We've been laying here for over an hour, I'm curled up in his arms and to be honest, I haven't been this comfortable in ten months.
His arms are around my body while he's in a deep slumber. I'm watching his chest rise and fall, admiring the boy I love. I touch his nose with my own and start giggling when his nose crinkles up because of my touch. That seemed to have awoken him, because his eyes are slowly opening.
"Hi." He whispers, kissing the tip of my nose.
"Hey, you." I could die of happiness right in this moment, all because of that simple gesture. This was the sweet Nick I know. The one who would surprise me with little gifts when I was feeling down. Who would feel embarrassed when we kissed in front of our families, but who would always proudly present me as his girlfriend to everyone he met. The only one who was allowed to call me baby. The one who would write me sweet songs and play them for me on his guitar after we had a fight. The one who texted me that he missed me when we'd seen each other a few hours before. The one who once left a note in my locker saying 'I think you're really pretty' two years ago, the day we started dating.
I sighed happily, kissing his soft lips. He still looked exhausted, but his eyes were back to normal. The sad expression was replaced by a loving one. And do you want to know what the best thing of all of this is? The loving expression was for me.
Nick suddenly broke our comfortable silence. "I'm sorry."
I scooped even closer to him, if that was possible. He responded by holding me even tighter. "For what?"
"For being distant the last couple of days. It was just a lot to take in all at once. Being reunited with my family, friends. And you." After saying you he placed a small kiss on my forehead.
"Don't be sorry. We all love you, and want to know what's going through your mind."
"But that's the thing, you don't understand." He whispered. I loved the fact that he was whispering, it felt really intimate. Like every word he said was only meant to be heard by me.
"But I want to understand."
"Yeah well, you just don't. Can we please stop talking about it now? I don't want to argue with you." He answered with a sigh.
It still didn't feel right, but I decided to drop the subject. For now. Everything just seemed to be going back to normal. I really didn't want to mess that up now, he finally seemed to be loosening up a bit. And so I smiled and kissed him. But not like the small pecks we've been stealing since he's back. A real kiss. It didn't take him long to react, and before I even knew it we were involved in a serious make out session.
I was sitting on top of him, straddling him. His hands were on my thighs and his eyes bore through my own. I bent over so I was close to his ear before I whispered "I missed your kisses."
He smiled and kissed me hungrily. "I missed you."
Before I could even answer, his lips were back on mine. I deepened the kiss and his hands started to play with the hem of my (his) vneck. I pulled away from our kiss to quickly pull my shirt of, throwing it somewhere into my room. I couldn't care less about that right now, I just knew it needed to be off.
He stared at me for a while, but this time he wasn't staring into my eyes. Typical boy. But who could blame him? I was wearing my black, lacy bra. Not that we haven't gotten to this stage before, but the fact that he hadn't seen me like this in months made both of our hearts beat faster.
He started kissing me again, parting my lips with his tongue. His hands explored my body, and it felt as if it was the first time we were this intimate. His hands started travelling up, getting awfully close to the clasp of my bra. Now that's something we haven't done before. The second he started fiddling with it, my phone started ringing. Are you kidding me?
He looked at me pleadingly, asking me with his eyes not to answer it. I sighed. What if it was important?
I got up from him and from the bed, still just wearing my bra. I felt his eyes on me as I walked over to my night stand. I didn't bother to look at the called ID, instead I just picked up.
"Hello?" I answered a bit annoyed.
"Hey Miles. What have you been up to? I thought that maybe you uh- you felt like hanging out?"
"Oh hey, Liam." I unconsciously walked to my bathroom, proceeding my conversation with Liam and leaving Nick sitting on my bed. Was he asking me out on a date? That couldn't be the case. He knew I had a boyfriend, and I'm pretty sure I told him he would be coming back.
Liam was new at my school, so Nick didn't know him. I hadn't told Nick about him either. Just because it hadn't crossed my mind yet. Liam and I became pretty good friends in the months Nick was gone. I could always talk to him about stuff. The stuff was usually Nick. So his 'invitation' kind of caught me off guard. I didn't like him like that, and I thought he thought of me as just a friend either. We'd never really hung out outside of school hours.
"Uhm well, I would love to. But Nick is back, remember? I'm hanging out with him right now. So maybe another time?" That was a good answer right? I didn't reject him, I just told him the truth. A truth he should have been expecting.
"Oh yeah right. He's back. I forgot." The way he said it made me pretty uncomfortable. It sounded harsh, a side of him I hadn't seen yet.
"Yeah so, I'll see you at school on Monday ok?" I asked hesitantly. I just wanted to end this conversation and go back to Nick. Shit, Nick. He was probably wondering what was going on, and why I couldn't talk to Liam while being in the same room as him. He'll probably understand, he was never the jealous type. I never gave him a reason to be jealous.
"Sure, see you then Miles." His voice didn't sound that harsh anymore, but it was still there.
"Bye, Liam." I hung up the phone and walked back into my room, expecting Nick to still be sitting on my bed. But he wasn't.
Just when I was about to step further into my room, someone grabbed my wrist tightly and turned me around. I stopped breathing for a second when I looked up.
Cliffhanger muhaha, kind of. I'm on a roll with this story, I love writing it. I already started the next chapter! So I think I will update soon!
How do you guys like it so far? thanks for the reviews on the last one, they make me smile! So, please leave a review? And who do you think is the person miley is shocked about?
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