First off I'd like to tell everyone my Book is going well, I'm on chapter three =) It now has a name= Stop and Think =) So if you want to read it in the stores took for that. But it will probably take some time before someone wants to publish the book and in the stores and to get it edited. =) I know I have big hopes but I need to have faith. =)

Secondly I would like to think my readers for all of your support I got some mean review and y'all helped me. I'm now happy. You know who you are. I love you. And I love my readers who just read my stories. It helps me see I'm a good writer ever if some people don't think so. I mean people have different taste in stuff so I'm not that mad….but it does hurt to get hated on. =( But I'm happy now thanks to all of you =) =) See I smiled. Heheheh I know that was to long sorry. And if you could see me when everyone sends me review my face would be really red.

Thirdly I want to tell you……I had 1,515 people read both of my stories yesterday. I can't believe it. Its scares me to death. At least I know people like it. =) Okay on to the story. ENJOY. Oh year please read a story call Back Again by dubblebubble71 it's really good. =)

(Bpov)

I woke up somewhere, in someone's room and I started freaking out thinking I was kidnapped again but this time there is no Jasper to help me. I couldn't help it I started to cry. I don't want to be locked up again, to be abused and broken lying in a basement. I don't want to have to be haunted by these people, like I am with the others, then I can't help but think if I'm back with them? I can't go back to them it will kill me the second time.

I can't breathe. I can't run away.

I'm going to die.

It's all over.

I scream.

The pain I feel deep within is so overwhelming it is killing me.

My thoughts are everywhere at once.

Oh God I hear them coming up the stairs, I shouldn't have screamed. This is my entire fault now I'm going to get hurt because I screamed.

I try to breath but I can't seem to get the air to my lungs.

All I can think of is I'm going to die and I just found out what Jasper feels for me.

I'll never again get to feel his lips on mine, to feel the warmth of his body holding me, trying to help me fight away my memories.

Then I remember he is moving so he will never know that I was kidnapped again.

My head is pounding. I can't think anymore. I can't see out of my eyes, I have too many tears. I can't see who just walked into the room.

"Bella?" I heard the voice I love, but I can't help but think I'm just dreaming he said something to me.

Then I feel his arm come around me.

"Bella darling what is it?" I sigh in relief, to know I'm just somewhere safe in his arms.

"Bella honey you need to tell me what's wrong." I cry into his chest. Feeling his warm body on my face.

"I…" I cough. "I thought you were gone and I was kidnapped again. Because I didn't know where I am." I cried harder. He holds me tighter.

"Aw Bella."

We sit there, with Jasper calming me.

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I felt something warm touch my face. I think its Jasper lips. I open my eyes to see him. He has a beautiful little smile on his lip. I put my arms around his neck.

"Hello." I say, smiling back. His hands slid around my waist. I can feel warmth of his hand going throw my shirt.

"Hmmmm." He comes closer to my face. I move into him, wanting his lips to touch mine. I moved to him making our lips meet.

He smiles against my lips.

His lips feel so warm, I now wish he told me his feeling earlier. But I'm very happy now, that we can be happy and work all of my problems out together. We were going to do that any ways but now it seems better.

He pulls away.

"I'm sorry I left you in here by yourself, I didn't know you would react that way." He says. I bring my hand up to him face, and he puts his hand over mine. He closes his eyes.

"It's not your fault my heads messed up." I told him, he slowly opens his eyes. I can see some emotion but I don't understand what it is.

"Bella you heads not messed up your just can't process the memories of them." He says a matter of fact.

"I really don't know." I said looking down, I take my hand away from Jaspers face.

I remember about Jasper moving and can't help but let a few tears fall down my face.

"Bella look at me." He says softly. I look up and he sees the tear.

"Bella darling what's wrong?"

"You're moving." He smiles. What in the world would he smile about this for. Is he happy to leave me? I got up from the bed and moved away from him.

He looks at me confused.

"Bella?"

"Why in the world are you smiling, are you happy to leave?" He gets up from the bed, and walks to me. I moved away.

"Bella." He laughs. "Okay I'm sorry but what would make you think about me wanting to leave you. You the best thing that has happened to me."

"But your parents said."

"Yeah they said that, but I told them we wouldn't go with them. Rose and I are moving in with you and your dad." He smiles.

"What did you parents say?"

"Who care about what they say." I look at him really confused.

"What are you telling me?"

He told me everything that happened.

"Oh no it's all my fault." I say.

"No way they were bad parents." He came closer to me and wraps his arm around my waist.

"Babe aren't you happy I'm moving in with you?" He smiles.

"Yes."

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After a few minutes upstairs we said we sound go down stair and see everyone. I went and sat next to Rose.

"Hey." I say.

"Are you okay?" She asks.

"Yeah." I blushed I'm better then okay. I'm great.

She looks at me.

"Is there some reason you face is red?" She laughs.

"I…huh…" I couldn't say anything.

"Does your little blush have anything to do with Jasper and you. Where you two getting a little cozy?" I cough.

"Rose leave Bella alone." Jasper says.

"Hey were going to be roomies we need to get to know each other."

"Where what?"

"Oh your Dad says since he only has one guest room that you and I are going to share a room." She smiles.

"Cool." I smile back.

Esme walks into the house.

"Charlie says he will pick you up so you can get all of the stuff from your parent's house." Look at her wondering how she would know that.

"How do you know about that?" I ask.

Esme looks at me.

"No reason." She smiles.

"Okay."

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Okay I hope y'all enjoyed. I know I wrote it a little weird this time. But tell me what you think. Pleas review. I though since everyone is so sweet I sound update this story. =) =) =) Thanks for reading!!!!!!!!!!!