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Alice was done telling her story. She looks at me to make sure I'm okay. When she found what she was looking for she grabbed my hand. I let her even know James comes into my eyes.
"Uh let's go to bed." They said they were tired too. I did that so I don't have any more hand holding moments.
I was resting on the bed it's to soft for me. I made sure Rosalie and Alice where asleep before I got out of bed and slept on the floor.
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I started dreaming, I was running from something. I didn't know what, I just kept running. Some ones arm wrapped around my stomach.
"Bella you can't run away from me you know you need me." It was the voice that haunts my every movement. I tried to get away but he would hold on tighter. Then I could see someone running to me. It was Jasper.
"Let her go James."
"Oh Jasper I've been waiting to do this for so long. Now that Laurent's not here to tell me know I can do it." He reaches into his pocket. In his hand I see a gun. I start screaming at James to put the gun down.
"James please don't hurt him please." Then right before my eyes I see Jasper fall to the ground. And hear a loud noise. I start to cry, telling Jasper to get up to do anything so I know he's alive. I ran out of James arms and fell to the floor next Jasper.
"Jasper please gets up. James I hate you, why would you shot Jasper. You should have shot me." I lay my head on Jaspers chest. I could feel the blood that was come out of him, on my face. I start to cry harder.
"Bella, Bella, Bella." I could hear James say. Then the voice turns into Rosalie and Alice's voices. I open my eyes and tear start to run down my face. Alice sits next to me on the floor.
"What's going on?" Charlie runs into the room with a bat. He see me crying. He looks like he wants to come and hug me but knows it will make me worse. "I'm sorry Bells; I'll let them help you." He turns around and leaves the room. I start to cry even more.
"Shh." Alice and Rosalie hug me tightly. I just cried in their arms.
After a long time of crying, Alice said I should try to go back to sleep.
"Wait Bella what where you going on the floor?" Rosalie ask.
"Uh…" I promise myself at that moment I wouldn't lie to them.
"You see the bed is too soft, it's hard to go from the basement floor to a soft bed." She looks at me for a second.
"I hope Jaspers not doing that." She says. I agree one hundred percent with her, I hope he's not as messed up as me.
"Bella you need to sleep on the bed with me." Alice says.
"Okay." I'll just get back on the floor after she's asleep...
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And that's what I did.
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When I woke I had a blanked on top of me. I guess some one woke up and put it on me. I looked over at Rosalie's bed and she wasn't there nor was her blanked. I saw her up in the bed with Alice and I had her blanked. I lay there for the next few hours just staring at the wall. I tried to get some sleep but that dream would just keep come to me. It freaks me out. I look at the clock and it was five in the morning. I went down the stair, I just have to make sure Jaspers okay. I picked up the phone, and dial his number. He picks up after the fifth ring.
"Hello?" His voice sounds like he just woke up. Well he just did but I woke him. I mean.
"Jasper."
"Bella what wrong? Are you okay? Are you having a hard time---" he sounds more awake now.
"Jasper it's okay I just…well I keep having dreams about James and they want stop and well they scare the crap out of me."
"Oh Bella I'm sorry I'll be right over." I could hear him getting up from his bed.
"Jasper no, you should sleep. I shouldn't have called. I'm sorry."
"Bella you promised me. And I don't need my sleep I need to help you. I'll be there in a few minutes just try to stay calm." He says.
"And Bella?"
"Yes?" I ask.
"I'm always going to be here for you. I'll see you in a second." He hung up. I felt a lot better with him coming over. I always feel safe with him here. But one thing that keeps coming into my head is him getting shot by James. I just got so over whelmed; I went outside to get some fresh air. I sat on the bench we have on the porch, I lay my head against the wall behind me and stared out to the sky.
I look down from the sky to see Jasper in a red Corvette; wow didn't know he has that. It's beautiful. He jumps out of his car and runs to me.
"Bella, darling what are you doing out here it's freezing." He sits next to me and wraps his arms around me so that I would warm up. I lay my head on his shoulder.
"Bella are the pictures gone at the moment."
"They are now."
"Jasper, Alice and Rosalie saw me having the drams they woke me up from them. I didn't want them to see that." He tightens his arms around me.
"Bella darling it's okay to let people see your pain, it will help them understand how hard it is for you."
"Yeah but I just don't want them to see me, just those dreams of James scares me to death. I don't want them to feel like they don't know what to do to help me. I can't let them see my pain; I don't want them to be in pain also." I felt Jasper kiss my head.
