A/N – So it's been three months since my last update, wow! To be honest, I wasn't planning on continuing this story but I've been getting emails of it being favourited and a couple of reviews now and then which makes me feel so much better to know there are people wanting more, so here we go.
Chapter 4 - The Sex Talk
Jacob POV
The sun hit my face through the small gap between the curtains covering the tiny window above my bed, I had the biggest grin on my face that you could possibly imagine, yesterday was one of the best days of my life. I could still feel Bella's lips on my own and it was amazing.
"Jacob!" My father's voice echoed down the hall so loud you'd like an elephant was running towards my room.
"I'm up!" I yelled back, jumping up and rubbing my eyes.
I quickly dressed and rushed to the kitchen, stacking up pancakes on my plate, something good must have happened because my dad doesn't usually make pancakes! I won't complain though.
"What time is it?" I asked, my mouth full.
Billy grimaced and commented on talking with my mouth full. "Its just after eleven" He replied when he saw me swallow. "You had a call earlier."
"I did?" I asked as I eyed his face, he smirked.
"Yes. Not from Bella so don't get all hopeful, it was Anna." He smiled.
"Anna?" I asked, confused on why Anna called me when she said she wanted space.
"Yeah, she wants you to meet her on First Beach" Billy said.
"When?" I questioned him further, not sure I wanted to go.
"In about ten minutes" He replied calmly.
My jaw practically hit the table, I jumped up, grabbed my shoes and rushed out the door. In five minutes flat I was at First Beach, I would have been there faster but I decided to pace myself and prepare for what was likely to take place, she was going to say she hates me and never wants to speak to me again. I spotted her casually walking along the beach as the waves gently brushed up against the sand.
"Anna!" I called out to her, her head snapped towards me and she smiled.
"Hey, there you are" She said sweetly.
"Hey, yeah, you wanted to talk?" I asked her as I approached her.
"Yeah, come and sit" She said as she sat down, I sat beside her, making sure I wasn't too close.
"Is this about yesterday?" I questioned her, watching her face for a grimace.
"Uhm..yeah" She spoke calmly.
"Okay." Was all that came out of my mouth, I had no idea what else to say.
"Look I know you have no feelings for me but I want you to give me a chance, I could make you happy" She smiled and reached for my hand.
I pulled away from her and stood up. "I'm sorry but I can't, we can't be together!"
Her eyes flashed with pain and she turned away from me, a few moments later she was standing facing me as she placed her hand on my shoulder.
"You're right, I'm sorry" She smiled.
"Thank you" I smiled and pulled her into a hug.
We stayed like that for a moment or two before I pulled back, I barely had time to register before her lips claimed mine and her hands secured themselves behind my head, pulling me closer, I pushed her off and she stumbled slightly.
"What the hell are you doing?" I asked, enraged. "We've already been through this!"
"I can't help it, You're too irresistible...It's hard not to kiss you" She replied.
"Well try to! otherwise we can't be friends" I spat out.
"I don't want to be friends, you know that" She spat back.
"Well I do, or at least I thought I did but you won't stop so I will, goodbye!" I shouted as I backed up and stormed away.
"Where are you going?" She asked, shouting from behind me.
"To see Bella! Who I love!" I shouted, putting as much venom into my statement as I could.
She stopped dead in her tracks as she watched me walk away.
I made my way home and within two minutes I was in the rabbit and on my way to Bella. I smiled to myself as I thought of her. I'd be with her soon and I'd be able to breathe properly, to function again, I always felt this way about her, It was like I had imprinted only in my own way and that would always be the way I looked at it, I didn't need to imprint for real when I had Bella, she was my world and always had been. I pulled into Charlie's driveway and noticed the cruiser was still there, that's weird.
"Hello?" I called as I entered the house using the spare key Charlie had given me.
"Jacob? In here" I heard Charlie's voice bellowing from the kitchen.
I entered and found him sitting at the table trying to focus on reading a paper, he looked extremely worried and that had me on edge, why was he looking so worried? Did something happen to Bella? Where was she?
"What's going on Charlie?" I asked, taking a seat beside him.
"It's Bella" He spoke quietly.
"Is she okay? Where is she?" I pushed him further, worry clouding my mind now more than ever.
"She's upstairs, she won't come out of her room, I called your house but Billy said you were out." He continued.
"Oh, sorry." I spoke. "I'll go see if I can get her to come out"
I didn't waste another minute, I quickly rushed up the stairs and I was standing in front of Bella's room before I knew it, gently knocking on the door.
"Bella." I whispered. "It's me, Jake."
No reply.
"Come on, honey" I spoke a little louder. "Open the door, please!"
