Hello y'all I'm update....sorry it took too long! I'm so sorry for that.
Runner (new nickname. Call me it if you want)
It's three weeks since we've moved into our big house. Rose and I have gotten really close, I feel like she's my sister now. Dad has loved have a son in Jasper, I'm just hoping he doesn't adopt them because that would be a little weird with Jasper and I's relationship. We have gotten really close lately, we never leave each other's side. I haven't been having nightmares in awhile (since I'm sleeping in Jaspers arms) We always take turns on when we sleep in what room, normal it's in his. But I'm fine with that.
I still see James face a lot, even when I'm sleeping. It's not as bad, but I get the faces. Jasper knows when I get them, sometimes I think he can read my mind, or he is really connected to my emotions. Maybe it's both, but whenever it happens he come running into my room, and tells me everything is going to be okay.
I had this one moment a few weeks again in the shower, I got a really bad memory of James. I started screaming, I could hear Jasper saying he wanted to come in and help me, but dad wouldn't let him (I was butt naked after all) So Rose came in, and helped me out and just held me. That was embarrassing.
The dream I had was the only time James let me shower and oh I didn't know that would mean him watching me. I never got it from all of my showers, for some reason I did something in that shower that brought it back. I don't know why that happens, I just move funny and there he is.
Well three days ago Dad told us all we are going back to school, because he wants us to have a good life when were older. Jasper asked if we could just get a tutor (Jasper was really scared for me to go back to school, since I'm always afraid of new people) Dad said no, he didn't have the money to do that, he said 'we should go and hang with Edward, Alice and Emmett again.' They went back to school awhile ago. Rose didn't want to leave my side, we've gotten really close. So she didn't go back to school, what we've been doing is taking me out to small places with not so many people, building me up to more people in one room. Their trying to help me to be better with new people again. At first it was really hard, I would start freaking out, and then everyone would start looking at me, which made me freak out even more. But I'm getting better with it. (If only freaking out for a few seconds is better)
So now I'm standing in my room getting ready for my first day of school. (Whoohoo!) Not. I can't help but to feel weird, Dad made sure to have at least Rose and Jasper in everyone of my classes but one. It's funny because the take turns on which class I'm having with them. Like history is Jasper, Rose is coking, Jasper is most of the Math classes. Then Rose, than Jasper. But the one class that I don't have any of them is...gym. The one thing I'm going to die at. I'm hoping I have one of the Cullen's with me, I won't know until today if I do or not.
"Bells you ready yet." Rose say coming into our bath room. I look at her, she is all ready, all beautiful (as always)
"Can you help me with my make up?" I ask her, she smile and tells me to sit down. I move to the chair that's in our bathroom.
"Bells there is nothing to be worried about, Jasper and I will be there every moment but one, and they Cullen's will be there to, you'll be fine." I smile.
"I just hope everyone doesn't see me have those problems, and they'll be gossiping about my freakishness all day." Rose puts some eyeliner under my eyes.
"Bella who gives a crap what they think." She says, putting more make up on me.
"I guess."
"Just don't think about it, if anything happen Jasper and I will bit up the people who call you names, and who stare at you, and who freak you out. And I'm pretty sure Edward, Alice, and Emmett will want to do the same." I smile, how much I love them.
"Okay." She gets down with my makeup.
"Do you know what you're wearing?" She asks helping me up out of the chair. I shake my head.
"Want me to help you." I smile and nod.
"Okay. Come on." She takes my hand and moved me into my room. She goes into my closet, looking through it, she turns around with a smile.
"Here we go." She gives me the clothes and walks out of my room.
"Thanks Rosy!" I yell after her.
"Anytime Babe!"
I look at the clothes Rosalie picked out. They is skinny jeans that have tares in them. And a blue blouse. She also gave me black boots to wear. I put everything on and walk down the hall to my second room, well more like first after all the night I spend in here. I knock. Seconds later my knight in shining armor opens the door.
"Good morning darling." He says. With that beautiful smile on his face. I stand on my tippy toes and put my arms around his neck. I pull his lips down to mine, his soft lips move with mine, are lips move together. He chuckle against my lips.
"Well hello to you, did you miss me in the one hour we were apart." He says against my lips.
"Hmm." I just want to kiss him longer. He gives me what I want, he kisses me with a lot of love. We pull apart breathless. He puts his forehead against mine.
