Okay, this is my thanks chapter to my 50th reviewer. I knew this took way longer than expected to update, but you know life can get in the way, right? Again, truly sorry for the late update to Call Your Name, but it is finally here and I'm so excited to hear what you all have to say! Thank you, and this chapter is all you my lucky reviewer! Hope you enjoy! :D
Azrial's POV
"Jesus, where the hell is some sort of civilization around here?" I threw my hands in the air in frustration and groaned loudly.
I had been running the Washington woods for hours. Pretty much going in circles, in the hopes that I would find some town or ANYTHING that humans were located at. It was so irritating that I couldn't find a damn trace of a town anywhere. Why the hell did Washington have to be so barren and full of just green everywhere?
"UGHHH!" I groaned again.
"Stupid Zane. Thinks he's so high and superior to kick me out of the damn pack!" I screamed in anger.
My temper was flaring. Why, you may ask? Oh, let me begin here.
My name is Azrial. Rightful guardian of the Karankawa tribe in Corpus Christi, Texas. Of course, just because I had a late start in the transformation from human to wolf, and Zane Bachin just so happened to change first, he gets to become leader, chief and alpha. Damn conceited pup, I thought.
I got kicked out because I had gotten into a fight with him, not just verbal, physical, over the way he treated me like shit and ordered me to phase back to human in front of him again so he could have his way with me.
And it's worse when you confront the elders about it and they can't do anything because Zane is the fucking chief of the whole damn tribe. What he says goes. That sort of thing.
So, the last straw was when he decided to get me pregnant. It was at a time when he was having his way with me. He had gripped my hair tightly and grumbled, "You're going to be the mother of my child now, Azrial." I flashed my dark eyes to him and spoke firmly, "Never." At that point, I had thrown him off of me and ran like a bat out of hell out of there. Just running and never stopping. No looking back as I sprinted across the nation to Washington.
So that brought me here, in some little reservation named La Push, home of the Quileute people. Woopdie doo.
I was running through it and almost out of La Push when I caught the scent of wolf behind me. I stopped in my tracks, frozen, and sniffing the air. This wasn't like the wolves from Corpus, but it still had that familiar werewolf scent. I didn't turn around when I heard the ruffling of material or some sort.
"Who are you? Why are you running through here?" An angry voice was closer and I could feel his hot breath on the back of my neck. I shuddered and tensed, ready to phase if needed.
"Again, who are you?" He demanded. I hated being ordered around, I was supposed to be the leader of my damn pack back home and I wasn't going to take shit from anyone else. I turned around like a bolt of lightning and got right in this mother fucker's face.
"I am Azrial Azula; rightful alpha of the Karankawa tribe of Corpus Christi, Texas. Now I suggest you back the fuck up." My voice was filled with authority and the man stumbled backwards. This time I took notice of his face, and by God was I in for trouble. It was the most angelic face I had ever seen, and his hardening stare and composure had disappeared, replaced with the softness of a mother's love. His eyes gazed into mine from the few feet away that he was and those deep brown chocolate depths poured into my soul.
"Azrial…so beautiful." He murmured my name like it was a blessing from above. When he reached out to gently run his fingertips over my cheeks, I didn't stop him. He stepped closer now with courage, those soft eyes still longing for me, and the tough girl façade just drifted away with the cold breeze.
His face was inches away from mine, so close that his labored breaths were fanning against me like a sensual caress, and his hands cupped my face in his so perfectly that it made me shudder.
"I've waited for you, Azrial, and now that I've found you…" He couldn't say anymore, because in the next moment his lips were on mine and slowly moving against them. He was cautious, afraid of my reaction and slows in his movements, so I wrapped my arms around his neck telling him without words that this was okay.
Electricity went through me and I squeezed my arms tighter around his neck. He responded by constricting his arms around my waist, pulling me impossibly closer to his bare chest.
A smile played across those soft lips as he pulled back and leaned his forehead against mine whispering, "I'm Paul. It's nice to meet you." I laughed, and he took my hand, walking us back to my new home.
BPOV
"Ang, is this the last dream? Please let it be the last dream!" I whined. I had gone through Jacob's death, my banishment from everyone, losing Emily, and many more painful nightmares. I prayed to the Man of the Heavens that this would be the last nightmare I have.
"Yes, Bella, this will be the last one. You think you can handle one more?" I nodded my head and fell against the bed sheet.
DREAMING:
It was before all the Cullen's and Victoria army mess had happened and I was driving furiously to Jacob because I was horny. It had been too long since the last time Jacob and I made love, and I was not waiting any longer.
I decided to be naughty so I had bought nice lingerie set from Victoria Secret's. Black lace. Nice Bella. I was wearing it now, under just my white see through tank top, and spandex shorts. I know it was a slutty look, but I wanted Jacob to drool…
I took a deep breath as I pulled into his driveway. My heart rate picked up and thumped loudly in my chest. I stumbled, trying to open the truck door quickly while slamming it hard behind me. Crashing through the door and sprinting down to Jacob's bedroom, I paused before I entered his room.
Deep breaths, Bella, you can do this, just stay confident and sexy, confident and sexy.
There was ruffling inside Jacob's room and that brought me back to reality. I opened his door with a sexy little grin on my face, but that all disappeared when I observed what was happening before me. I guess you could tell by now what was happening, right? No? Okay, let me explain it for you.
Jacob was completely naked, on top of someone and having…oh, I can't even say it!
"Jacob, yes harder, please Jake! Jake! Oh, God Jake, YES! JAKE, JAKE, JAKE, JAKE!" I watched in horror as the once man of my life rammed his dick harder into this bitch bringing her to her climax. Words failed me, and I couldn't muster up any confidence to step forward and stop them. I just stood there, horror struck that my Jacob was cheating on me, right before my very eyes.
