Concert Part One
Bella's Point of View
Damon and I didn't say a word to each other as I drove us to the beach. I wasn't going to La Push because that would be signing Damon's death certificate. I finally stopped the truck in what the Cullen's and pack called 'No man's land' and got out. Damon followed and we began walking.
Finally I couldn't take the silence any longer, "What do you want to talk about Damon?"
"How does it feel to be back here?" Damon asked me.
"That's it?" I said, "That's all you wanted to know?"
"I don't know." Damon said. "I don't know what I want to say."
That made me mad and stopped to glare at him, "Then how about this…..come and talk to me when you know what you want to say."
I started back for the truck, but he grabbed my wrist, "Bella, please wait." He said and I turned to look at him.
He explained what Edward had said to him, how he was a fool to think otherwise, and that he didn't want Katherine anymore. I listened carefully and although these revelations should have helped me I ended up being more confused; I needed to talk to Edward.
"Damon, I need to talk to Edward and have a question answered. I know you may not like it, but it has to be done." I said.
"I understand." Damon said and we walked back to the truck in silence.
I dropped him off at the motel and then headed over to the school since it was almost out. I stood outside my truck waiting and soon the bell rang. Students filed out;
"Bella, you waiting on me?" Mike teased.
"Sorry, but no." I said and gave him a weak smile.
"Who are you waiting for?" Jessica asked.
Just then Edward and his family walked out and we locked eyes. I left Jessica, Mike, Eric, Angela, and Tyler standing by my truck as I walked across the parking lot.
I stopped in front of him and said, "You still want to talk?"
He nodded and Alice offered to drive my truck. I got into his Volvo and we started to drive. We pulled off the road and got out.
"Care for a ride?" he asked grinning.
I silently got onto his back and he started running to what we used to call our meadow. We he finally stopped I walked to the middle while he stayed on the edge.
I took a deep breath, "I heard what you said to Damon." I whispered although he could hear me.
In an instant I could feel him standing behind me, "And?" he pressed.
"And I want to hear from you why." I answered and turned to face him.
"Because it's true; as much as I don't want it to be true it is. You love him Bella and he now has the spot I had. I can't get angry at him because it was my own fault because I left you, but from his memories I can also see that he and you have always cared for one another. An unrequited love and recently I saw how happy he made you. I could never make you smile like he does and I can't understand you like him." Edward said.
"Do you not love me?" I asked fearing that what he said the day he left was true.
"God Bella I do love you; I love you with my entire existence. I want you back with me, I want to claim you as mine, but I can't do that." Edward said.
"Why not?" I questioned.
"Because, it wouldn't be fair to you. As much as I don't want to do this I can't fight for you knowing that you really care for him and want him." Edward said and stroked my cheek, "He is everything you want and while I am some of the things you wanted I can't give you what you truly want. Damon believes you to be strong where as I am constantly worrying about you. He knows you and I don't; not completely, but most of all it's the way you look at each other. When you see each other there is so much unspoken love that it put Esme and Carlisle to shame. Jasper confirmed my thoughts when he saw the way you two were before we saw each other in the alley way." Edward said.
"Edward I don't want to lose you because a part of me loves you." I said and I could feel the tears ready to spill over.
"You won't lose me Bella; I'll always be there if you need me." Edward said and kissed my forehead, "Come on you're starting to shake from the cold."
Damon's Point of View
"So Charlie called me and asked for our help." Jeremy said trying to keep my mind off Bella and Edward, "Apparently they are having some sort of charity carnival and they need help with music."
"What are you suggesting Jer; you, me, and Matt play?" Tyler asked.
"Yeah and maybe Bella could sing." Jeremy replied.
"Jer, you know she quit singing after Chris died." Elena said quietly.
"And maybe it's time I start singing again." Someone said and we turned to see Bella.
"Everything good baby B?" Tyler asked.
"Yeah, we're good." Bella said.
I stood up and was about to say something as she came over to me, but before I could she pulled my face down to hers and kissed me. When we finally pulled away everyone was staring, but my eyes were focusing on Bella whose eyes were ocean blue a color I had rarely seen since Chris had died.
"You're happy." I stated.
"Yes because I'm in love." She replied and my lips found hers once again.
"Okay you two can suck face some other time." Bonnie said and I pulled away chuckling.
"Bella are you sure you want to do this?" Elena asked.
"Yeah, I need to." Bella said. "Guys you remember the music that we had been working on when Chris died well let's just say lately I have been inspired and I wrote some lyrics."
"Alright you heard the girl everyone except the band out and go explore the town." Tyler said ushering us out.
"I'll see you later tonight?" I asked and Bella nodded.
I hated the fact that I couldn't stay with her, but when Bella was working on her music I knew to stay away and allow her to let it flow.
