I opened my eyes and saw Zach and Angela, she was smiling sadly at me I didn't know why, I was breathing I looked at them confused.

"You were poisoned by anthrax Sweetie it was in the envelope you had been carrying."

I nodded and looked at Zach he looked at me, I tried to give him a smile but my stomach was hurting and I turned over and threw up on the floor. I was so tired, and began to have dreams,

Everything was so dim and strange looking. To the left there was a room with a strange colored door, it was blue with some black trim in the door way, the door knob was a strange silver color and it opened on its own in a eerie way looking in it was a normal room, the area of limbo in fact. Hundreds of shelves with bones in them, and exam tables looking around it was empty and quite then. It wasn't unusual but ghost don't usually talk, suddenly the tables were filled with human remains. And looking of them was Temperance Brennan. She was examining the bones casually and looked up toward the door.

"I found cause of death, it was a gruesome and violent stabbing."

She looked sad then down at the bones, she placed her hand on the bone and sighed sadly.

"I'm sorry Booth."

I woke up breathing hard, I didn't want to be here and began unhooking myself.

"Sweetie what are you doing?"

"I want to go home"

"Your still waek"

I looked at Angela and stared at her.

"Where's Zach?"

She looked at me smiling.

"Don't worry Sweetie; he went with booth to go find a cure"

"But they know its anthrax."

I said confused I stared at her.

"No not for you, for Camille."

I blinked and began to cry this Epps guy was a freak. I fell asleep again and when I woke up Angela was gone most likely to get some coffee, I saw the news it was on mute. I stared Zach was on the screen, I found the controller and stared.

"The explosion killing a Dr. Zach Addy, not much else has been found."

I chocked and started crying a hot sharp pain in my chest. Not my Zach no, I was sobbing and cryong so much when Angela came in, she looked at me shocked and confused. Trying to ask me what was wrong, I couldn't stop sobbing I continued to cry and cry not caring about anything else. It was Zach, my Zach, and I didn't even get to tell him how I feel about him, and it wasn't until that moment I realized I loved him, more then anything in the world. More then I cared to aknowldge. I was gasping and crying so much. Angela was so alarmed and the nurses had to come in and calmed me down.

I was still crying not being able to control myself, I was laying on my side, and not paying attention. My room was dark, my nose was stuffy and my eyes were puffy and red.

"Natsumi are you ok sweet heart?"

It was Seeley I didn't want to talk to him, I was angry at him why didn't he protect Zach? Why didn't he protect Cam?

"Natsumi?"

He was getting a hysterical tone I just laid there.

"Sweets"

I looked at Sweets and he looked me over.

"She's in some state of personal shock and trauma."

"Natsumi it's ok everything is ok now, we got him ok we got the guy, don't cry."

I didn't say anything and heard something slam, I closed my eyes sniffling and laying there, I felt weak, like I couldn't move.

"Hey everyones ok, Cam and Zach"

I looked at him and he stared.

"What?"

My voice was barely audible, he smiled.

"Cam and Zach their ok, and their going to be just fine."

I sat up and looked around, he hugged me.

"Is bones ok?"

"She's ok too; you focus on getting better ok?"

I was hiccupping and staring at him, I was holding him close to me I was so scared and sad. He smiled at me, and then walked out to talk to sweets, that's when Zach came in he looked at me then sat beside me confused.

"Why are you crying?"

I hugged him to me close, I thought I was never going to feel his hard shoulders again, I rubbed his hair and looked in his face, and he whipped my tears.

"There is no reason to be distraught, the situation has been amended and the culprit had been apprehended,"

I didn't let him finish because I just kissed him so hard. He held me close to him, after a brief moment of shock and I kissed him in the most passionate way. Finally we pulled away for air and I looked at him. He moved a strand of my hair out of my face And looked at me.

"You thought I died?"

I nodded; he kissed my lips, and looked at me.

"I'm not going anywhere."

I hugged onto him.