The last few days I spent with Zach I cherished, he smiled at me before he was leaving, I couldn't let him go, I made him have sex with me six times he smiled caressing my hips with his thumbs.
"I will write to you as often as I can."
I pouted he kissed my lips, I wasn't 18 yet so I knew he didn't want anyone to know. I caressed his cheek looking at his eyes, I wanted to cry again I could feel the sting burning, he touched my face gently.
"I do not like it when you cry."
I pouted again and this time he bit my lower lip and growled. I smiled and kissed him, I was wrapped around him we were in his bed.
"Natsumi please stop, I fear I will impregnate you if we continue this."
"I wouldn't mind Zach."
"Your father would kill us."
I smiled and agreed, rubbing his hair I sat we just held each other, I could hear his heart beating I loved it and it was so soothing to me, slightly hitched and loud in my ear it filled my brain.
"Will you wait for me to return?"
I looked at him, he looked unsure and wouldn't make eye contact.
"Zach"
I said facing him to me making him look me in the eyes.
"I'll be here waiting for you when you get back. You better have all your body parts and that beautiful genus mind."
"I will return educated in many ways."
I smiled and looked at him seriously.
"Zach there are going to be things you're going to see and hear over there, terrible things that can haunt a man for years. Awful things I couldn't imagine or begin to describe. War has a way of changing man into a beast, something he knows morally he would never do, but in the end becomes a monster. Please be safe out there, if anything happens to you I will go over there and beat you up I mean it Zach Addy, you better come home to me."
He smiled kissing me we hugged and we both showered and got ready. I still wasn't ready I kissed him a lot and we said good bye in his room I knew I was going to miss him, and I knew if I kissed him in front of everyone it would open a can of worms I didn't want to deal with without him.
He left late and I stayed at home the next day I dindt have class so it was ok and I just cried in bed thinking about Zach, I missed him already I've been home alone before yeah, but him gone was different I felt cold, like there was a warm candle burning beside me, and with him gone the candle blew out. The world felt very chilly. I was in Pajamas when Seeley came home he was tired and came to check on me.
"You ok Kiddo?"
I didn't say anything he sighed and pated my back.
"I know he's your best friend but he will come back."
"He won't be the same dad, there are things going on over there that will destroy is innocent moral standard."
"I know that but hey believe me Zach's a tough kid ok, he will come back better then ever I promise."
I nodded and went to the lab the next day, I was miserable and lunch with Hodgins and Angela didn't help me, Angela knew I was sad but Hodgins knew how deep it was.
"Sweetie we all love Zach but don't worry he's coming back."
"I know I just miss him is all"
She went to her office and I sihged following her, she had a guitar and I decided to play it just strumming a bit and then I took it to the second floor, I was humming when I thought of a great song, be fore I knew it I began to sing.
[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together
[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle
[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
[Hook:]
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two
I stopped strumming and Angela and Hodgins along with cam and several others were looking at me.
"What?"
I asked confused,
"Wow sweetie what a voice you have."
I smiled at her.
"Thanks I know a lot of songs."
"Sing another please"
"Um ok what do you want to hear?"
"Whatever you feel like playing."
I thought about it and smiled
You said the way my blue eyes shined,
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said: "That's a lie"
Just a boy in a Chevy truck,
That had a tendency of gettin' stuck,
On backroads at night
An' I was right there beside him all summer long
An' then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone
But when you think: Tim McGraw,
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long:
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness,
I hope you think: "That little black dress"
Think of my head on your chest,
An' my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw,
I hope you think of me
September saw a month of tears,
An' thankin' God that you weren't here,
To see me like that
But in a box beneath my bed,
Is a letter that you never read,
From three summers back
It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet,
An' lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe:
When you think: Tim McGraw,
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long:
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness,
I hope you think: "That little black dress"
Think of my head on your chest,
An' my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw,
I hope you think of me
And I'm back for the first time since then:
I'm standin' on your street,
An' there's a letter left on your doorstep,
An' the first thing that you'll read:
Is: "When you think: Tim McGraw,
"I hope you think my favorite song"
Some day you'll turn your radio on,
I hope it takes you back to that place
When you think happiness,
I hope you think: "That little black dress"
Think of my head on your chest,
An' my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw,
I hope you think of me
Oh, think of me,
Mmmm
You said the way my blue eyes shined,
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said: "That's a lie"
I smiled after finishing and looked at Angela she smiled.
"We so need to go to karaoke"
"No"
"Yes."
I sighed and shook my head.