" The blue headed man asked, looking slightly away from the TV.
"Yeahhh…" Ino said carefully, raising her eyebrow and looking around, "Where's Sakura?"
"She left for Lady Tsunade 2 hours ago. I don't know why she hasn't come back…" Sasuke paused and sighed with aggravation," She said she will to eat… But of course she probably found some reason not to eat. Something 'important." Sasuke shook his head and frowned.
"She left," Ino said with a small pout, "And what, she didn't eat either?"
"No, she has a nasty habit about putting work first and her second." Sasuke responded, frowning some more.
Ino sat down next to the sleeping blonde, "Well maybe she is coming in a bit, the meeting might have been longer then expected." She suggested.
"No, she just ran off to do something more important then taking care of herself properly." Sasuke turned back to the TV.
"So she always does this?" She was starting to feel uneasy.
"Yes. She'll probably be back in another hour or two. When my aggravation is at a point where I'll explode. I'm sick of the same routine." Sasuke spat, though his voice was calm, his casual arms tensed and his hands in his pockets turned into fists.
"Calm down Sasuke, she is doing what is right." Naruto said seriously, his eyes still closed.
"You approve of her behavior?" Sasuke accused, his eyes still on the TV.
"I don't approve, but we can't really fuss her out for doing all these things when she's doing it for a good reason." Naruto replied simply.
"Your all or nothing attitude might work with you Naruto," Sasuke said, "But Sakura doesn't need to be following your attitude."
"Coming from the man who left us high and dry because his attitude." Naruto said causally, not missing a beat.
Sasuke got to his feet fast, his fists tight, and his eyes now on Naruto, "Don't bring that into this." He said angrily, though in the same tone.
Naruto finally opened his eyes, looking at Sasuke dully, "I know. This isn't about you. But I'm just making a point. We are all accused of something about our attitude, who we to fuss about how are she treats her self because of her attitude, when we act just as wrong."
"She needs to take care of herself Naruto, your acting like you don't care how she goes around." Sasuke raised his voice from his tone, which was strange for him.
"Don't think I don't care, but we can't rule her life Sasuke, it's hers-"
"Who is going to watch over her when she isn't?"
"Who said we are the right people to be watching over her if she isn't?" Naruto asked right back.
"We are her best friends; we are the first to be there when she needs us."
"And I don't recall her needing us Sasuke." Naruto raised his voice from his pervious tone.
"You're being impossible. You see how she looks. She does nothing but work, she skinny, bags under her eyes, smells like straight coffee, and she practically walks around like a robot!"
"So now you care about her Sasuke. You're the impossible one. You-"
"I said don't bring that into this!" Sasuke yelled. Sasuke stared at Naruto, hard. He looked him straight in his crystal blue eyes…and then…. Sasuke punched him straight in the jaw.
Naruto didn't even stumble back, just reacted with a punch in Sasuke stomach.
Ino watched as they fought, Sasuke dodging almost gracefully, and Naruto punching at abnormal speed. They both ended on the ground, punching and getting in cheap shots. Suddenly Naruto popped up to his feet, a grin on his face.
"Nothing like a healthy argument and a good fight after a nap!" He yelled happily.
Ino dead panned. What the hell?
Naruto held out a hand to Sasuke, who took it and put his hands in his pocket and plopped down on the couch.
"I'm hungry, want something?" Naruto asked, heading towards the kitchen.
"Cereal," Sasuke replied, he looked over at Ino and smile slightly, "In my defense, I'm best friends with an idiot."
"What the hell?!" Ino cried, looking at them both.
"We do it all the time." Sasuke replied with a shrug as Naruto handed Sasuke a bowl of cereal with a grin.
"Boys." Ino muttered under her breath as the two best friends munched happily on their cereal, watching TV.
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Sakura listened to her own footsteps as she walked back to her home. She looked at her cell phone and looked at the time. 6: 45. It was already dark, and it was very cold. She now aspirated Sasuke making her get a jacket, though it was doing her little good.
Hour's at the file room, and she couldn't find anything. She almost went through all the files, the only reason she didn't was because all the files that were left were about something ridicules. In the end, she checked even though, knowing she'd hate herself is the answers were in one of those files and she didn't even bother to look through them.
Every file, not one about this. Sakura sighed, her foggy breath danced in front of her, day almost over and nothing to show for it.
She continued to walk, making a right turn; she was a block away from her place.
She wasted a day, which wasn't excitable. She needed all of her days, all over her hours, minutes, and seconds. Every one count, everything had to be in perfect order, sequences. It had to flow, like dominos. There was no room for error.
She cursed herself and the world for not finding anything. She needed to find something, maybe then she could feel like she did something all day but drink coffee and do nothing.
She walked up the stairs of her apartment complex, the lights shinning. She sighed. Sasuke wasn't going to be happy about this. She never returned back this late before, even if she was late most of the time.
Reaching in her pocket, she got out her key, but by then the door was open, a frown in her face.
"Thanks." Sakura managed to say, squeezing past the radiation of anger that seemed to be seeping off of the person.
"Next time, you grab a bigger jacket," The stern, calm, voice replied. Of course it was Sasuke.
"Hey Sakura, had a good day today?" Naruto asked, arms stretched out on the couch next to Ino, who had her head on his shoulder, napping.
Sakura felt a ping of annoyance, "Yeah, it was alright. What time did she get out of bed?"
"Around 8, she just fell asleep because Sasuke made us watch some boring documentary." Naruto replied, rolling his eyes.
"You need the knowledge dobe. Now let's get out of here, I want some real food." Sasuke said.
"Ramen it is!" Naruto yelled, pumping his fist in the air and hopping off the couch, though careful not to wake her, and walking to the door.
"No, today we are having Kare Raisu." Sasuke simply said, crushing Naruto's heart.
