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I was in my first class still trying to get use to all these people staring at me, it was weird I felt like everyone wanted to kidnap me. I close my eyes trying to look away from all of them, this first class I had with Jasper so I'm fine. I'm still uncomfortable. I could feel Jasper looking at me; he was really worried for me. He doesn't want me to be scared, I don't want to be scared. Jasper moves over closer to me.
"Darling, nothing is going to happen, I promise I'll make sure of it." He says in my ear. I relax with him closer to me. He sees this so he moves his chair closer to mine, so are arms a touching; he takes my hand in his under the table. I breathe in and out, in and out. Trying to look at what the teacher is doing and not that everyone is looking at me. The one stare that is freaking me out is from Mike Newton, he use to stare at me all the time before I got kidnapped. But it feels different now; it feels like the stare that James uses to give me when I was cleaning. Mikes stare just made me want to run and hide from everyone and take Jasper with me. I looked at Jasper pleading for us to go, he shakes his head. I look back at Newton and then back at Jasper; Jasper gives Newton a death look.
I am so happy that Dad gave Jasper, Rose and I classes together because I wouldn't be able to deal with all these people without them. I don't know what would happen, I would probably start crying and yelling like so many times before. But I can't do that, I need to be strong for Jasper. And for the rest of my family, they worry too much about me. I don't want them to, I'm fine…maybe. The class ball rings and Jasper helps me up from the chairs. I smiled at him.
"I'll walk you to your next class, Rose is probably waiting for you." He says leading me out the door into the hall, he holds my hand tightly. I can feel his warmth through my body, tingling running like blood through my veins. I look over at him, he's looking straight ahead I don't know why but he has a glare on his face.
"Bella!" That's coming from behind me, I look over my shoulder to see Mike Newton running after me. I move closer to Jasper, tensing up. Jasper lets go of my hand and put it over my shoulder. I relax a little.
"What." Jasper glared at him.
"I was talking to Bella." Mike said back.
"Well can't you see that she's with me?" Jasper scowls.
"Maybe she doesn't like being with you." I close my eyes and move closer to Jasper. Trying to get James out of my head, I breathe in and out.
"Mike if you do not move I will make you, you are scaring her now back off." Jaspers voice sounded like he wanted to kill Mike.
"Yeah Mike." I hear Emmett's voice say.
"Go." Edward's voice says to him. Mikes face turns for soft to scared in a second flat, I keep trying to move closer to Jasper but Mike is still there standing next to me, I can't get the fact that James might be here out of my head. I feel like one day James is going to come back for me and finish me off I just don't know when, I'm hoping when he comes back he won't take Jasper with him because if I know what he wants from me I'm sure he will kill Jasper first.
Mike finally left us and Jasper started walking away.
"I knew this was a bad idea to let her come back I think I'm going to take her home, Charlie shouldn't have let her come back." Jasper says a little freaked out. I let go of him.
"No, I'm staying." I tell him. He looks at me his face softening.
"Bella this is not good for your health, we can take it slow." He says trying to make me see his side of things.
"I'm not going to let James take control of my life, he is finally gone and I want to live like I did before, Mike is just a little creepy, I'm not use to guys that are not my family talking to me, I'm fine." I walk over to him taking his face into my hands. I kissed his nose. "I'm fine." I let him go and look at Emmett and Edward. They seem to want me to stay and get over it, and that's what I'm going to do. I start walking to my next class pulling Jasper along with me, he left me standing in front of class and went over to Rose to talk to her, I got the clue he wanted to talk to her alone so I stayed a few feet away from them.
Jasper said something that made them both look at me, Rosalie's face is confused. Then they both turn away, when Jasper is done Rose comes over to me.
"Well then." She laughs. Jasper kisses my cheek and leaves me in the hall with Rose.
"Man I heard about Mike." Rose frowns. "Man he is a freak!" She takes my hand and pulls me into the class room taking our seats next to each other.