"Damon," Stefan said coming over to me, "The wolves would like to speak with us."
"Very well." I answered in a bored tone.
We met the wolves at what was called the treaty line and the Cullen's were there as well. Sam walked over to us first;
"We need to discuss a temporary treaty since you will be staying in our territory." He said.
"There is no need to worry about us." Stefan said.
"The hell there isn't that blonde one almost killed Bella." Jake growled pointing to Caroline and Matt stepped in front of her.
"NO I DIDN'T I WOULD NEVER HURT BELLA!" Caroline screamed and let her vampire face appear.
"So what were you doing?" Rose asked.
"Stopping her from losing control," Bonnie said stepping forward, "Look there's a lot you don't know about Bella and although we have known her since we were kids there's a lot we don't know."
"What are you talking about?" Alice asked.
"Did you know she had an older brother?" Elena asked.
"Elena…" I said staring at her as everyone but our group said no.
"Damon they need to know some things." She told me and looked back to the Cullen's and pack, "Well two years ago he died and she quit using her powers."
"So you've known since you were kids she had powers?" Sam questioned.
"Yes, Elena, myself, Caroline, Jeremy, Matt, and Tyler have all known. Damon and Stefan met Bella two years ago about six months before her brother's death and Anna is new to the group. Carter and Meredith are unaware of all this." Bonnie explained.
"Why did she quit using her powers?" Jake asked.
"That's none of your business." I snarled at him.
"You know something don't you?" Emmett said bowing up.
"Yes; look we don't know what happened to Bella's brother or why she quit, but Stefan and Damon do." Elena answered.
"It's not our story to tell or try to explain; you want answers you will have to talk to her, but I doubt she will give you any." My brother said.
"Let's get back on course; the treaty." I said.
"No hunting humans or turning them." Sam said "And no coming to La Push."
"Fine, now if we are done we have to go." I said and we all left.
Bella's Point of View
"Wow Bella those songs are really good and fit the music perfect." Matt said as we finished working out the kinks.
"Thanks." I said and grabbed a bottle of water.
"Baby B, are you sure you're ready for this?" Tyler asked me.
I sighed, "Look I know you guys are worried but don't be. I'll see you guys tomorrow for one more run through."
I left and headed to Dad's house. It was eleven o'clock and he was crashed in the recliner.
I laughed and went to wake him;
"Dad." I said shaking his shoulder.
"Bells what time is it?" he asked.
"Eleven hey I got the band thing worked out so no worries." I said and we both went upstairs.
Dad decided to shower in the morning so I took on really quick and put on some black sweats and a black tank. As I laid down in my bed I heard something hitting my window. I got up opened it and there on the ground was Damon smirking. I smiled and went down to the front door.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Well I told you I would see you later tonight and here I am." He said. "Are you going to invite me in?"
I laughed, "Damon I have been living in the same house as you for the past three months of course you can come in."
He stepped into the house, I closed and locked the door then turned to him.
"Charlie is quite the bachelor isn't he." Damon stated looking around the living room.
"Yeah the eternal bachelor." I said quoting my dad.
"You look tired." Damon said and before I could respond he picked me up and in a second I was lying on my bed.
"A little warning next time." I said.
Damon smiled sat down next to me and replied, "Now what would be the fun in that?"
"Are you gonna ask?" I questioned.
"Ask what?" Damon replied.
"Am I sure about doing the concert." I answered.
Damon laughed and raised my eyebrow, "Bella I'm not him."
I gasped, "Damon, no I didn't mean Edward I meant….. well everyone is asking me and I….oh never mind." I said and laid down placing a pillow over my face.
I felt the bed shift and then he laid down next to me removing the pillow.
"You are quite cute when you get frustrated." Damon chuckled. "I knew what you meant I just wanted to see how you would react."
"That's mean." I said and smacked his arm. "I think you should leave."
"I could and then just come back later remember I can come in anytime I want to now." Damon said with a devilish gleam in his eyes.
Damon and I talked for an hour before I crashed. Tomorrow was the last run through and then that night would be the first time in two years I would stand and sing.
(The next night still Bella's Point of View)
"You okay Bella?" Matt asked as he tuned his guitar.
"You look green." Jeremy said as he handed me some water.
"Look boys I'm as good as I'll ever be, but I want to start with something familiar." I said.
"Okay what do you want to do?" Ty asked me.
I gave them a smile and they nodded knowing exactly what I was thinking.
The lights dimmed and we went on stage; no one except my Mystic Falls crew (that's what I liked to call them) knew we were going to perform. My dad didn't even know and I was giddy from all the butterflies. I wanted to start off with something light and fun. Matt started out followed by Me and Ty, and then finally Jeremy;
Oh sweetheart, put the bottle down. You've got too much talent
I see you through those bloodshot eyes; there's a cure you've found it
Slow motion sparks, you caught that chill; now don't deny it
But boys will be boys oh yes they will; they don't wanna define it
Just give up the game and get into me
If you're looking for thrills then get cold feet
The lights came on and everyone was shocked.