"Well then." He breathes. "That's one of the best good mornings I've had." He chuckles. I giggle.
"I did miss you." I said, how crazy is that.
"Babe you were gone for a second." I could tell in his voice he felt the same way.
"Felt like forever." I said softly. He moves me into his room, just then I relished he didn't have a shirt on, my breathe hitch. Well then, his body is amazing.
"Hey stop staring." He says and I blush. He moves over to his dresser and puts a button up shirt on, it matches mine.
"Now then we match." I giggle.
"Yes, we do." I sit on his bed. "Perfectly." He smiles.
"Are you sure your just talking about my shirt and yours."
"I'm not." He moves over to the bed and kisses me, I bring my hands up to his hair, he moves over to the side of me. The kiss started getting to heavy to I pulled away.
"Sorry." He says.
"It's okay." He gets up pulling me with him.
"Let's go darling, school is awaiting us." I groan.
"Now, now, don't be that way."
"Can't we just stay here and do nothing?" I ask.
"Sorry darling no, you know Charlie." He say with his cute little accent coming out. Oh how much I adore that accent. Makes me get excited.
"Fine." I pull my hand away from his and wrap them around my chest. He smiles at me, he comes closer and wraps his arms around me.
"Don't be that that cowgirl." He comes closer, I stop breathing.
His lips kiss my nose, down my jaw line, my forehead, then finally my lips. I started giving in.
"Not fair!" I say against his very welcoming lips. He chuckles, this is his game now. His hands move to my arms and move them away from my chest, he bring them up around his neck. "Stop." I moaned. His arms move down my arms to my waist, his soft touch making me shiver, he smiles in enjoyment. He always gets what he wants, I'm like jelly in his arms.
He kisses me for a long moment until I push him away.
"Stop it, let go to school." I run down the hall, only to be caught by his warm arms, he moves my back against him. He kiss my neck.
"That's my girl." He picks me up.
"You now I can walk." I told him.
"Hmm I now." He walk us down the stairs. My Dad doesn't freak out anymore with Jasper having me in his arms, it happens like every morning.
"Good morning kids." Dad smiles. Rosalie looks up from her food and smirk.
"Yes, hello you to love birds." Jasper laughs putting me down. Dad sets my food in front of me, giving me a kiss on the forehead.
"Good morning dad." I said.
"Good morning to you." He walks over to Rose and gives her a kiss on the forehead to. He's really taken on being her dad and I'm happy to share him. He pats Jasper on the back.
"I'm off to work, Bella call if anything happens at school."
"What no kiss for me." Jasper says to Dad. Dad walks over to him and kisses his head.
"There you go son." Rose and I laugh.
"Bye daddy!" We all say at the same time. Dad laughs.
"Goodbye kiddos." He walks out the door.
After we finished eating we left for school, we just pulled. Emmett comes running to the car and pull Rose out of the call, they kiss each other, I smile. But I can't seem to get out of the car, I'm just frozen there. Jasper comes to my door, he turns me over so I'm facing him and my legs are hanging out of the car. He put his hands on my thighs.
"Bella everything is going to be fine, I promise." He pulls me out into his arms.
"Bella!" Emmett screams picking my up into a hug. "How is my sis today?" Emmett and I have gotten really close, all of the Cullen's and I have gotten in a relationship, they family.
"Scared." I said in his arms.
"Well Belly I'll make sure the people who scare you get a black eyes and they girl I'll makes sure Rose and Alice do the same, since my dad said never to hit girls, so I'm not going to." I smile.
"Thanks Emmett." I say. He puts me down in front of Edward.
"Hey Bella, good to see you." I laugh.
"You just saw me yesterday Edward." He smile.
"I know." I hug him, he's my other brother.
"Now let's go." I said taking Jasper hand, he brought it up to his lips and kissed it. I started walking, people started staring at us. They probably don't even remember who I am. Jasper opens the door for me. I took a deep breath and walked in. People looked at us, they already started whispering. Saying 'isn't that Bella, I thought she got kidnapped' and 'Yeah that's her she got found because Jasper who was with her saved her or something, I don't know it was all over the news.' and 'I heard she sees things, what a freak'
I flinched.
Jaspers thumb rubbed circles around my hand.
"You can do this." He says.
And the day starts.
Well there you are next chapter well be more in the school, please review!!!!
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