A/n - I feel so bad with the amount of drama! XD by the way, i dont know how long this is going to go on for, i have idea's for another 5 chapters maybe? i dont know, and then i might end the story, there might be a sequel story though :) Still have yet to think about that :) enjoy!

Big Time Rush Teen Party

Rocque records

7:00 till late

That was all the invitation said those three simple lines. Logan looked at Kendall who was reading over his shoulder.

"You going?" Kendall shrugged and wrapped his arms round Logan's waist

"I don't know, are you?" Logan thought about it for a second and turned around, looking into Kendall's eyes

"Well it is a Big Time Rush party... It might be a good idea" Kendall furrowed his eyebrows

"For you maybe, but what about my head? Am I even allowed?" Logan sighed

"I guess it's not a good idea... but what will you do if I do go?"

"Well Ashton and Jo are going out, I could always look after their apartment I guess, or just catch up on sleep" Logan leant his forehead against Kendall's

"Would you mind if I went? You know with James and Carlos? Even for just an hour?" Kendall chuckled.

"Well some of us have got to be there haven't we?" Logan smiled as Kendall pecked him on the lips

"I guess, I'll only go for an hour or two..." Kendall shook his head

"Go for as long as you like, I think my mums going out, ill just go with her" Logan nodded and leant his head on Kendall's shoulder, closing his eyes. He breathed in through his nose, taking in Kendall's scent. Kendall stroked his hair gently

"God I love you so much..." Logan smiled as he felt his heart skip beats in his chest. Kendall could say I love you a million times and every single time felt like the first. Kendall pulled away from the hug and gently, yet passionately kissed Logan on the lips.

"Have fun tonight; promise me that you won't worry about me? I'll be fine" Logan smiled and nodded and their lips touched again. Logan knew he wouldn't be able to keep that promise, but he wasn't going to tell Kendall that.

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James started jogging towards the car to meet Logan and Carlos for the party. He ran down the stairs and straight into bitters

"Watch where you're going!" Bitters said scowling

"Sorry! I'm in a bit of a rush!" He ran into the lobby when suddenly he heard voices coming from the pool. Why would there be voices coming from the pool at quarter to 7? When there was a party in town? He looked around the door and saw Kendall standing there with Ashton. His eyes widened when he heard what Kendall was saying

"I love you so much; you mean the world to me, only you"

James shook his head in disbelief. He tensed up and could have turned the corner right then and punched him in the face for cheating on poor Logan but that would get him no-where. He clenched his teeth, composed himself and continued on to the car. He would deal with Kendall later, but for now, it was time to have fun.

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Time skip – 2 hours

James stumbled off of the dance floor, rather drunk, in search for some more alcohol. He wasn't usually one to drink but tonight he couldn't stop himself. Carlos was, so why couldn't he? He was walking to the snack table when he saw Logan standing at the side on his own, swaying slightly to the music. James put his empty cup down on the table and walked over to him.

"You *hic* alright Logan?" James asked, leaning against the wall beside him.

"Yeah, just miss Kendall..." James put his hands in his pockets

"I don't see why you *hic* should I mean *hic* he is cheating on you *hic*" Logan's eyes widened and James cupped his hand to his mouth

"Okay, maybe I shouldn't *hic* have said that" Logan could feel tears coming to his eyes. He grabbed James' arm and pulled him out into Gustavo's empty office

"What do you mean cheating on me? Who with?" James smirked

"Ashton" Logan's heart sank.

"How can you be sure?"

"I *hic* heard him telling Ashton he loved *hic* him" The tears streamed down Logan's cheek. James cupped Logan's cheek with his hand and wiped the tears away with his thumb. Logan looked up at James, innocence plastered all over his face, mixed in with pain. James touched his lips to Logan's before he even knew what he was doing.

Logan pulled away and looked at the floor.

"James I..." He was cut off by James lifting his chin

"Logan, he hurt you, its time to get your own back"

"but what about Carlos?"

"I won't tell him if you don't"

"James, your drunk..." James smirked

"Yeah? So?"

Their lips touched again and Logan was pushed up against the door of the office. Their lips were moving together and James was suddenly feeling very sober as he realised what was going on. He still didn't want to stop and found himself very turned on by Logan's whimpers as James kissed and nipped at his neck.

"J-James..." Logan murmured breathlessly. James just let out a little 'mmphh' as their lips attached again, this time with their tongues starting to explore each others mouths. James pulled Logan from the door and over to Gustavo's desk, sitting him up on it, knocking pots of pens and other stationary items onto the floor. Logan found himself wrapping his legs around James' waist as his t-shirt was pulled up over his head. He was too controlled by lust to even care about what he was doing. He loved James, he knew that much, and Kendall was cheating on him, why not take advantage of the opportunity? James had his own shirt off within the next few seconds and their lips attached in another teeth clashing kiss. Logan wrapped his arms around James' neck pulling him closer as James began to kiss down his chest, occasionally letting his tongue touch his skin. Logan let out breathless moans, boy was James good.

They would have gone further if the door had not opened in that moment. Logan's eyes widened and he dived for his t-shirt as he noticed Carlos standing there, wide eyed, shock and pain showing in his expression. James was over to him in seconds

"Oh my god, Carlos this wasn't what it looked like, I'm so sorry baby" James tried to kiss him but he turned his head

"I can't believe you..." James tried to grab his wrist but Carlos pulled away. The tears were falling by now. He took a few steps away, turned, and pulled the ring from his finger.

"There's no point in me keeping this. You obviously didn't mean 'forever and always'" He threw it at James and it hit him straight under the eye. James yelped and blood started trickling from the cut it had left

"Carlos!" Logan watched in shock as Carlos stormed down the hallway and James collapsed in a heap on the floor

"Oh my god... James I'm so sorry..." James turned to Logan and swallowed

"It's not your fault is it? It's me that can't stick to one guy, I had to try and get you too. I love you Logan, I don't know why but I do, and because of my in ability to be able to pick one guy I've screwed it up with you and him and for you" Logan sniffed

"It wasn't you that screwed it up between me and Kendall. It was him. Carlos will come around..." James shook his head and looked down at the floor

"He hates me" James picked the ring up off of the floor and looked at it for a few seconds before breaking down in tears. Logan stood there helplessly, trying not to cry himself, not that he could anymore. Kendall was apparently cheating on him, James was sitting there crying his heart out and there was no hope in knowing where Carlos was, probably on his way to tell Kendall.

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Kendall sighed and stared at the ceiling of the apartment. He could feel the small box pushing against his leg through his trouser pocket and all it done was bring a smile to his face. He was about to drift off to sleep when he heard the door slam. He sat bolt upright and turned to see Carlos storming in, crying his eyes out. He instantly shot up and followed him into the bedroom.

"Carlos what's wrong?" Carlos squeezed his eyes shut before looking up at Kendall

"You might want to sit down" Kendall sat in front of Carlos and tried to make eye contact

"Carlos what's going on...?"

Carlos took a deep wavering breath.

"Logan and James...I caught them in Gustavo's office..."

a/n - DONT HATE ME! :P there is more to come!