a/n - Sorry the last chapter was so rushed, it was literally a filler chapter, this one has more relevance though, so enjoy x

Kendall awoke to the smell of pancakes wafting in from the kitchen. He yawned and sat up, his head spinning for some reason. He stretched and when he noticed Logan wasn't there he walked into the living room. On the sofa James and Carlos we're french kissing and Logan was in the kitchen by the stove. Kendall made an 'ew' face as he walked past the cough towards the kitchen.

"Morning Logie" Logan turned his head a minute and smiled at Kendall

"Morning" Kendall walked over and kissed him on the cheek

"They seem to be having fun" Kendall said chuckling slightly. Logan turned to the couch and rolled his eyes

"They've been at it for the past 10 minutes" Kendall's eyes widened

"seriously?" Logan nodded and switched off the stove placing the last pancake on the plate. Kendall got the stuff from the side as Logan followed with a plate of pancakes.

"Guys, if you want to eat something OTHER than each other please join us at the table" James shooed them away without breaking the kiss and Carlos ignored them completely. Logan made fake retching noises as he sat down at the table causing Kendall to laugh. Kendall looked over at James and Carlos and he felt his heart drop slightly, along with his smile. They had stopped kissing and they were looking into each others eyes intently, as he and James used to do. He had to keep back a tear as he swallowed and his head continued to spin. He stood up carefully

"I-I'll be back in a sec" Logan looked up, face full of concern but nodded anyway. Kendall took a few steps and suddenly his knee's buckled, he felt a shooting pain in his head and everything went black.

Logan saw Kendall collapse to the floor and he immediately screamed his name and ran over to Kendall's motionless body.

"Kendall? Kendall baby speak to me!" There was no answer as Logan pulled his head onto his lap. He felt something warm and sticky on his lap and covered his mouth as he realised what it was. James was over behind Logan in seconds and Carlos had limped over soon enough

"What happened?" James said, panicking.

"I don't know! He said he would be right back, walked off and collapsed. I think he hit his head" James looked at Logan confused whilst moving towards Kendall

"What would make you think that?" Logan swallowed as tears fell; he removed his hand from under Kendall's head and showed James. There was blood dripping through his fingers. He let out a choked sob as James' eyes widened.

"CARLOS PHONE AN AMBULANCE NOW" James said, tears forming in his eyes. This was all too familiar. Only 2 weeks ago Carlos had been in Kendall's position and although Kendall may not have a broken leg, or wrist, or even a bruised back he was bleeding pretty badly.

Logan couldn't do much but sit there, blood covering his jeans and hands as he stroked Kendall's hair.

"Logan what do I do?" James cried. Logan was speechless

"I-i-i...I DONT KNOW" Logan's sobs got louder.

"Hey calm down Logan, I'm sorry..." Logan shook his head and choked sobs

"It's not your fault" Carlos limped back in that moment and knelt down next to James

"They're on their way" James nodded slightly and looked back down at Kendall's face. The side of his head and his hair we're covered in blood and there was nothing he could do about it. In that instant there was a knock on the door. Carlos answered it and limped straight back over not bothering to see who it was. They heard a gasp and Logan looked up. Standing there was Mrs Knight, Mr Diamond and Mrs Diamond. Mrs Knight ran over to Kendall and cupped his cheek in her hand

"Hunni? Kendall hunni wake up!" She started crying herself and Mr Diamond had to pull her off before she hurt him. Mrs Knight looked at Logan's hand and her eyes widened. She hadn't notice the blood before, or Logan and James crying.

The paramedic arrived soon after and Kendall was loaded onto a stretcher. One of the paramedics was there when Carlos was taken to hospital and she looked at Logan

"Hey, your looking better..." Logan looked up at her with confused, tear filled eyes

"Sorry, do I know you from somewhere?" She half smiled

"I don't suppose you would remember, I was in the ambulance with you and your boyfriend when your friend in the cast was taken in. He was really worried about you" Logan half smiled and went to follow Kendall down to the ambulance but the paramedic stopped him

"We cant have anyone in the ambulance, I'm really sorry, but we have to try and stop the bleeding meaning there won't be enough room with all of the paramedics in there" Logan looked up at her, tears still falling

"b-but... please?" She shook her head

"I'm really sorry Logan" Logan sniffed and looked around at James and his parents

"James..." James walked over and pulled him into a hug.

"Logan they need to make sure he's okay, my parents will drive you to the hospital as soon as you change..." Logan cried into James' t-shirt and Mrs Diamond walked over and rubbed his back

"I'll drive sweet heart, just please go and get changed? Have a shower if you like too" Logan nodded weakly into James shirt and walked into his room to get changed and have a shower as quickly as he could.

James collapsed on the sofa next to Carlos who cuddled up to him. James saw his father shift awkwardly, he had never done well with the fact his son, with his amazing looks and talent, was gay and in love with his friend he had known for years. Mrs Diamond noticed the ring on Carlos' finger and crossed the room, sitting next to them and taking Carlos' hand, looking at it closely.

"Carlos, where did you get this from?" Carlos looked up at James who smiled slightly

"Mum... I-I proposed to Carlos..." Mrs Diamonds face lit up

"You two are engaged? That's so sweet!" James spun around as his father scoffed.

