Hey guys. Im not dead. This is a filler chapter. I know its super short. Anyway I have a very important question to ask you, do want this story to have a happy ending or sad ending? If it would be happy, I would have it happy angsty endin. Just let me know in a review. There wont be another chapter till I get feed back for this question. Yeah I know. Im harsh. REVIEW. Please?
Dear Nichole,
Last night I dreamed. I dreamed of you and your mamma. We were at the beach, you and momma were making a sand castle. I was watching a few feet away from you. You looked so happy with your mamma. You two were in pure bliss, laughing and dancing. And just like that I was smiling. I was laughing along with you. Everything was perfect. You and your momma were safe. But just like that a dream can become a nightmare. The sand castle you ans your momma made was eaten by the hungry ocean. The the sky turned gray and you turned to look at me. With tears going down your little face, you asked me, 'Why did you do it? Why daddy? Why?' Then the scene changed, the memory that I will never forget began. From me reading that god damned letter to seeing you and momma taken away from me. Just as the tears fell from my eyes, everything changed around me. I was in the middle of the beach. But the beach wasn't what it was before. The once fruitful trees were now on fire, the sea was roaring with rage, the sand was now being strucked with lightning, and as I was in the middle of this disaster I saw you. You were a few yards from me with tears down your face you had red puffy eyes. You kept yelling at me 'Why daddy? Why? He hurt me and mommy and you let it happen! Mommy told you to stop! But you didn't listen! Why didn't you listen to mommy? Why?' Then you turned away from me and I tried to call you. I screamed your name but, you didn't listen. Just as the lightning was about to hit me I woke up. When I woke up there was a wetness on my face and my covers were knotted with my body from tossing and turning. Baby girl I write to you tonight to answer your question. I was arrogent, naïve, and stupid. Mommy told me to stop but, I wanted to give you two the world so I kept on going. But now your with your momma somewhere, maybe at the park and soon you'll get tired and come home to me. I hope.
With all my love,your Father
8/11/10
Patrick Jane felt worried as he put his journal full of letters away. He was afraid to go to asleep and have that nightmare again. Maybe he shouldn't go to sleep at all. But he needed energy to find Red John. So he popped a few sleeping pills in his mouth not bothering to use water, climbed into his small twin size bed, and let sleep engulf him.
Sorry for the long wait... I hope you enjoyed! AND REMEMBER TELL ME DO YOU WANT HAPPY OR SAD ENDING? I NEED TO KNOW! IF I DON'T GET FEED BACK I WON'T POST. AND THAT WOULD BE SAD! SO REVIEW AND TELL ME!