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The Doctor sat in Amy's room. He kept it the same way as she had when she was there with him. It had been months since she left him.
Since then he was looking for something he couldn't get. His broken hearts lie in pieces all around him and he couldn't find an easy way out of this.
The Doctor fell back against Amy's pillows, hitting something hard.
"What the—"he pulled it out and saw that the hard thing was a blue book…her diary.
He flipped it open to the day when she and Rory broke up.
She told him that he left her but upon reading he found out that she left him. She went on to explain it how it felt when the Doctor held her and kissed her.
"Who would've thought that a girl like me could come to this? I love him and I always will. I just died in his arms tonight. It must've been something he said…or when he kissed me. Maybe I should've walked away. What would've I told Rory?" Amy later wrote that she had no idea.