"Sweet? You call that sweet? That's just wrong!" He saw his father storm out and his smile fell. Carlos sighed. He was used to this reaction from James' dad but this time it had really gotten to him. Mrs Diamond sighed too and patted them both on the arm

"Ignore him darlings, He'll get over it soon enough. You two love each other and that's all that matters" James gave her a thankful smile as Carlos sighed again and looked up at her

"Thanks Mrs Diamond" She smiled at him and stroked his cheek slightly

"That's okay. He's always taken longer to get used to these things" She looked at James who nodded slightly, knowing exactly what she was hinting at. When James was a child, his dad hadn't warmed up to the idea of having a son until he was 4. It was then that they finally made the father son connection but even now there was something different about it. James loved his dad, there was no doubt about that, but there just wasn't the same deep connection that Logan and Carlos had with their fathers. Kendall hadn't known his dad so James didn't know he would have gotten on with him if he had been around.

Another 10 minutes passed and finally Logan walked in. He was wearing a new pair of jeans and one of Kendall's jackets that was too big for him, but he looked comfortable and that was all that mattered. James held out his hand for Carlos as he stood up. Mrs Diamond had gone down to the car to calm down her husband and get the car warmed up. Carlos James and Logan made their way down, receiving glares from Mr Diamond as they got into the back of the car.

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Logan sighed and stared out of the window, making his way back to the one place he hated. James wrapped his arm around Logan's shoulders and hugged him.

"He'll be okay Logan. I know it" Logan sighed and looked up

"He better be" James half smiled

"This is all too familiar..." Logan looked at him confused

"Only 2 weeks ago it was you and Carlos" Logan nodded in understanding

"Oh"

"Yeah" Mr diamond cleared his throat

"Give it a break dad"

"No I will not give it a break James"

"Oh my god just drop it! I can like who I fucking want!" Mr Diamond's knuckled we're white where he was gripping the steering wheel so tight

"Yeah, but does it HAVE to be a boy?" James glared at the back of his head, clenching his teeth. Carlos had a tear running down his cheek and Logan was staring out the window slightly offended by what he had said but trying to ignore him. James replied through gritted teeth

"Yes. It does." He heard his father let out another scoff and he kicked the back of his chair. James dad stopped the car at the side of the road and turned to James.

"Watch yourself James." His father half shouted making them all jump "no you watch YOURself dad" Mr Diamond rolled his eyes and turned back to the road, continuing to drive as James continued to glare.

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They arrived at the hospital about an hour after Kendall had been rushed in and we're told to wait in the waiting room. The same doctor that had looked after Carlos came over to them, a sympathetic smile on his face

"As you probably remember, my name is doctor Phillips" Everyone half smiled back all except Mr diamond who was still glaring at the floor. The doctor looked at Carlos and then at Logan.

"You two are looking better" They both smiled again and Logan went back to staring at the spot on the wall

"Okay, I'm not going to delay this any longer. Your friend, Mr Knight, He's lost a lot of blood..." James let out a frustrated sigh

"We are doing all that we can but we can't yet determine how he is going to do" Logan looked up

"You've had an hour! You should be able to! Is he going to be okay or isn't he?" Doctor Phillips sighed and closed his eyes.

"He keeps wavering in and out of a stable condition. His heart rate is exceedingly low and his reaction time isn't great" Logan swallowed hard, he regretted asking.

"We aren't sure if he is going to wake up or go into a coma, or whether he will stabilise but all we can do right now is make sure the bleeding doesn't start up again and try and get his heart rate back up" Logan sniffed as a stray tear fell. James patted him on the back reassuringly and put his arm around his shoulders "

Okay thank you. Let us know if anything happens" James said quietly. Doctor Phillips sighed again.

"That's the other thing... I'm afraid we're very busy, it being the weekend and all, and I'm afraid you can't stay here past 9... We've already agreed for his mother to stay here over night but that is only if she wants to" Logan looked up as his breath hiccupped.

"b-but Doctor Phillips..."

"I'm sorry Logan, I really am" Logan leant his head on James shoulder as a few more tears fell.

"Can we just go home now..." James rubbed Logan's arm reassuringly.

"Sure, Mum that's okay right?" Mrs Diamond nodded and turned to Mrs Knight

"Are you coming or staying?" Mrs Knight sighed and looked at the three boys sitting there helplessly

"I'm coming with you, they need me, so does Katie" Mrs diamond smiled sympathetically and led them all out into the car. Logan left his mobile number incase anything went wrong and dragged himself out into the car for the journey home.

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Logan sighed as the clock turned 7. It had been 5 hours since they left the hospital and he hadn't heard anything. James' dad had left for the evening, leaving James in a bitter mood and Mrs Knight and Mrs Diamond had been running around cleaning as a distraction.

Logan almost jumped out of his skin as his phone started to vibrate. He pressed the answer button and held it to his ear. James and Carlos listened intently trying to make out the conversation

"Hello?"

"Hello, Logan? Its Doctor Phillips"

"Oh, hi..."

"I'm afraid there's something wrong with Kendall..."

a/n - dun dun dun DRAMA. Lol, i know ive done a chapter similar to this before but i got lost for idea's and then i thought of this, and all the things that could branch off from this so i wrote it :)

Hope you enjoyed :)