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The way it is

BPOV:

As I woke in the morning I couldn't remember what happened last night or where I was. I was scared, I remember being with Jake and that he tried to rape me and me telling him it was over and him belting the shit out of me and driving off saying I was going to regret it as I was trying to remember what happened. I felt someone move, someone I was laying on. I didn't know who because I had my back to them. I froze out of fear and shut my eyes tight hoping that the person still thought I was asleep. Whomever it was put their hands around my waist and secured me to them. I tried to move really slowly to try and get free but I couldn't. This person wasn't hot like Jake and I felt safe here. This person felt taller for some reason then it all came back to me. This was Edward, oh god, what have I done? I remember asking him not to hurt me over and over till I cried myself to sleep.

I was going to be in big shit now. What will my family do? "Bella why are you crying?" Edward asked, I didn't even know I was till he said it. I was just so scared that they will all hate me. Mum, Dad, Emmett, Rose, Alice, Jasper all of them, they like Jake. What was I going to do? I sat up and Edward pulled me to him and just held me. I don't even think he will want anything to do with me when he finds out.

"Edward they're going to hate me if you told them I was here and what I was saying last night, I'm so weak." I whispered. I really felt like I was. Everything in me told me I was, I let people push me around and things over my head. They may be scared of my family but not me. I was the weakest link and everyone knew it.

"Your not weak and they don't hate you Bella, they love you. Emmett can't understand why you didn't tell him? He's pissed but not at you. It's at Jake because of what he did to you, but not at you, he loves you Bella."

What Edward was saying wasn't making sense. It sounded true but didn't make sense. Jake told me hundreds of times that no one cared or loved me, it hurt but also after awhile I believed him.

"Yes I am and Jake always told me they didn't love me or want me."

"I'm going to kill him." he whispered I don't think I was suppose to hear but I did and I couldn't ignore it, I just couldn't.

"No!" I shouted scaring him and me both "you can't, you can't! He will hurt you Edward or if you do you will go back to jail no, no I won't let you." I was talking normal now,

"I would go to jail for you Bella, I would and I don't think I will get the chance to do anything when Emmett, your dad, Rose, Jasper, Alice and your mum are finished with him and who ever else wants a go."

I gasped, "Alice and Rose?" I was shocked, "do you know who my family is?" I asked stunned that he already knew, he nodded.

"but how?"

"I've known your parents for a bit over 2 yrs Bella." He said so quiet,

well to say I was shocked was the understatement of the year. How did he know them for that long? What the hell? I knew something was up. "what did they do to you Edward?"

"Nothing but help me." was all he said

It was hard to think straight with Edward being so close to me. I felt zaps of electricity shooting throughout my whole body and the way he was staring at me had me blushing deep red. I had to put my head down. "I don't understand." I muttered.

"how about we get some lunch and then I tell you all about it?"

with that my tummy grumbled loud. I couldn't say I wasn't hungry now and to tell you the truth I didn't even know I was till Edward said lunch. I blushed even harder,

"ok what's the time? And isn't it Monday?"

"12:30 and yes it is Bella."

"oh shit we missed school. Well I did, I don't know about you?"

"Yea we will go tomorrow."

He helped me out of the bed and we walked hand in hand to the kitchen. Edward got us a chicken salad sandwich.

I heard Edward moan while he ate and after a few bites I couldn't help but laugh at him.

"what?"

"your moaning. That good, is it?"

"better than prison food. I love mums cooking." and with that he laughed too. His mum and dad must be at work and Alice at school.

When we finished cleaning up our mess Edward lead us back up to his room so we can talk. He looked scared and hurt. I noticed he was trying to avoid the conversation of us after an hour of him asking simple questions like favorite my song to my pets name.

"Please tell me Edward?" I said putting my hand on his arm. He looked sad.

"You might hate me after."

"no I don't think I will. Your not a bad person Edward."

Edward was quiet for about five minutes before he spoke. Luckily he pulled me in his arms or I wouldn't have heard what he was saying, he was talking so quietly. I could see it was hard for him and there was a lot of pain in his eyes and voice. I looked up at him the whole time he spoke as the tears wanted to fall but he wouldn't let them, not yet. He told me everything from how he met mum and dad, to how Tanya framed him to why he got locked up at fifteen and went to jail not Juvenal prison for people under eighteen to what happened in there to how he got out five years early, thanks to my parents.

I couldn't believe she would do that to him. It was so unfair and wrong, she deserved to get her ass kicked and handed to her on a platter. I was so pissed, I was crying for him. I was hurting for him, I wanted to go kill this bitch for him. All I saw was red.

"talk please Bella, talk to me. Don't hate me too." well that pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked at him and put my hands on both sides of his perfect cheeks and kissed him with so much love and passion. He froze at first then responded to me. The sparks that few were unbelievable and the taste of his mouth was the best taste ever. All I wanted was more and more. I tasted his lips as he opened them for me to access his mouth. His tongue tasted just as good as his lips. We played with our tongues and it was just as delicious as the rest of him but we had to end the kiss. We pulled away both panting for air trying to catching our breaths. There was a fire in my mouth that craved for more. I liked my lips to try to get that taste of him again. I wanted more but I knew if I did that again he would freak right out.

"I would say sorry but I'm not that was the best damn kiss I have ever had and I enjoyed it all" I don't know why I wasn't shy, I was usually the shy quiet girl but I needed him to know that I don't regret it or him.

"I'm glad your not Bella. That was the best god damn kiss I ever had too, thank you." We sat there for awhile in our own thoughts till I moved a bit and Edward caught my mouth with his again. We were in a make out session for about the fifth time in the last ten minutes when Esme knocked on Edwards door to see how we were doing. Just as she was about to leave Carlisle walked in the room asking Edward if he could give us a second, he needed to talk to me. Edward walked out with a look at me to say it was okay and he will be back soon.

Carlisle got straight down to business. Doctor mode.

"First things first Bella, I will help you anyway I can but you must tell me everything. You don't have to talk to me but I can recommend a very good councilor if you like?"

"no thank you Carlisle. I'm fine really, a bit sore but fine."

"okay, but please do tell me if you ever need me. Now where does it hurt Bella? Show me?"

I lifted my top up and his eyes nearly popped out of his head."Oh My God Bella." was all he said as he came over feeling my ribs to make sure none of them were broken. I flinched and screamed as a reflex and at that moment Edward walked into the room, took one look at me and stormed back out with total hatred on his face. Oh no!

"what did I do?" I asked as he seen Edward too.

"nothing Bella he just heard you scream and seen your bruises. He knows who did this, I better get him before he does something he regrets. Please stay here Bella?"

He left and I heard him yell at someone. "where did he go?"

"That way." Alice said back.