Letters of a broken heart

by Ice Princess Mishia

This is an original, you can imagion a girl from naruto wrote it to whomever I just needed a category.Hope you like it. This are letter from a girl,whom the person she loved starts to change and after she's dumped.So here is the letters of the heartbroken

9. I just hate you

October 13,2008

Hi YOU,

You know…I can't believe we're not together anymore. It hurts, every day I wonder why your mom asked you to do that….also I wonder…did you want to break up with me?. You know I am going to let out everything I've bottled up inside. Do you know what I hate about you? I hate that whenever I ask something important, you never answer! I hate it when you ignore me I hate when your distant, I hate that you forget everything involving me, I hate that you are afraid to fight for what you want, I hate that you care about what people think, I hate when you don't call when you haven't seen me for weeks not even to know if I'm aright, I hate that you are so deep in my heart and that I can't get you out to the level that I gave my heart to you thing that I would never do, I hate that you made me addicted to your kiss, hug, voice, eyes, hands, your I love you, your smile your laugh and all the gestures you did, I hate that you're so present in my thought that in test I write your name instead of mine and you know what it is I hate the most?...I hate…I hate that I love you so damn much I can't hate you for the rest… Why is it I love you so much that I forgive you for all your mistakes, nothing else matters but you, I want to see you happy even if it's not with me, even though I won't lie and I wish your happiness was in my hands. Why don't I give a damn just because you're not in my world?. My world doesn't exist and your memory will always hurt because I know I can't ever forget. Now I'm going to swallow my pain and understand you. I'll swallow all the questions I have in my mind day and night. I will swallow that if someday you are with someone else…I'll desire to be in her place. I'm your best friend, even though I still don't know if I have that tittle but I'll keep being your best friend…and please make me part of your happy moments like you can count on me to erase your sadness. I only ask for one thing…you can see me as a friend…but… don't ever ask me to do the same, because the feelings I have inside are too big for me to see you just as a friend. I'm sorry but it's not my fault that I fell in love with the most wonderful friend in the world and the best person I have met. You're my treasure….this might sound selfish but…I don't want to share you.

The girl who will never say she loves you,

ME