A/N I'm sorry I haven't updated in so long I've had some personal issues. My cousin passed away he was shot and killed we were really close and I just had a hard time. Well here's another chapter I hope you enjoy it.

Felix Gorvita a loving brother, friend, cousin, and father may he rest in peace. You will always be remembered

DOB 8-16-1991 DOD 8-17-2010

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight

Ch 15: Everything Burns

Bella's POV

It has been a month since Collins funeral people are still really tore up but things are getting better... slowly. I was sitting here in the living room of mine and Sam's home we are cuddled up on the sofa my head resting on his shoulder his arm wrapped around my waist. I smiled and nuzzled the crook of his neck. He smiled and kissed the top of my head. We are in our own personal bubble right now just enjoying each other's company.

He started tickling me I went into a fit of giggles "Babe stop please I'm gunna pee myself!" I said gasping for breath. He stopped and kissed my lips tenderly I kissed him back and started to tickle him he went into the same kind of fit of giggles I was in moments ago. Most people don't know but Sam is very ticklish "Ok, ok I surrender babe please stop!" he said with tears in his eyes I giggles and stop tickling him smiling then I pumped my fist in victory. He leaned up and kissed me his warm lips on mine were like nothing I have ever had. Every time he kisses me it seems to get more and more passionate.

"Hey Bella what's for... Oh sorry I uh" There was Jacob standing there blushing and fumbling over his word. Sam started laughing and I blushed when I looked down and noticed I was straddling Sam's waist. "What do you want Jacob." I said through clenched teeth aggravated because Sam and I haven't had much alone time lately. "Umm food?" he said sheepishly it sounding like a question. "Go ask Adram to cook I have to get back to ravishing my mate." I said and began kissing and nipping at Sam's neck moaning his name softly. I heard Sam groan I smiled and looked up at Jacob through hooded eyes a sexy smirk on my face "Unless you want to join us Jacob." I purred in my sexiest voice. Jacobs's eyes popped out and he bolted out of the door.

I just cracked up laughing and I heard Sam laughing under me just as hard. "God my wolf girl is so mean." he said through his laughter. I looked at Sam in the eyes and smiled he's perfect for me and sometimes I wonder what I ever did to disserve a perfect man like him. I got up and ran out the door and into the forest Sam hot on my tail. I jumped up and phased so did Sam. We chased each other around for a while laughing and playing with each other. Then I heard something my ears twitched and moved into the direction it was coming from I listened closer and it sounded like an acoustic guitar. Sam heard it to but we were really deep into the wood's there shouldn't be any humans around here. We got up and walked closer I heard singing starts I recognized the song

Everything Burns

She sits in her corner
singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
that no one seems to keep
she no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
but she will sing

The voice sounded familiar but it held so much sadness so much pain and loss. We were getting closer trying to be as quiet as we possibly could.

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Till everything burns

Then I smelled it... it was a vampire I could see her in the clearing and her most prominent feature was her flaming red hair blowing in the wind he skin sparkling in the light of the sun set. I shifted back to human. As she continued to sing I know she knew I was here she had to.

Ooh, oh

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their masquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Till everything burns
While everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate

I slipped my cloths on Sam seemed to have an internal battle with himself rather to drag me away or let me go. I smiled at him and he nodded. I slowly began to walk to where she was sitting and singing playing a guitar.

And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns

Till everything burns
Everything burns
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Oooh, ooh

I was walking into the clearing now. All the pain in her voice made me feel sorry for her made me sympathize with this leach.

Burning down lies
Burning my dreams
And all of this pain
I'll burn it all down
As my anger reigns
Till everything burns
Watching it all fade away
Watching it all fade away
She stopped singing and looked up at me venom in her eyes. "You know I can't take this any more. He was my mate my life and I don't have him I thought getting revenge on you would make me feel better but no matter how close I get I just don't feel better." I reached into a small pouch that was attached to the string on my ankle and pulled out her locket. Her eyes widened then she looked at me anger flashed across her face. "Where did you get that it's not yours give it to me now Mutt!" she crouched ready to attack me I held out my hand and smiled locket in hand. "I found it after I killed Edward it was in his pocket. Turns out Edward liked to lure in vampires with scents and play a game with them." I sighed looking down.

Before I knew it the necklace was out of my hands. I looked up again to see her in front of me holding up the locket as it twirled from the slight wind the was going across the meadow. The diamonds glistening it was simple locket but to her it meant more than her whole life. She looked at me and hugged me. I stiffened up and tried to keep myself calm I could feel Sam getting antsy. He body wracked with dry sobs and she said over and over again "Thank you". I pated her back stiffly and said "It's no problem at all." She finally let me go Sam was now right beside me I smiled up at him and he leaned down and kissed me. "If you ever need anything Bella don't hesitate to ask.

She handed me a piece of paper I looked at it and on there was a number. "Call me and I will come if you ever need help." With that she ran and left. Deep down I know we wouldn't see Victoria around for a while... Who knows maybe I will call upon her one day. I looked up at Sam and smiled and whispered "Let's go home." we ran back into the forest and phased running back to our little but comfortable home. As we reached the house I noticed a bunch of cars outside and I saw Adram's car I smiled. It's been a while since I've seen him he rarely cam out his room after Collin died. I phased back and got dressed and went inside and was met with all my brother sisters and best friends cramped into my tinny living room. I smiled at them and I though how lucky we all were to have people around us who cared even if they showed it oddly.

I walked over to Adram and Embry and hugged them both Adram wrapped an arm around me and whispered "I love you sis." then he kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I looked around and noticed everyone had a mixed drink or a beer except Adram he had a full bottle of Everclear in his hand oh and Anna she had just apple juice. I looked up and saw Sam holding out a sprite for me. We sat there and I explained what happened with Victoria. They all smiled and nodded their heads. The rest of the night a bull shited around telling stories of our childhood, and even some of Collin this was my family and I was happy. If only it could be like this forever...

A/N I hope you liked this chapter its more fluff and thoughts then anything I thought everyone disserved a break from the drama well please R&R 5 and I'll try an update.

Love always

LoboLeo

"You can shed tears that he is gone,
or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that he is gone,
or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what he'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on."

David Harkins