"Well, with everything you've told me along with the obvious symptoms I have come to the conclusion that, Mr. Mitchell, you have the flu" Logan sighed and looked up at the doctor

"So bed, lots of fluid and ibuprofen?" Logan asked his voice slightly hoarse from the amount of coughing he had been doing. The doctor nodded.

"Exactly that" Kendall smiled and followed the doctor to the door

"Thanks for your time, it means a lot" The doctor smiled

"It's fine, just make sure he doesn't try and move around too much, He's not going to want to eat much, he's going to end up very weak" Kendall nodded, shook the doctors hand and closed the door as he disappeared round the corner. Kendall turned to see James trying to sneak off to his room.

"James. Sit. Now" James turned slowly and trudged over to the sofa and sat at the end, looking at the floor. Logan looked over at James as Kendall walked over. James was refusing to make eye contact with anyone and Kendall looked a little upset

"uh, guys what's going on?" James looked up at Logan, who was looking back expectantly whilst trying to sitting up.

"Logie you should really rest, you heard what he said" James said protectively.

"James, I've had the flu before, I know what I can and can't do, what's going on?" Kendall sat next to Logan

"why didn't you tell me James kissed you?" Kendall mumbled. Logan turned and looked at Kendall, who looked like he was about to cry. Logan gulped and looked at James, who mouthed a sorry and already had a tear falling down his cheek.

"I...I..." Kendall took a deep breath

"You know, after everything, I would have expected at least you to tell me Logan" Logan felt his heart ache

"Kendall I wanted to tell you I just didn't know how" Tears started streaming down Kendall's cheek

"Kendall, baby please..." Logan said, pleading, about to cry himself. Kendall stood up and walked off, leaving Logan to cry in silence.

James moved so he was sitting next to Logan. He held out his arms offering a hug and Logan took it, James moved closer to Logan, allowing him to lie against him.

"Just give him time" Logan shook his head

"why'd you tell him?" James bit his lip

"He... He looked like he was going to kill me if I didn't, I told him you didn't kiss back"

"but I did"

"I know I was trying to protect you" Logan smiled at James sweetly and leant his head against his chest carefully. James cupped Logan's cheek and turned his face to face him. He stroked his cheek with his thumb and looked into his deep gorgeous brown eyes.

"Logan, I love you, I've never realised it but I do. Everyone is going to hate me for it, I know that but I can't help it" Logan sighed and played with the hem of James' shirt

"what you gunna tell Carlos?" James bit his lip

"I... I really don't know any ideas?"

"Well the truth might be a start"

"he's going to kill me"

"well yeah, I would if I was him, but I can't see him killing you, he'd be upset but he'd be even worse if he finds out from Kendall" James sighed. This was going to be a fun month or two. He looked down at Logan who was looking back down at the floor again. He played with his hair a bit and finally went to stand up

"Your right. What are we gunna do though? I mean I still love Carlos to bits. I always have. Ugh why can't I just stick to one guy" James pouted.

"I still love Kendall, I'm sorry James... I really am, but I'm sticking with Kendall, as soon as I sort all this out" Logan sighed and swallowed. He wanted to stick with Kendall, he was his one and only, but James looked so innocent, so cute, just so James like, he had to keep telling himself that he loved Kendall more and that it was never going to work with James even though there was a 90% chance that it would. James nodded and looked at the floor. His heart ached a bit but he knew this was for the best. Logan gave him a sympathetic smile as James left the apartment to find Carlos.

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Kendall slammed the door shut and stormed over to his bed. He fell face first onto the pillow and finally let the tears fall. Never would he have thought that James would even like Logan, let alone kiss him, especially after all the drama they had gone through when he and James broke up.

-Flashback-

Kendall took a deep breath as he entered the apartment. It had been three days since he and James had broken up and things still weren't going well. Kendall had broken up with James for a few reasons, neither of which James was happy about. Kendall loved Logan, which made James jealous as well as pissed him off, then there was the fact that they had been dating for a month and a half and Kendall thought it wasn't the same. The spark he felt at the beginning had gone for him; James on the other hand hadn't lost it at all. Logan didn't know that Kendall liked him and he wanted it to stay that way until he was ready but with James storming around and everyone asking why they'd broken up, it wasn't going to be hidden much longer.

Kendall stepped in to see James and Carlos sitting on the couch. Carlos looked around

"Hey Kendall!"

"Hey dude" Kendall replied, walking in cautiously. He looked at James and bit his lip, James' eyes were red and puffy and his hair was a mess

"Hey James..." He said cautiously

"hi." James replied harshly

"c'mon James, I'm sorry! I've told you that so many times!"

"Yeah? Well I haven't been listening"

"God! Stop being so stupid already! James, I can't help that I don't feel it anymore, I can't help that I don't think its gunna work!"

"Or that you like Logan" Carlos' eyes widened.

"You like Logan?" Kendall glared at James

"oh now look what you've gone and done! And yes Carlos' I do"

"do what?" Everyone turned to see Logan walking in from the bedroom

"hey! Logan!" Kendall said laughing nervously, feeling his face flush red."Uh, I was just saying to Carlos that I do... I... I do like his new shoes!" Logan looked at him with an 'oh c'mon' look on his face. Kendall laughed nervously again

"Oh puh-lease. Kendall was telling Carlos that he does like you" James said. Kendall's eyes darkened and he ran at him. James dived over the back of the sofa.

"JAMES I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU" Carlos sighed and put on his hockey helmet, ready to break them up as soon as Kendall could catch up to James.

"Kendall... Kendall its fine" Logan squeaked. Kendall didn't hear and carried on trying to kill James. Logan looked at Carlos pleadingly. He rolled his eyes, jumped up, patted his helmet a couple of times and dived behind the sofa, just about managing to stop Kendall from getting to James.

"JAMES I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" James had tears pouring down his face

"I'm sorry okay?" Logan walked over to Kendall and stood in front of him

"Kendall, Kendall its fine really, I'm not mad or anything" Kendall was also in tears by this point and he was pulling against Carlos who had hold of his arm

"No it's not okay! He's jealous and he's prepared to ruin my life just to get payback!" Logan put his cold hand on Kendall's cheek

"Really, Its fine, Calm down, your going to kill him if you don't and we can't have that can we?" Kendall looked down at Logan who was giving Kendall his puppy dog look. He shook his head and stopped pulling away from Carlos, who let go as soon as he was happy with how calm Kendall was. By this point James had ran into his bedroom and wasn't coming out. Kendall looked down at Logan who was still stroking his cheek.

"I'm sorry Logie I just... he promised..." Logan pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back

"I know Kendall, I know, but if its any help... I... I like you too" Kendall pulled away and looked into Logan's eyes, slightly shocked

"y...you do?" Logan nodded and pulled Kendall back into the hug.

-End flashback-

Kendall smiled slightly at the end of the memory, tears still streaming. He heard the door open and spun around. Standing there was Logan, He looked really pale from the lack of food and he could tell he was uncomfortable. Kendall shot up and walked him over to the bed. Upset or not, Kendall was going to look after him.

"Logan you should be resting" Logan looked at Kendall and bit his lip

"I was alone in there, and I wanted to make sure you were okay" Kendall sighed and looked at the floor, giving a half smile.

"We really need to talk about this Kendall..." He nodded in agreement and positioned himself so his body was facing Logan. Kendall took a deep breath and looked at him

"you first"

A/N - first of all, sorry i havent updated all weekend, havent been able to get to a computer, secondly, this one ends a bit funny, but if i carried on as far as i wanted this chapter would have been at least 3000 words XD so i ended it here:) review so i know what im doing right./wrong :)