"Bella you so unselfish." He sighs.
"Okay."
"No, really you never think of yourself you're the one having nightmare but you worried that you hurting other people." We sat there for a few minutes in silence.
"Jasper?" I have to ask him.
"Yes?"
"Do you sleep on the floor?" He let go of me a little bit to look at my face.
"No, why do you?" I'm not going to tell him.
"No."
"Bella I know that's a lie, remember we were in that basement for a long time, I know when you lying to me." I look into my lap.
"Bella why are you sleeping on the floor?" I didn't answer for awhile.
"Because it's way too soft, from coming from basement floor in their house."
"Aw Bella." He pulls me into a hug. I start to cry.
"I thought I would be happy out here, but all I feel is pain." I cry harder into his chest. He pulls me into his lap. He puts his arms back round my stomach. I don't know how long I sat there in Jaspers lap, but I know he's the one person who makes me happy, the one person I don't see James through. I have peace when I'm with him. I feel for once in my life since I got out of there basement I feel normal like had never happen. But it did and I can't run away from that, I can't run away from the people that did this to me and Jasper. I mean Jasper says he's fine and I hope he is. I just feel like maybe there something he's not telling me. Like maybe he has a deeper pain, I see in his eyes when he sees me cry, I can see so much pain in them. He doesn't show his emotions to me, like he doesn't want me to see the,. His eyes are so intense like he can feel how much pain I'm in, and his pain all at the same time. I know he understands what I'm going through because he went through it to. Jasper and I have an intense relationship, we just been through so much together, it's hard not to care so much about each other.
I heard the front door open, I look up with red cheeks to see Rosalie and Alice looking at us, with the biggest grins on their face. I put my face into Jaspers chest I felt him moving down so he was able to whisper in my ear.
"Bella you don't need to be embarrassed." I felt his warm breathe on my ear. I shiver.
"Aw isn't that the cutest thing you have ever seen Rose."
"Why yes, Alice dear." They laugh, I even heard Jasper chuckle at them. I start to get off Jaspers lap, but he tightens his hold on me so I can't move.
"Well don't move." Rosalie says. Alice whispers something in her ear, Rosalie nods. Rosalie runs into the house and comes back with a camera. I turn bright red. Flash. I hid my face back in Jaspers chest, he chuckles at my reaction.
"Hey what are you girls doing out here." As soon as Jasper heard my dad's voice he took me off of his lap so fast it was crazy. I couldn't help but laugh at him, Alice and Rosalie laughs at him to. My dad walks out on to the porch.
"Hello Jasper, what are you doing here?" Dad asks.
"Dad I ask him to come I couldn't get away from them." He nods like he understands; he looks at Jasper with a sincere look on his face. Like if Jasper wasn't here I would be lost. It's kind of true, okay it's really true.
"Thank you Jasper." Jasper looks at him.
"Sir, I would do anything for Bella."
"I can see that."
"He came over here at five for me." I smile at him. I wraps my arms around him. He wrap an arm around my shoulder. I heard a camera flash, I knew Alice just took another picture of me, but I don't care.
"Well I'll go make breakfast. Jasper you should join us." I look at my dad.
"Uh, Dad maybe I should do that, there's one thing that I remember you can't cook." He laughs.
"That's right Bells."
"I'll help Bella." Rosalie says.
"Yeah Rose is a good cook, but I'm not so I'll stick this one out." Alice says.
"I'll stay with Alice, will watch." Jasper says.
"I'll sit with them too." My Dad says. Rosalie looks at Jasper.
"Jasper you're not going to cook with us?" I look at her.
"Why do ask?"
"Jasper never told you he is a great cook." I look at him.
"No." I glare at him little.
"Thanks Rosalie." He glares.
"Okay I'll let this one go if you will cook for me later." I say.
"Well I want to tell you why I didn't tell you. I didn't want you to get hungry I mean they didn't feed us so yeah. And I would love to cook for you later." I smile and kiss him on the cheek. I get up and walk into the house, Rosalie right behind me.
"Hey Rosalie what do you want to make?"
"Bella please call me Rose, I mean everyone does and I think of you as my friend now so start." She smiles at me.
"Okay Rose what do you want to make?"
We ended up making pancakes. Blue-berry once. Yum. Everyone came in and sat at the table. I went and sat next to the one and only Jasper. He took my hand under the table.
"It looks good you two." All three of them said. And so we eat.
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