Rated: Teen Chuck/Blair

I got pretty distracted with school and everything else but I got a chance today to continue this. I hope this is good.

New Blair in Paris 3

Her date with Tyler turned out to be dreadful. The restaurant he took her to was cheap. The food they had ate was unappetizing. He was the most boring person when he opened his mouth. Who knew looks could deceive? Well, of course there was Jenny Humprey... but we all know that Jenny is Brooklyn trash. She pretended that she was interested in his every wordeven through she wanted to escape. It was all for show because Blair knew that he would be somewhere in the restaurant watching her every move. She was quite an actress when lying to people but she had to be careful with the things she said and did because for some reason Chuck Bass could read her like an open book.

Blair waited for Tyler to finish paying the bill by the restaurant door but she could not stand the smell of the restaurant any longer for some reason, it made her feel sick. She needed fresh air. Blair walked out of the French restaurant in her Jimmy Choo heels and stood by the door. It would be a perfect time for a smoker to smoke but Blair was not a smoker, so she just breathed in air. She stopped when she felt a sent of expensive cigarette smoke and alcohol reach up to her. She recognized the familiar scent of Chuck Bass but it never felt so strong as it was now.

Blair saw him from the corner of her eye. She recognized the red scarf he was wearing. It was his trademark scarf back from high school. God, why was he wearing it now. Did he really think that I would come running back to him when I saw the scarf? Sure, he looks hot but that basshole will never get my heart again. Chuck put out his cigarette out when finally reaching Blair.

Blair glares at him. "Oh, don't stop in account of me. I'm leaving anyway."

"Date not going out as planned?" Chuck replied ignoring what she said.

"Not that it's any of your business Bass but it's going great."

Chuck chuckled, "Right Blair, like you would ever enjoy a place this shabby."

"I did it was unexpected, spontaneous. It really did not matter about the food because me Tyler were doing other stuff most of time anyway." Blair giggled as if remembering what they did. She was not looking in Chuck's eyes but knew that he was.

Chuck noticed that she was not looking at him. "Clearly, your lying because doing that thing when your eyes aren't matching your lips."

Blair was about to answer him back when Tyler walked out over to her. He grabbed her waist. She pulled him in for a long kiss before getting onto the back of his motorcycle. She whispered something into his ear while he turned back to smile at her. Tyler started to drive his motorcycle and she wanted to look back, just once, to see his face but she knew that she could not take the risk knowing well that he would be looking at her with concern. I'm not his little mission. I clearly told him that I never wanted to see him again after that thing with Brooklyn. He is such a basshole to think that I would ever accept his help .

Damn, this was not her. She was not some girl who went out on dates and took risks, well of course she did with him but that was because he consumed her. She was Blair Waldorf. She hated not knowing how things would turn out, she needed control, so she created this fictional world of Blair Waldorf that was much like Serena's party past.

Once she and Tyler got to the hotel, she knew time was short and that he would be here shortly arriving in a limo. She had to think of a plan quickly, which was simple of course since she was Blair Waldorf but whatever. She told Tyler to walk her inside the hotel but no, he would not be included in her plan since Tyler would be too much work to follow through. Tyler walked out and Blair walked up to the Hotel Reservation area. She would get another room, so she would not have to stuck with Serena when she wanted to be left alone.

Blair was now the first one on line. She greeted the young women in french but soon learned that the woman could speak English. "I want to get a room with one bedroom."

"Alright. I have a room on floor 4 is that alright?" Blair nodded quickly.

It would be more than alright knowing that the room was lower than Serena's and probably Chuck's since she knew Serena opened her big mouth and told him everything. "Yes, that would be perfect."

"Can I get your name?"

Blair looked at her and said slowly. "Audrey Hepburn." The woman looked at her with raised eyebrows.

This girl is lying but does it matter, I still get paid."Okay...Audrey. Cash or Credit?"

"Cash." Blair handed her the account that was needed and received the keys. She took the stairs knowing that the he would not.

In the room she felt dizzy after walking in her heels up four floors or maybe from barely touching her food all day. She could not take it. He was not supposed to be in Paris, bringing back all the terrible memories that she could think of. Her head was aching in pain from thoughts of how he fucked Jenny just because she was late. She hated Chuck for taking Jenny's virginity because he was her first now she would be put in the same category as someone she hated with a passion..

She threw her Valentino shoes at the wall and tears were falling down her deep down eyes. She sat weakly on the floor and broke down crying with her hands covering her face. Did he touch her like he touched me? Was he gentle on Jenny too because it was her damn first time? She didn't remember losing control since high school and it was not going to stop now. He probably wanted someone who's skinny and if he wanted gothic Barbie. He could fucking have her! She was in her bathroom, about to do something that she knew was going to happen anyway in the near future, something that she did before Chuck. But now Chuck was someone she couldn't even speak his name. She felt ugly looking in the mirror seeing mascara smears, her hair messed up, and the way her body looked.

She kneeled down by the porcelain toilet. I hate myself. I hate you for this. She put her finger down her throat without a second thought. She needed the memories to go away and if this was what it would take then she would do it. She felt pain in her dry throat. Her throat never hurt as it did now mainly because usually before she would eat before doing this ungraceful act but now she was emptying what had been consumed the day before.

She could not get back up, her legs were shaking and her head was spinning. I just need to sleep. Now her vision was blacking off and Blair was thinking it was just sleep but it was something much more.

Xoxo

This was supposed to be much longer but I will spit it in half since I want the other one to be the last one. I love everyone who reviewed. Whenever I receive a receive I really want to write more and I get a smile with excitement. Thank you so much for much for reading.! Xoxo C