"Oh, Leah, yes baby, come for me baby, oh yessss…" Leah? Leah! Oh my God, he was having fucking sex with Leah! That bastard! My temper flared unnaturally and I ran over to the fucking little bastards and yanked on Jacob's arm. They both froze like I was the cop who found the druggie. Angrily, I crossed my arms over my chest.
"Yeah, surprise! Bella is here! Don't mind me, Jacob's girlfriend; just go right on back to fucking you little shit." I pointed my eyes to Jacob who now turned around and looked at me with anger. Are you fucking kidding me? Why the hell should he mad at me? He was the one fucking cheating on me!
"Bella, get out of here, right. Now." He gritted his sparkly teeth at me.
"No! Look at me, Jacob! See what I came here for? Yeah, too late bastard you can't have anymore! Damn you, Jacob!" I dropped to my knees at the degrading way he treated me. Did he honestly think that I was going to be okay with him cheating on me? How long was he planning on keeping this a damn secret?
Jacob started to tremble and I hunched my shoulders lower, instinctively protecting myself.
"Bella, I don't give a flying fuck about you, or your Kanuwat ass, so get the hell out of my house. Now!" A hand raced to cover the scream that begged to be let out of me. Who was this Jacob? He most certainly was not my sweet, fun, carefree Jacob. My loyal Jacob. Where did he go?
I couldn't say anything more to this monster before me, so I stood and ran out of his house and down First Beach, trying desperately to escape this horrible nightmare. The wind rushed past me as I blew through sand, causing it to fly in all sorts of places behind me.
"Bella!" Jacob's booming voice sounded from behind me and I pushed harder to get away from him. He was NOT going to get to me and try and win me back, cause' no way in hell was I going to let that lying bastard back into my life.
I was shocked when he had caught up with me and pulled me around to face him head on. No wonder they called this the nightmare stage, I mused. He spun me around in a circle, me in his arms, his arms like snakes around my waist.
"Jacob Black, get your cheating slimy hands off me! I hate you! You fucked Leah in front of me, you jackass!"I punched and thrashed against him and he set me down at once after my screaming match at him.
He crossed his arms defensively in front of him, staring at me with narrowed eyes. "What the hell are you talking about, Bells? I don't even like Leah, so why the fuck would you think I would fuck that bitch?" Jacob was mad that I had accused him of cheating.
"How dare you, Jacob? I just saw you with my own eyes, fucking her like a whore! You told me to get out! You were mad at me for God knows what! Why the hell could you be mad at me for interrupting your little cheat fest?" Jacob looked at me like I had lost my fucking mind.
"Don't play dumb with me here, Black, I saw you!" I screamed. He squeezed his eyes tight and dropped his arms to his sides, visibly relaxing. When he opened his eyes again he tried to cup my face in his hands but I shoved them away. He trembled for a moment, but I could tell he was trying to calm himself.
"Bella, I love you. So much so that I hurt whenever I don't get to reach out and touch you, like this…" He traced his fingertip against my jaw line and I narrowed my eyes, swatting his hand away. Jacob grabbed at strands of his cropped hair, frustratingly.
"Damn it, Bella, I didn't cheat on you!" He yelled.
"I don't believe you." I spoke with conviction in my voice.
"You should, because right now, I don't know where in the hell you got the idea that I cheated on you with Leah! Why don't you trust me?"
"Because I saw you cheating, Jacob! I saw you with her, saying her name, bringing her to release!" I winced at the painful memory, and angry tears streamed down my cheeks. How could he do this to me? I imprinted on him, he was mine!
"Bella, I would never do anything to hurt you! Never, would I do anything to cause you pain! I can't believe you are accusing me of cheating when-
"I saw you!" I interrupted, furious.
"Stop, Bella! What you saw was in your nightmare stage! You're in the dream stage now! Realize I am not the horrible monster of your nightmares! I am Jacob fucking Black, the man who is forever committed to Bella Swan! Now stop with the accusations or I am leaving!" I couldn't find it in me to give sympathy to the crying man in front of me. I was just too angry to give into his pleading and begging words.
"No." I muttered, glaring at Jacob as if he was trash, and right now he was. He dropped his arms, the most defeated look crossed his features and I almost gave in to the sympathy. Almost. He looked to the ground for a moment, then back up at me.
"No, what?" His voice was scratchy, and I forcefully bit back the lump that started to rise in my throat. He is NOT going to win this one. I made my face a hard, cold bitter mask full of determination to push him away.
"No, I am not going to realize that you're not a monster, because you are to me right now. Jake, just, just…go home. Wake up, I don't want to see your face." My voice was softer, but still held the bitter tone in it. His mouth shut tight, but I could tell that his bottom lip was trembling. He reached out for me, but I took a step back away from him.
"I love you, Bella…so much." His words rang with so much sincerity, it was hard to keep staying mad at him.
A long moment passed. "I hate you, Jacob." With that, I woke up to bright early morning.
OH MY GOD. Morning means that Jacob was right and he really was trying to convince me that he hadn't cheated!
What have I done!
To be continued…
AN:/ Soooooooooo, what did you think? Love it? Hate it? Bella brought out the claws and scratched her way to the honor of Bitch. Hey, but how would you react if you just saw the love of your life cheating on someone else, and then five seconds later he is running after you trying to tell you he didn't do anything? For me, I would NOT believe him for one millisecond. At least, not in the same day.
Coming up in the next chapter:
Angie is heartbroken at what Bella has done
Azrial and Paul fluff and more fluff, and then Azrial joins the pack
Bella and Jacob do not see each other the next night. Why? Oh, because Jacob has got the new impression that little Miss Bella hates him.
Love you guys to death,
Wolfgal4evr