Jpov)

This morning Bella called me at five, it scared the crap out of me. She said she was having dream, my heart breaks every time she says that she see them I don't want her to be in pain. I wish I could take all the pictures away from her and put them in my head. I know there really bad, I can see the pain in her face when it happens, I've seen that look before and I hate it on her beautiful face.

I just wish we got out of that house sooner, I wish I could hurt James for all the pain he's put her through. I know he hurt me to, but he went overboard on Bella. He hit her why too much; he wanted to do so much to her. I never had that with Victoria; she never was that into me. James wanted Bella to do thing I wouldn't let happen.

I remember walking-well more like running- into a room because Bella would scream for me. I would find James holding Bella around her waist, I would pull him away from her, and he hated me doing that. But he wouldn't hit me he would go for Bella, every time. She would tell me it wasn't my fault that I helped her from something far worse than him hitting her. I knew how much it hurt her after wards to feel the pain all around her body. She would say she was fine but I knew her to well to leave it at that. I would let her lay on me. I was always her pillow, she said I was warm. I always smiled at what she say, she always make me feel special. I know it's weird but when you think you have nothing left you know that this is the one person you're going to see every second of the day. You can't push them aside like they some people you'll never like. But Bella is that one person no one well push aside.

I would sit and watch Bella sleep, she would have these night mares that would be so bad she would scream out for help, I would put her in my arm and just hold her. I can't make the dreams go away, all I can do is hold her and tell her everything well turn out better.

But I remember the day I run for my life, I didn't run for me I ran for Bella's. She wouldn't last long after they found out I ran, I ran for everything I had, I didn't have a lot of strength then. But I ran, I found a little gas station, I ran through the door. The guy who was working looked at me funny. I was so skinny I didn't blame him. I told him what I've been through and about Bella, he said he saw her on the TV and he saw me. Then he calls the police, he gets me into his car and drives me back to where I lived for so long. I heard police sirens; I didn't wait for them to go in first I ran through the door, with them right behind me. I could see my sweet Bella on the floor with James hitting her, I saw the police man tackle James off of Bella. I ran to Bella and took her hand telling her to stay with me, telling her not to fall away, and tell for her to stay with me that I'm here now. I told her safe now.

I remember when she was in the hospital see her in her sleep. After awhile of being in the hospital I had a hard time with her eyes closed, not see her beautiful brown eyes that I looked in so many times.

"Jasper!" I was taken out of my thoughts by Alice.

"Wait what? What's wrong?" I ask her.

"I've been calling you for like a long time. I came in here and called you like a million times but no don't listen to me."

"Sorry Alice I didn't hear you…I was thinking." She looks at me weird.

"About?" She says sitting down next to me on my bed.

"Nothing really." She smiles at me.

"Oh really? Are you sure you're not thinking about a girl with brown hair and the most beautiful brown eyes ever?"

"Hey I never said Bella had the most beautiful eyes ever."

"Oh yes you did."

"When?"

"Before I met her you where telling me what she looks like, then you said she has the most beautiful brown eyes you have ever seen." I felt a blush come on my cheeks, gosh dang it I'm spending too much time with Bella.

"Oh did I make little Jazz blush." She giggles.

"Shut up Alice!" I rolled over on my stomach.

"I know what you said; now tell me how you feel about are dear Bella." I huff.

"What if I do have feelings for Bella? I don't think she would like me, just because we were in a basement for a long time doesn't mean she cares for me like that. And she's going through a lot lately." I say.

"Jasper you're the only one who knows how to help her, she needs you and I know she cares for you."

"Alice I'm just the only one how knows what to do."

"No, Jasper you're the only one she trust, the only one who can help her escape from those pictures in her head."

"I don't think so." I whisper.

"Maybe one day I can get you to see it, I hope it soon."

"Alice there's nothing for me to see, Bella only cares for me in a friend/brother way."

"I think you're blind. I know you've been with Bella 24/7 but you don't know anything about her." I look at her so mad I can stand to be in the same room as her.

"Alice I care a heck of a lot more than any of you would know. If she did like me then fine but I'm not going to risk our friendship and all the problems she has that she can work through. If I tell her how I feel how do you know if she will want to even stay with me, I'm the only one that can help her, and if she doesn't even want to be in the same room with me where will that get us?"

"Well maybe it will get you into a relationship with the most wonderful girl you will ever meet! I don't think she would leave you, your all she has to live for! I'm going to go now; I don't feel like being yelled at again." She starts to walk out of the room.

