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A/N: Here's chapter 6.
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EPOV.
I got ready for taking Bella out. She had said her and Alice have plans, but I know what they're really doing. I got the picnic basket and sneaked through the campus. Bella was already there when I got to the meadow. It was only five minutes into the woods. Bella was standing in the field she was also blindfolded. She was standing by Alice and Emmett.
Let's give her some answers.
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BPOV.
I was going out with Alice then I got blindfolded. They said I would find out what was going on soon, but it doesn't feel like that's going to happen anytime soon. Alice told me to get on Emmett's back, in case I fell, I did as I was told, but deep inside I didn't want to. Alice and Emmett talked in hushed voices all the way here. Why had Alice gotten me all dressed up?
I heard branches snapping, great, I'm in a forest, of all places. I got set on my feet after a while. "Can you NOW take the blindfold off?" I asked. Alice shook my head, which was an obvious no. "Will you at least tell me what we're here for? I'm like in middle of a forest, with a blindfold on." I heard someone else come into the forest not long after me, I pouted because no one had answered me.
Whoever came into the forest laughed at something, the sight couldn't have been that funny. WAIT! I know that laugh. Edward was here? Okay, this is a little too weird for me now. He came over to me; I could sense him right in front of me. He was the one that un-blindfolded me. He was smiling down at me when I looked up at him. This was all planned? It was now obvious.
I couldn't help but smile at all of them though. Alice sat on a blanket and patted the space beside her. I sat down in that space. Edward sat beside me and wrapped his arm around my waist. I looked up at him and smiled. "Bella," Emmett broke the silence. "Bella, we're going to answer some of your questions about our parents, no matter how much it hurts to tell you." He glanced at Edward while speaking.
"My parents…" Alice started her story. "My parents never really loved me. They took me to loads of therapists and stuff. But the therapists couldn't see what was happening. All I would tell them is 'Mammy… Daddy … Belt' it was terrifying. My parents abused me so bad. The worst time of my life happened when I was five years old. They dumped me on Carlisle and Esme's porch saying that they hated me.
I sat there for 2 weeks. Hoping that my parents would come back for me, but they never did. Carlisle came back from work one day, and I hadn't gone to hide from him. I had been hiding from him; I didn't want to be a burden to the family. I have never seen my parents since then." She was crying. I crawled over to her and wrapped my arms around her petite figure. If this happened to Alice, what happened to the other two? Alice was the most loveable person I knew, God knows why they did all this to her.
Emmett started talking next. "My parents left me in a basket by Carlisle's office when I was only a couple days old." His story wasn't so bad, he sounded as if it didn't matter. Carlisle and Esme took both Alice and Emmett in, both they're parents were Assholes. So both these were adopted, I looked at Edward who seemed to be deep in thought. I crawled back to him, Alice had now calmed down. When I reached Edward I sat on his lap, wrapped my arms around his waist and put my head on his cheast.
"You can tell me." I repeated over and over for about ten minutes. Is it really that bad that he doesn't want to talk about it? His body started shaking. I looked up; he was still deep in thought. "It's okay if you don't want to tell me. " I finally said.
"My parents." He started, if it caused him this much pain, I'm sure I'll be crying. "My parents died a couple years back. I was only ten." He took a deep breath, this was obviously bothering him. "My parents were amazing people, or so I thought. They died a few hours after I had gone out with my friends. I never knew the stove was on, and that it would burn the house down. While I was waiting for my friend, I was watching the news there was reports of a fire near my house.
"My friend came rushing down the stairs and we ran to the house. It was unfortunately mine. I ran in, trying to b brave and save them, I ended up passing out. I found out a few days later that my parents had died. Well, my father had died. My mum came to my hospital room a few times. She was fighting death. 'Look into the eyes of death and laugh' she'd always say. That's exactly what she did. Well, she did for about a while. She slipped into a coma, God knows how, and after a week, they turned off the machines.
When they told me, I instantly felt lonely. I knew that my father had passed away, but I was never expecting it from mom. At first I thought I was going to have to fend for myself, but that obviously wasn't the case. I got bounced from foster home to foster home. No one wanted me. No one cared how I was actually feeling. No one even cared that I was there. A couple of houses had really caring people in them, but only cared for their own children.
When no one cares it feels like your being stabbed over and over in the heart. Sometimes I thought my life would've been better if I were dead." He looked down at me. He looked like he was about to cry. I bet I was crying. "Some of the places I went to weren't as good as you would think. I got Cigarettes being put out all over my body, I got bullied, beat up. Carlisle found me after I got pushed down the stairs, my foster parents told him to keep me, they didn't want me anymore, I was almost 16 by then. I was too grown up to be a sex-slave it was no fun.
Carlisle took me in with open arms. He was luckily on a business trip. Esme didn't need to see me the way I looked, but Carlisle got called home early, and unfortunately she had to. In all honesty, I don't even think my mum did a better job looking after me than Esme did." I put my head back onto his chest his heartbeat was steady. I felt tears coming back as I thought of what Edward went through.
My life is easy compared to his. Okay, my parents have threatened to spilt a couple hundred times, bit it's nothing like loosing them. I can't imagine life without my parents. I bet he couldn't either, but this happened to him. It was then I noticed the picnic basket. "Who's hungry?" I asked trying to lighten the mood a little. Emmett smiled at the thought of eating. Alice seemed to go back to her hyper self, it was just Edward I couldn't get to smile.
We ate while making small talk. I knew that answering questions wouldn't be easy. If I knew what they're life was really like I wouldn't have asked. I do somewhat regret asking. It wasn't worth Edward not being Edward. After we ate Alice and Emmett got up and left saying something about leaving us have some alone time. I silently thanked them. I made sure they were gone before I straddled him. He looked down at me. His eyes looked so sad. I didn't know what to do. I wrapped my arms around his waist, he started shaking. I looked up to his already too sad eyes, there were now tears running down his cheeks.
"You didn't have to tell me you know. I would've been okay with you not telling me." I tried my best to comfort him. I knew it wouldn't work, but it was the least I could've done after all, I did this to him.
"No, Bella. It's okay. You had to know sooner or later. It was just I relived that night where I found out about my mother." His tears slowed. I carried on hugging him. It was getting dark when he got happier. We were laughing and smiling the whole way back to our cabin.
Okay, it may have pained him to tell me, but I'm somewhat glad he did, cause now I know that he trusts me. He trusts me enough to tell me things.
Maybe he does truly love me.
YAYYYY! i actually cried while writing this.
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