Rose puts her arm around me so we can talk closer.
"Bella I'll kick him the next time he talks to you, and he will never want to be kicked there again." I cough trying not to laugh.
"Eww Rose."
She smiles at me, wow she is weird sometimes, but at least I know she loves me.
"You know you thought it was funny, and you know I'm going to do it." She giggles.
"Look the freaks back from the crazy house." Rose and I turn over to see Jessica and her little dogs with her.
"Yeah." Lauren says stupidly. Rose glares at them.
"She's not crazy, how would you feel being trapped in a basement for who know how long?" Oh man here it goes again, I shut my eyes. Why do we always have to talk about it?
"Um we don't have crazy flash backs like she is right now." Jessica said. I can feel Rose looking at me.
"Because you've never had to deal with pain like she has." Rose says scowling at them. I try to get the memories out of my head…
Flash back….
I was finally falling asleep after hours of waiting to fall asleep, after hours of cleaning for that monster that has made my life a living hell and I've only been here for five days, every day is full of hitting and kissing me and making me suffer. I try to do what he says but there are something's I will never do…
"Bella?" I hear Jaspers soft voice saying getting closer to me.
"Yes?" I whisper.
"Don't cry." I didn't know I was crying until he said this.
"I don't want him to hurt me." I start to hyperventilate. He moves down and sits next to me at the wall.
"Shh." I move over so my head is in his lap, he moves my hair out of my face, rubbing his thumbs on my forehead.
"I'll try everything I can to not let him hurt you in that way. I promise I'll make sure of it." He tells me softly.
"I'm scared you'll be to late one day." I whisper to him.
"I won't." He tells me. I sit up and look him straight in his eyes, the door slams open. I jump away from Jasper.
"Well, well what is going on in here? Aren't you supposed to be asleep by now?" James voice rings through the basement. I flinch away from him, he grabs onto my arms and lefts me up from the floor. Bringing me to his face, he brings his lips to mine, I try to stop him, and Laurent comes behind us and takes Jasper in his arms before he can help me. I keep my lips still, James move me back and glares at me with hate in his eyes.
"Kiss me back!" He yells at me. I shake my head at him trying to stop my tears. He throws me on the floor and hits me over the head.
"James stop!" Jasper screams. James looks over at him.
"I can do whatever I want kid, she is my toy. And if you get to close to her in a relationship I will feel like you're taking her from me…now do we want her to get hurt?" James smiles evilly at him James gets to the floor and sits on top of me, he brings his finger to my face and rubs my face hardly. I try to move away from him but he holds me down.
I cry out in pain, this can't be happening to me.
"James get off of her!" Jasper tries to move away from Laurent, to help me but Laurent holds tight.
James moves his arms down to my arms moving them up and down my arms…Then he finally gets up and leaves me alone. I lay there crying trying to control myself. Laurent and James walk out of the basement…I stayed on the floor crying.
"Bella." Jasper comes over to me and I reach out for his hand and pull him over down to me, I lay my head on his chest…
I cry on his chest…
Flash back ending.
"Bella wake up…" I hear Jaspers voice ringing in my ears.
"Bella come on, can you hear me?"
"How in the world can someone just blank out like that and fall to the floor. What a freak…"Jessica says, well I think.
"Shut up Jessica!" Rose sneers. I was right, so I'm on the floor, which says a lot to me why I felt like I was really on the floor.
"Well someone go get the nurse." Anglia says.
"No, that won't help Jasper is the only one who can help her." I open my eyes to see people standing over me.
"Bella?" Jasper says. I start crying…
"Aw darling it's okay I'm here he can't hurt you." Jasper takes me into his arms.
"Mr. Hale you should take Bella home." The teacher says. Jasper picks me up into his arms and takes me out to the car…
Well there y'all go…I had fun writing it, I had a hard time to write this chapter I'm still so sorry about that please forgive me and don't take it out on the story, I hope you enjoyed it =) Byes
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