she was sleeping peacefully so I was scared she didn't want to wake up when the hour had passed so I told Edward to let her be until she woke up on her own we were listening to the news when she stirred and woke up

ESRA'S POV

I was dreaming good until Edward started talking in my dream about sex then I woke up when Edward talks about sex its boring I heard Edward growl at me I chuckled

Esra: well talk about it better put some pizzazz in your speech about sex and it wont be boring or better yet get some experience and I know I don't have any that's why I don't talk about it and no Emmett you may not talk about your sexual experiences

Emmett chuckled so did Edward

I smiled

Alice: yay your up eat then you can see your's and Emmett's new room

I sighed and walked to the kitchen and grabbed a bowl of cereal and ate it slowly because Alice said she had to do something in our room when she was done I was done with my cereal

Alice: ok done now time to see your room yay

she grabbed my hand and lead me to the door Emmett was right behind me we made it to the door and I smiled it was on the top floor of the house on the other end of the hall opposite of Edwards room I smiled at Alice she giggled

Alice: yes I picked this part of the house in case you two had sex you could teach Edward a little something he he

I giggled

she hugged me

Alice: ok go looked at yawl's new room

she walked off leaving me and Emmett standing at the door

Emmett: you ready to see there creation

Esra: did you help them

Emmett: no its a surprise to me and you both its a gift from them

I sighed

he opened the door and we walked in it was beautiful it was exactly what I wanted our room to look like Emmett picked me up in a hug

Emmett: I love it how bout you

I nodded

he sat me down and looked around at the pictures so did I there was one of everyone and then of them as couples including one of me then Emmett then of us together they were in a line the ones of us that is they went like this emmett on the left then us together in the middle then me on my own on the right I smiled alice will be alice

I looked around more and there were three doors one was black one was tan the other was plain I figured it out tan was my closet black was his and the plain door was the bathroom

I walked over to where the bathroom door was and opened it was perfect Emmett smiled standing next to me

Emmett: I like it a lot I think its perfect

Esra: me too

he went over to his games and looked around at the room I knew the truth they did this for me while he was gone since he was leaving for a week starting tomorrow

I walked over to him and pushed him on the bed and hugged my self to him he sighed and held me close I feel back asleep in Emmett's arms when I woke up Emmett was gone I sighed I needed to see how I could do with out him I walked down stairs and Bella was in the living room crying I guess Edward left too. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed me some cereal I didn't want to seem rude so I fixed Bella some cereal when I walked back into the living room she was gone

Alice: she left so Charlie wouldn't be upset

I sighed

Alice: he told her before he left so she would know

I smiled

alice sighed and her eyes glazed over when she came to she looked saddened but her thoughts were protected I sighed

Alice: its nothing its about Jasper

I sighed Alice is protective over Jasper

I continued about my business until school started back 5 days later we were on spring break Emmett was supposed to be home tomorrow and over the past five days I have gotten depressed he hasn't called me or anything Edward calls Bella every 2 hours to check on her Emmett hasn't called me once he hasn't called anyone

over these days I began to listen to music describing my feelings and my eyes have went gray showing my depression alice drove me to school I was dressed in a long sleeved sweater dress that was black and black tights with black high heels my hair had gone darker a little and looked deep deep brown alice would tell me he's ok but she knew something I didn't. I walked into school with my head phones on none of the teachers complained about it I listened to them and the music I did my work and everything I was supposed to by lunch time there was a crowd around our table I walked through the crowd and saw Edward sitting with Bella on his lap and they were staring intently into each others eyes but the one person I wanted to see wasn't there Emmett wasn't here I sighed and sat down not paying attention to anyone my music was blasting and I was crying I had on no make up so it wouldn't run alice sighed she knew I was crying cause I missed Emmett I continued to cry and cry until I fell asleep at the lunch table Alice woke me up and helped me to class after class I went into ghost mode I did my work but I wasn't there really I was locked in my head crying silently