"Sasuke, I don't want rice!" Naruto complained.
"I don't care loser, we are having Kare Raisu. Bye Sakura, call us if you need us." Sasuke called, over his shoulder.
"Bye Sakura!" Naruto yelled, walking right behind Sasuke, "Sasuke, I don't want curry rice!" Naruto complained in the distance, his voice fading.
Sakura smiled as the door shut, so many reasons why she might love those two, yet she couldn't find a descent one for either, expect for she just simply loved them.
Sakura turned away from the door, walking to her room, she searched for her laptop. Hopefully, things will end up better then the filing on the lap top. She set it up on the kitchen table, plugging in the cord into the wall. She got up and started pressed start on the coffee pot. She leaned against the counter and crossed her arms with a sigh, thinking a little about her life and work.
What a serious life it was, and only 20 years old. She sighed, and closed her eyes. Was there no relief to this life? Or will it forever be problem after problem, solving them like the newspaper cross word, daily. But she knew already, it wasn't going to change, things will forever stay like this. She will forever stay tired, hungry, and sleepy. There was no end, just and forever going cycle. And it was making her tired, worn out, more then normal. She was tired of it.
Her eyes singed. She was so tired. She wanted things to be just alright, no problems, just blank. She was tired of the cycle; she was tired of her worried friends. She wanted to be able to be worry free, not having to think about someone dying, the weight of the world on her shoulders. The weight of someone's life on her shoulders.
Tears slipped and she closed her eyes tighter.
She was so sick of it, the same thing, and every day. She couldn't do it, she couldn't keep doing this.
She slides down to the ground, more tears coming out of her eyes, a sob making its way through.
She was just so tired. So tired.
She sobbed again, tears flowing down her cheek. She brought her hands to her face, holding her eyes, and cried some more. She sniffed and sobbed, crying everything out, yet as quietly as she could.
Saving lives all the time, the pressure, and failing wasn't an option. But the failings, they hurt. She cried for every patient she lost, she cried for every single person. Those who depended on her, those who trusted her with their life.
She sobbed again.
"What's wrong?" Asked a voice softly.
Sakura quickly stopped crying, whipping her tears with every drop that feel. She sniffed, "Nothing. I'm fine." She got up and turned her back to Ino, facing the counter.
Ino stayed silent, taking not making a move. She stood there. Waiting.
Sakura continued to wipe her eyes, sniffing a bit.
"What's wrong?" Ino asked again, standing in the same place.
Sakura shook her head, head back still away from Ino.
"Sakura, look at me."
Sakura turned around and looked at Ino in her eyes.
"What's wrong," Ino asked gently, "Why are you crying?"
"I'm tired Ino," Sakura said, "I'm tired. I just want to lie down and just think of nothing. I don't want to work; I don't want to have things to do. I don't want to worry. I just want you to be fine so I can feel better. But I'm worrying, and the feeling is overflowing, but I know I can't stop because I need to get this done so I wont have to worry about you. So I can't stop worrying in till then, and it feels so long till then and," Sakura began to cry again. Ino came forward and held her as Sakura continued to cry, "I don't want to wait that long. I want to stop worrying Ino. I want everything to be over with; I want to know the ending so I don't have to worry so much." Sakura cried into Ino's neck, holding her and hiccupping.(1)
"Obviously you worry too much Sakura," Ino said softly, smiling a bit, "Cheer up, we both know the ending." Sakura stayed silent, Ino continued, "In the end, ill be perfectly fine. You would have cured my illness and we will sit around watch the clouds, doing absolutely nothing. Shikamaru will want to join too, so we can have the whole gang over. We can make it one of those days, and their all invited. We'll do it as soon as this whole thing is over. Ok?"
Sakura nodded, hope sparked like a little girl.
"So stop crying Sakura, stop worrying, you already have the case solved, you already have me saved." Ino soothed, "I have 100% faith in you. I know you have me saved."
Sakura slowly stopped crying, still holding Ino. Ino pulled her back slightly, smiling at Sakura, "Now that you're done, ill make you something to eat alright. And after a full hour of doing nothing, you can do whatever you want or need to do, ok?"
Sakura nodded.
"Good. Go head and watch some TV, it won't take long."
(1)- Has that ever happend to you before? Like you were just so sick and tired of somthing you just cried to have a good cry. I know the worrying thing was straight from me. One of the biggest times it really happened was when i was like a month or two from moving away to a diffrent state, and i didnt know if me and my best friend would stay close because i wouldnt be able to call her in the first couple of months (long story) but yeah. So i was worrying about that so much that i really just sat there and cried and wish i new what would happend, not caring if it was a good or bad thng that happened, just so i could get it over with and so i would stop worrying. Yeah. Im weird. That was a bit of me in the Sakura character.
Anyway. we are done here. Hit me up with some reviews. Tell me what you think. I havent really read over it again, its like 4 am, so im like bleh just watever, so if somthing doesnt make sense, just ask, ill clear it up, seeing as it prolly is my fault and i have some mistake in there to fix or somthing like that.
WAIT. YOU! yes YOU! you keep reading! this is important! So. i could have had this updated and finsihed so much earlier, but this freshmen (he's my friend) gave me an extra pair of drumsticks cuz he had and extra right! So he gave em to me, and i was like, freaking awsome thanks! and my other friend showed me how to do the twirling thing through your fringers! and i was likes YESSSS. so i have been doing that all day! and dead serious, while i was on the computer, suppose to be writting, i was twirling the drumstick and listening to music. lmao, omg. and you know what! im good at it now, got it down pack :D.
PS- seeing new moon tmrw! HECKS YEA. me and my friend plan on going early to the movies so we can movie hop. 4 movies in the price of one, who can beat that! SHYCADET LOVES. OUT