Oh no I do not hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand
And your heart on your sleeve
Oh no I do not hook up, up
I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try
The harder I'll fight
To say ... Goodnight
I smiled as Caroline, Elena, and Bonnie sang along since they knew this one.
I can't cook, no, but I can clean
Up the mess she left
Lay your head down and feel the beats
As I kiss your forehead
This may not last
But this is now
So love the one you're with
You want a chase
But you're chasing your tail
A quick fix won't ever get you well
Oh no, I do not hook up, up
I go slow.
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand
And your heart on your sleeve
Oh no I do not hook up, up
I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try
The harder I'll fight
To say ... Goodnight
'Cause I feel the distance
Between us
Could be over
With a snap of your finger...
Oh no
I took a chance look at the Cullen's and pack and they were in complete shock.
Oh no I do not hook up, up
I go slow
So if you want me
I don't come cheap
Keep your hand in my hand
And your heart on your sleeve
Oh no I do not hook up, up
I fall deep
'Cause the more that you try
The harder I'll fight
To say...
'Cause the more that you try
The harder I'll fight
To say... Goodnight
Everyone screamed for us and I smiled.
"Forks how are you guys?" I asked "Bet you didn't expect me up here. I want to introduce you to these amazing guys up here. On lead guitar we have the sweet soulful Matt Donavan." Matt did a little solo and everyone cheered. "On bass we have the very charming boyish Jeremy Gilbert." Jeremy did a solo as well. "And last but not least on drums we have the athletic smartass Tyler Lockwood." Tyler did his solo. "Now are you guys ready for some more music?"
The Cullen's and the pack just stood there and I wondered if they had gone into shock. Damon was smirking as usual and I rolled my eyes at him
Everyone cheered and I smiled, "Alright let's go. Now if you have a glass I want you to raise it!"
Matt and Jeremy started playing, then Tyler and I came in;
Right, right, turn off the lights
We're gonna lose our minds tonight
What's the dealio?
I love when it's all too much
5am turn the radio up
Where's the rock 'n roll?
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you're a gangsta
Don't be fancy, just get dancy
Why so serious?
I sang the last part to my former family and the pack
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Slam, slam, oh hot damn
What part of a party don't you understand?
We should just freak out
Can't stop, coming in hot
I should be locked up right on the spot
It's so on right now
Party crasher, penny snatcher
Call me up if you're a gangsta
Don't be fizzy, just get dizzy
Why so serious?
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Oh shit! My glass is empty
That sucks!
Everyone laughed and my dad just shook his head.
So if you're too school for cool
And you're treated like a fool
You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always party on our own
So raise your
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways, all my underdogs
We will never be, never be anything but loud
And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass!
Won't you come on and come on and
Raise your glass for me!
Just come on and come on and
Raise your glass for me!
Again the crowd cheered this time Emmett, Leah, and Seth joined in while the others were still assessing the events unfolding before them.
"Have you guys ever had your lives mapped out or dictated to you…wait we all have parents." I said and the crowd laughed. "Well for those who want to control us this one's for you from all of us."
I feel chained, chained down
You shoved me to the ground
I can't run, I can't shout
Just let me out
So heartless, this couldn't mean less
Gonna push it in your face
I'm only human
And I've got something to say
Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I'll get back up again if you let me fall
If I burn down in this fire
Well, I got myself to blame
I can't stop or give it up
I need to feel the pain
Can you hear me?
Don't come near me
You'll just get in my way
I'm only human
And there's nothing you can say
Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I will get up again if you let me fall
Say you know who I am
And what I'm about
Then you'll understand that I feel alone
I live my own life
Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I will get up again if you let me fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
If you let me fall
If you let me
If you let me fall
If you let me fall
I will get up again if you let me fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
If you let me fall
If you let me fall
Let me fall
I finished and my eyes went straight to Edward and Jake. That song was specifically for them. I wanted them to know that I could have handled anything, but they were too scared to allow me any freedom or trust me. Dad brought out a stool and my acoustic guitar. I know this was going to be harsh for Edward and Jake but I needed them to know and feel how bad they hurt me. When I played everything I felt came out and this song was the one that was going to open that flood gate I had closed off….
A/N: Okay I know I ended it here, but this is only part one. What I have planned for this scene needs to be in two parts. Now the songs Bella sings are:
Kelly Clarkson- I do not hook up
Pink- Raise your glass
Alexz Johnson- Let me fall.
Now I do not own Twilight, Vampire Diaries or these songs. Please review and let me know what you thought.