I heard shuffling and the click of the lock then everything was silent again, I slowly opened the door, hesitantly poking my head through the gap and glancing around the room, everything looked fine.
"Bella?" I asked, glancing around for her.
"I'm here" Her voice rang out from behind the door.
I stepped inside and closed the door behind me, her hand reached across beside me and turned the lock again.
"Bells, are you okay?" I asked, worry etched across my face as she slowly approached me.
She shook her head and wrapped her arms around me, I wasted no time before my own arms were wrapped tightly around her.
"I missed you!" She sobbed into my chest. "I've been so scared, something happened"
I tensed and looked down at her. "What is it?"
She hesitated before letting go of me and walking over to her bedside table, she picked up a piece of paper before sitting on the bed and holding it out to me. I walked over and grasped the paper in my hands before holding it up to my face.
Soon, my love - E.
That was it, three simple words and an initial on a piece of paper and Bella was a mess. I was going to kill this leech, he was crazy! I lay across the bed and held my arms out to her.
"Come here honey, lie with me" I smiled at her warmly.
She responded quickly, snuggling into me and breathing in my scent, something I was used to doing with her.
"I love the way you smell Jake, all woodsy, It makes me feel safe" She spoke gently.
"You don't smell too bad yourself, Bells" I joked.
Bella laughed slightly before glancing up at my face, we stared at each other for a moment before our lips collided and all was right in my world. I gripped her slightly, trying to push my sexual need for her away for the moment but I couldn't ignore the hardening between us as she pushed in closer. I groaned.
"Bells...I..sorry" I spoke, glancing down between us.
"It's okay" She smiled "I like having that effect on you, makes me feel powerful" She joked. She actually joked.
"That's my Bells" I smiled and laughed at her. "Do I always have that effect on you?"
She pulled back and raised her eyebrow. "Come on Jake, you know you do since you can smell my...arousal!"
I smiled smugly. "I know, I just wanted to hear you admit it."
She smacked my shoulder and I laughed at her feeble attempt to hurt me. She kissed me once more before sitting up.
"Where you going?" I asked.
"We should probably go downstairs before Charlie comes up here wondering if we're having sex" She simply stated, blushing.
"I love it when you blush, Bells and I wish that's what we were doing!" I laughed.
"Jake!" She mock scolded me, I knew she was thinking the same.
"Sorry, I can't help it" I replied "I love you and I can't wait to show you how much"
"Me too, I'm looking forward to it...very much" She smiled for a second before it faltered. "What about this note?"
I sat up and pulled her onto my lap, staring deep into her eyes. "Honey, let's not think about it right now, we'll arrange a meeting with the pack later, can we just enjoy each other's company for a few hours?"
"Of course we can." She smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"Can we kiss for a few hours?" I asked.
"Mmm, yes." She smiled and kissed me again.
"Can we...snuggle?" I asked.
"Since when do boys-" She began but I cut her off.
"Men! I'm a man, baby" I corrected her.
She laughed. "Sorry, since when do men want to snuggle?"
"I'll do anything for you" I replied.
"Okay. Yes then, we can" She grinned.
"Good. Can we make love?" I asked, raising my eyebrows suggestively.
"Jake!" She smacked my arm, I laughed but almost choked when she continued.
"Maybe later." She said as she stood and headed for the door.
I mentally did a victory dance at the prospect of me and Bella in a bed, writhing in pleasure, naked and sweaty. Oh yeah! Wait, get a hold of yourself Jake, there's plenty of time for that...later.
"One more thing, Bells" I called for her as she opened the door.
"Yeah?" She asked.
"This one is the most important of all..." I continued, standing before her.
"Oh?" She replied.
"Can we..." I began, wrapping my arms around her.
She looked at me as I leaned in close, our lips just an inch apart, He breath ghosting over my lips as I smiled and leaned closer, stopping right before our lips were about to touch.
"Can we have something to eat?" I continued.
She pulled back and giggled. "Oh Jake. That's just like you to be thinking about food right now."
I laughed along with her. "Well you know me. I eat...a lot!" I smiled. "Besides, I'm gonna need to be full and not hungry at all for our extra curricular activities later" I smiled.
"You're right, we are..." She simply stated before grabbing my hand and dragging me towards the stairs.
Okay, this day might just trump yesterday if what we've planned later goes according to plan. Jacob Black, you are one lucky guy! And hopefully no longer a virgin tomorrow.
A/N 2 - Okay, so it's not the longest of chapters but I'm hoping there'll be longer ones to come, I'll work on a chapter 5 soon, I'm hoping to have at least 5-6 more reviews before I do, so if you're reading, please review and hopefully you'll see more of this fanfic in the future. :D