"Alice." I sigh. She turns around with some tears running down her face.

"What."

"I'm sorry." I got up from my bed, and walk over to her, she ran into my arms.

"Please forgive me." I hug her.

"Okay." She whispers. I kiss her on the forehead.

"I'm going to go to bed." I say.

"Jasper it's like five at night."

"Alice I was up all night freaking out about Bella and I went over there at five, I'm going to bed."

"Okay, oh and if you didn't care for her then why go over at five in the morning?" I picked up a pillow and throw it at her, she ran out giggling.

"Good night Jazz!" She yells down the hall.

"Night." I went and got back under my bed sheets. I sat and closed my eyes.

Ring…ring…ring…ring, I opened my eyes slowly. Ring…I look over to my phone to see it was ringing. Bella's name was flashing on the screen.

"Bella darling what is it?" I hear her crying on the other end.

"Jasper they won't leave me alone." She start to cry even more.

"Oh, baby I'm coming." I say. "I'll stay on the phone with you why I drive there."

"Okay." Her voice sounds so broken. I got out of my bed and looked at the clock; it's now three in the morning. I didn't even bother to get dressed, I wrote a note to my family saying I had to leave and go see Bella. And left the house in my blue corvette.

"Bella are you still there?" I asked as soon as I got into the car.

"Yes." She sounds like she's under a lot of stress.

"I'm almost there, do you think you can walk down the stairs and let me in?"

"Sure." She whispers. I can hear her get up. I hear her quiet breathing, coming and going.

"I'm down the stair waiting."

"Okay because I just got here."

"I see you." I saw the house and the door open with the weakest looking Bella ever. I jump out of my car and hang up the phone. She walks a few feet to me and falls into my arms. I pick her up into my arms.

"Darling where do you want me to take you?" I ask her.

"In my room." She says so low I have to get closer to her face. She put her face into my chest, I felt her breathe into me. I walked up the stairs very quietly so I didn't wake Charlie. He opened his door as soon as I got to Bella's bedroom door.

"Jasper." His voice sounds asleep.

"Yes, sir. Bella called me." He sighs.

"Sorry son."

"It's okay. Is it okay I'm here?" I look at him.

"Yes, but remember I'm in the room right here."

"Sir I would never do anything to hurt Bella our harm her in any way."

"I know son I just know she's been through so much."

"Yes, I know that."

"Yes, I know you where there and had to see the madness in front of your face. Bella told me what you did for her so many times, and I want to thank you with all my heart that you helped her. That you would risk you life for her. You will never know how much I am so pleased by you. You're helping her now when I can't. Just want to say thank you." I could see he was having a hard time getting this all out. I remember Bella telling me how Charlie never really showed his emotions. But he will never know how that made me happy he's okay with me being here.

"You welcome I would have done it either way sir."

"Okay well get her to bed." He says and walks back into his room. I went into Bella's room and sat her on her bed. Her eyes opened.

"Hello again." I say.

"Will you lay with me like you use to?" She asks.

"Anything for you darling." I moved her and sat down. She moved over letting her face fall on my lap. I moved my hand to her face and played with her hair. She smiles up at me.

"I love when we did this; it always made me feel like we weren't in that basement. You always make me feel better." She smiles a little.

"Bella?"

"Yes?" Her voice is so soft.

"You always made me feel special. Like I had something to live for, before you came I always wanted them to take away my pain. But you showed up and I wouldn't let you live through that hell like I did and to be alone in the worst thing ever. I didn't want this girl I hardly knew to be alone; then you turned out to be everything in my world everything I lived for." I could see some tear falling down her face. I moved my hand down to remove the tear from her face.

"Jasper your all I live for now. I don't know what I would do without you." More tears fell down her face.

"You will never have to think about me leaving because I will never do that to you." I look at her. "Bella look at me." She looks up and stares right into my eyes.

"It will never ever going to happen, because I will never let it." I wanted to tell her I love and that's why I would never let it happen, but I feel like it's not the right time. I she looks deep into my eyes.

"I believe you." She whispers. We sat there all night staring into each other's eyes, and talking about random thing at random moments.

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Well that was my Jasper point of view. Did you like it or not? If you did I can try to do it for the next chapter, tell me what it needs, I guess. Just don't be to mean about it please, please review. I would like to tell everyone to know this is my longest chapter I have every made. Yea!!!!!!!