I hated September I cried every night for Zach of course they were silent tears I didn't want anyone to know, I think I was going crazy with worry we only spoke for three hours on Saturday I knew that it was getting to him I could hear it in his voice but he wouldn't talk to me, I hated it.
"You need to stop walloing"
I stared at Angela she was standing in front of me I was studying with Hodgins.
"What?"
"Your honestly making us miserable we are going out tonight"
"No."
"Yes we are all of us were going out to sing karaoke no if, ands, or buts about it."
I rolled my eyes like she could make me, but I was wrong dead wrong. I sat in full pout mode my arms crossed I really didn't want to be here. Hodgins looked even less excited about the whole ordeal then I did, but he gave me encouraging looks, I frowned and saw everyone get up at least once.
"Come on sweetie one song."
"No."
"It wont hurt."
"No."
I refused to have fun without Zach, which was stupid I knew, I was just being a teenager, but I was a lovesick teenager, and who knows this could be a first love type of thing. I huffed and folded my arms. Angela looked bitter glaring at me every now and then, when a grin spread across her face.
"I know that look it's the look of evil, run Natsumi run"
I still didn't care until I was physically dragged on stage then I was even more upset, stupid woman she smiled at me,
"One song."
"Fine only one though."
I pouted she grinned and I looked at the selection, there were a lot to go on and I sift through, I finally found one by Beyonce that I liked and the song came on. I gulped I never really performed but all I could do was think of Zach and began to sing my heart out.
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I felt shivers down my own back when I heard my own voice I waited everyone was quite did I really suck that damn bad? When everything erupted in cheering I blushed slightly I remember the first time I san I didn't get a great response instead I got beaten and food privileges taken for a week guess that why I never really sang.
"Wow kiddo that's some voice"
"Who were you singing that fro?"
"Its just a song Booth don't read too much into it." Booth walked toward the bathroom.
"You really miss Zach that much huh?"
I stared blankly.
"Uh what?"
"Nat, we aren't that stupid we could all see you both were totally into each other."
I tried not to grin so we were transparent.
"Does Booth know?"
"He is in denial deep denial perhaps we should help him talk to sweets."
I smiled at sweets and he smiled at me,
"Its perfectly natural for him to dismiss those thoughts you're his daughter, he knows your in pain and instead of talking about it to help you feel better, he doesn't want to say anything for fear of upsetting you more"
"Your so funny Sweets."
He smiled when a older man walked up to us.
"Hey there darling mind if we have a word with you?"
"Yes"
I said he smiled.
"My names John Giles this is my bar I was wondering if you would like to work for me?"
I blinked looking at Angela and Hodgins.
I didn't know what to say when Booth came back.
"This is my dad you have to ask him I won't be 18 for another two months."
I said calmly and looked at dad and john talk I smiled and they both looked at me.
"You need to focus on your studies that's are what more important right now, but I also know how you think if you want to then I see no problem with it, but only on appropriate nights am I understood?"
"OK dad."
I smiled and hugged Angela and Hodgins this was going to be so fun.