a/n - this one took a while 0.o i knew what i wanted to put, i just didnt know how XD writers block! sorry! anyway, enjoy :)

"Carlos, baby wake up" James whispered, stroking the side of his fiancée's face. Carlos let out a mumble and rolled over away from him, not realising the blanket was on the brink of falling off. James shook his head, laughing slightly as he started tracing circles on Carlos' bare back, causing him to relax completely.

"You're not helping with the whole waking up thing..." Carlos groaned. James chuckled and lay down next to him, wrapping his arms around his torso, pulling him closer.

"Oh, well do you want me to go and watch Kendall and Logan on my own then?" Carlos rolled over, confused and looked at James wide eyed. The blanket slid off of him and landed on the floor and Carlos squeaked as the cold air hit his naked body. James couldn't help but let out a hysterical laugh as Carlos fumbled around trying to get it back up onto the bed and ended up on the floor himself. James stood up in front of a now completely exposed Carlos and held out his hand.

Face hot and cheeks red, Carlos took his hand and James helped him up. He wrapped the blanket around himself quickly and cleared his throat.

"What's going on with Kendall and Logan?" Carlos asked, walking over to his wardrobe.

"I don't know, but Kendall asked me to get you and then to meet him down at the pool in 10 minutes and to keep Logan down there until he turned up" Carlos furrowed his eyebrows as he tried to choose something to wear.

James smiled sweetly and walked over. Gently he took Carlos' hand and pulled him close. "You're so cute when you pull that face..." James whispered, staring into Carlos' eyes, smile still on his face. Carlos flushed a brighter side of red as James cupped his cheek and began stroking under his eye with his thumb. Their lips touched gently and they stood there for a few minutes just enjoying each others company before reality struck them.

Carlos had five minutes to get changed and get down to the pool so James pulled out a pair of jeans and a plain red t-shirt from the wardrobe and left the room giving him some privacy which was strange considering the night before.

James smiled to himself as he leant against the wall, waiting for Carlos to come out

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Logan wiped his eyes for what seemed like the millionth time that morning. If being alone wasn't enough, the events of that morning were enough to send him over the edge. Catching your ex about to overdose wasn't the nicest thing to do at half 8 in the morning and neither was trying to talk to him about the engagement ring you had found on the floor.

He wiped his cheeks with his sleeve as he spotted James and Carlos walking over. James sat on the end of the lounger, trying not to make eye contact to avoid anymore conflict.

"You okay dude?" Carlos asked, placing his hand on Logan's back. Logan looked up and shrugged.

"I don't know... Hey, I'm sorry about... you know... what happened..." Carlos shot him a half smile.

"It's okay; I'll get over it..." Logan smiled but his smile turned to a frown soon enough.

"But Kendall won't..." Both Carlos and James smiled sympathetically and Carlos squeezed his shoulder.

"He will trust me. he's not one to hold grudges" James said reassuringly. Logan looked at him

"Yeah, but this is different..." He croaked, wiping his eyes again, the damn tears wouldn't stop flowing.

"Oh, I don't know, he seemed pretty determined to make things right yesterday" a voice said from behind Logan. He spun around to see Ashton standing there.

"What do you want...?" Logan mumbled. It sounded harsher than it was meant but he couldn't care less to be honest. Ashton sat down on the sun bed next to Logan's and smiled.

"I was told to come down to the pool, so here I am" Logan nodded, slightly confused as to why his and Kendall's closest friends were all coming down to the pool. He sighed and bit his lip.

"Have any of you seen him today? I left him with..." Logan swallowed hard, remembering the small silver and gold band that he still couldn't get off of his mind.

"He looked pretty cut up" He said in his best attempt to change what he was about to say. He didn't want to drop Kendall in anything, even if they weren't really talking. Everyone shook their heads and Logan relaxed back into his seat, trying not to worry about what Kendall was doing.

When Mrs Knight came down simply to 'relax' he knew something was up. It was only 10 to nine and everyone was gathering by the pool. Usually they wouldn't even be awake. Logan sighed and went to stand up but James stopped him by grabbing hold of his wrist.

"Logan where are you going?" Logan pulled his wrist from James' grip.

"To find Kendall... I need to talk to him" James stood up as he noticed Kendall walking in through the entrance to the lobby and turned Logan so his back was to Kendall.

"Just... wait?" Logan stood there for a second but eventually sighed and nodded, slightly annoyed. He went to sit down but was stopped by a hand on his shoulder.

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'Oh god oh god oh god' Kendall thought to himself, trying to keep himself together. He had to do this and he had to do it now but he was turning into a bag of nerves. Ashton patted him on the back and smiled at him, trying to calm him down before heading down to the pool for the main event.

Kendall looked down at the little box in his hand again before finally leaving the room and walking down to the pool to join his friends and Logan. His mind was racing and his legs felt shaky but never before had he been so determined to do something in his entire life. Logan was his everything to him, and he wanted to show him that and this was only one of the many ways he could.

The minute he arrived at the lobby he noticed Logan was getting up, he stepped back a bit but after seeing James stop him and turn him around. He took a deep breath and started to make his way over, his heart beating faster with every step. He saw Logan step forward just as he got over and quickly placed his hand on his shoulder.

Logan spun around and gasped slightly when he saw Kendall standing there, dressed up in the shirt he wore at the concert, one hand in his pocket.

"Hey Logie..." Logan smiled slightly and looked at the floor.

"Hey... I was just coming to find you" Kendall's eyes lit up slightly.

"You were?" Logan nodded, still not looking up. Ashton shot Kendall an encouraging look, smiling as he did so. Kendall took a deep shaky breath and lifted Logan's chin so he was looking up at him.

"Logan... I have something to say..." Logan bit his lip but nodded, letting him continue. Kendall quickly looked at Ashton, James and Carlos who were all listening intently, and then looked back at Logan. He swallowed, took a deep breath and began to speak

"Over the past month we've been through a lot, and we've survived everything, and I really want this to one of those times-" Kendall was cut off by Logan.

"Kendall you don't have to say all of this" Kendall stopped him.

"Just hear me out" Kendall pleaded. Logan sighed a little but nodded anyway.

"Of everything on this earth you're the most valuable thing to me, more than my own life. I would do anything for you, and I hate that I've hurt you over the past month. If I could take it all back I would without thinking twice"

Kendall could feel a smile forming on his own face and Logan was already smiling sweetly.

"You, Logan Mitchell, are the most amazing person I have ever had the pleasure to meet and even before we started dating you meant the most to me. You always were and still are my best friend and the one I went to when I needed help and I don't want that to change. I also don't want to lose you over this. I couldn't live with myself if I lost you for any reason"

Logan was smiling a little wider now and he had the cutest expression on his face. Everybody around them was pulling an 'aww' face and Ashton and James were sitting forward in their seats. Kendall took another deep breath, and reached into his pocket. He got down onto one knee and Logan cupped his hand to his mouth as he realised what was about to happen.

"You are the reason I live now and I don't ever want to let you go, so if you'll let me, I'd like to ask you the one question I've been waiting weeks to ask you..."

Carlos let out a squeak as Kendall pulled the small box from his pocket and a tear ran down Logan's cheek. Mrs Knight was jumping around in her seat slightly and everyone else was either biting their nails in suspense or smiling their own heads off. Kendall opened up the box and everyone gasped in unison at the beautiful ring that sat inside it.

"Logan Mitchell, Will you marry me?"