"Oh my god! I cant believe im actually Mrs Cody Runnels. I can now tell everyone HEY! Im Mrs Stacey Runnels. Deal with it biatches. HA. My HUSBAND is Cody Rhodes. BE JEALOUS!" I skipped through the arena holding Cody's hand and a cup of coffee in the other. We'd just arrived back from our wedding/honeymoon. It'd had been 2 weeks since we'd left. Nobody even knew that we were married. It would sure as hell be a shock to them. Especially John. I had no idea how he would take this whole thing. I mean I didn't even know if he'd gotten over me properly yet. The main thing right was that I was happy married to the man of my dreams. I wasn't going to let anything spoil this day.

"How much coffee have you actually had babe?" Cody asked me. I winked at him.

"Well, Codfish. Im not entirely sure. I had a few on the plane, then two when we landed and now this one so im gonna say like 5/6. Why am I talking really fast and annoying? I mean people say I do that a lot when im high on coffee which is why I rarely drink it. So yeah.." I rambled on with an amused look from Cody who took the coffee out of my hand and drank it himself.

"I think you've had enough. Mine now!"

"No. Cody you cant do that. Blah. I hate you.." I pouted playfully at him as he threw the coffee cup into a trash can and placed his arms around my waist.

"Now I know for a fact that's not true at all!"

"Really Cody? Really?"

"Been taking lessons from Mike? I doubt you would have married me if you 'hated' me."

"You got me there. Shut up and kiss me fool.." I grinned and he kissed me just as I told him. Im gonna say it again. Im one lucky girl.

"WOAH! YOUR MARRIED. WHEN THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN?" I heard a voice yell. I couldn't tell if the person was excited or angry. I couldn't even tell who the dam person was t be quiet honest with you. I turned around and saw Randy stood there with a huge grin on his face. I ran up to him and hugged him. As he pulled away he grabbed my arm and looked at my ring.

"Wow. Went all out there didn't you Codes? Congratulations you two! Although im pissed I wasn't invited but I guess if your both happy then that's what matters.." Randy hugged me again then went over to give Cody one of those manly hugs. At least Randy was happy for me. It was John I was worried about…

I'd been sat in catering for a while now. I still hadn't seen John at all yet. I knew he would be mad at me for leaving without telling him but im sure he'd get over it. Well I hope he would. He'd probably be upset about everything. I didn't want to break his heart all over again but I had to do what I wanted instead of pleasing everyone else all the time. Ted had been ecstatic for me so had Lisa. I did feel bad for not telling her about it all to begin with but she completely understood and that's why she was my best friend.

"Randy told me you were back.." I looked across from me to see John sat their in his bright orange tshirt and cap. He looked quite annoyed. I was expecting that.

"Yeah, Im sorry for not telling you but it was completely last decision. We just left that night. It was for a good reason though…"

"What reason would that be Stace? Oh wait, I already know! You got fucking married!" John wasn't yelling. He rarely did yell when it came down to me but the tone in his voice wasn't pleasant at all.

"Im sorry.." I started but he cut me off.

"Im fed up of you apologising all the time Stace! Fucking hell. I don't think you understand. Im happy for you Stacey I really am. Your married to the one you want but it pisses me off that I wasn't there for it. We've been friends for so long now! Id always pictured been at your wedding and been so proud of you. You fucked me over again Stace. Thanks.." He got up and walked away leaving me feeling like a pile of crap. He was right. He was my best friend. At one point I was even in love with the guy and I hadn't even invited him to my own wedding. What kind of a friend was I? Id assumed he'd be pissed cos I got married to Cody but he was okay with that or was he? With John you never know.

Id been searching the whole arena for John. I couldn't find him anywhere. I stood outside until I heard two voices coming from around the corner.

"Why do you always fuck things up Cena? Just as things were getting better between you and her you go and shout at her again. Poor girl I never understood why she put up with you!" I heard Randy's voice. So he was talking to John.. About me. Just great.

"I don't think I can do this anymore Randy. Things were great until about a year ago. Since she came back last year everything has just been a complete mess. Everything with you and her, Cody and her, Ted and her and myself and her. I shouldn't feel like shit everyday because the girl im in love with doesn't love me." John said. Wow, so I made him feel like crap all the time. Nice.

"You need to move on mate. Theres plenty of girls out there.."

"You don't understand Randy. Stacey, shes my whole life. Shes possibly the only girl ive ever really been in love with. I cant do it anymore.."

"Do what? What are you saying John?" Randy sounded concerned. So was I. He better not be talking about doing anything stupid.

"Basically im saying.. I cant be her friend anymore. I don't want her in my life. I feel like shit all the time because of her and im not standing for it anymore. As of tomorrow this friendship is over.." John sounded serious. As of that moment my heart just broke into a thousand pieces… My best friend in the whole wide world didn't want me anymore. Wow, just wow. My whole world had just came crashing down.