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I looked out through my window hotel. It was driving me freaking crazy. I could still not believe this. She was not there anymore for me. At least not for now but what the hell was she thinking?! That I could survive without her? Well, of course I can but the idea of her being away from me for that long it was killing me.

"What are we going to do tomorrow?" I asked; we where in my hotel room. It was raining outside and we were all wet because of it so we decided that it would be better if we stayed somewhere dry as long as it would be raining. She was going to answer me but then stopped.

"Tomorrow" she muttered.

"I was thinking maybe we could go to a bar or to the movies" I started but then shut up.

"I can't" she said suddenly.

"Ok, then we can do something else like—"but she cut me off before finishing.

"I mean tomorrow. I won't be here." I did not understand what she was saying.

"What?" I was able to ask after a long paused.

"I have something to do tomorrow; I completely forgot about that"

"That's fine, I can come along. I won't bother you"

"I would love you to come with me where I'm going but you can't, at least not now"

"What?"

"Matt, I will be back in three days ok?"

"You what?!" I stared at her waiting for her to say that she was kidding but it never happen. "You'll be gone?"

"Just for three days"

"No. Stay come one."

"Sorry I can't. I have to go" she smiled at me but I didn't smile back. This was not good. "I won't need my car where I'm going so you can use it. I'll be back in three days I promise ok?" she kissed my check and left my room leaving the cars key on the night table.

It's been already a month since I've been here doing everything but always with Mimi around. We had breakfast together, lunch, dinner. Sometimes we also take a snap or I go with her to work. There are only 3 things we don't do together; we don't sleep together; we don't do anything in the bathroom together; and we don't live together. Everything else…

She is my friend; my only true friend in this foreign country. She is the only one who can change my world when she is around. She makes me happy, she makes me forget, and she is like the perfect medicine for my illness.

I haven't thought about Sora when she is around. The only time I thought about her was at night when she was not around and now…

The dark room was mine. The curtains were shut and the only light my eyes could see was the one coming from the hall under the door. I could not sleep, I could not think straight. Sora was showing up in every single of my thoughts. And the dreams were the worst.

She was there, calling my name.

I was walking down a hall following her voice. The doors at both sides were clothes and I kept walking through the hall waiting to found one of them open.

The first room I walked in was a reunion my parents made years ago in the beach house. I met Sora there. I could see how my other me, was there watching her walked to him.

She was beautiful and breath-taking. She said hello to me in such a way that I couldn't reply automatically. We drink vine and talked in the terrace. She smiled at me and looked away after I told her that she was stunning. I kept on telling her how amazing was to own a Yates, especially when I had the perfect company to go out with it. Her eyes were concentrating in something else. I could not tell what it was till she says she would love to go out on my Yates the next day.

Then I saw it. While one I was staring at Sora, the other me was following her gaze. I recognized Tai on the beach talking to Kari and Tk.

I closed my eyes and opened them again. I was back in the hall way. I automatically started walking again. I entered to the next opened room.

It was the ball, the day when I asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes without thinking twice.

Then we dance but then I was not me anymore. Instead of me dancing with her, Tai was dancing with Sora.

I looked at them and then realized that I was back in the hallway. I got into the next room.

Sora was taking a shower. I was out there waiting for her to finish. She denied me to get it when she was there. I respected it but kind of hate it. Then she got out and smiled. I smiled back before seeing Tai walking out of the shower too.

Before I got sick of the idea I was back in the hall way. I didn't want to see more than I had yet but there was no way to stop me from walking into the next room.

I saw Sora with me walking on the beach. She was talking how great was going to be us married. The life we were going to shared. The things we were going to have. Where we were going to live? How many kids we where going to have. She made it so wonderful than for one seconds my world was in peace again. She told me that she wanted to name our first boy, because she was sure it was going to be a boy, like his father … Tai.

I felt how my world felt apart at her words. The ground disappeared she started laughing madly at me. I fell down to vortex that appeared under my feet. I closed my eyes waiting for the impact that never came. I opened my eyes slowly and find myself back in the freaking hall way. I wanted so badly to wake up but it was impossible. I used all the power on me to stop myself from getting into the next room. The door was like the ones in those fancy hotels in Las Vegas. Nothing good could come from there, but before I realized I was already in.

It was our third anniversary. She wanted to visit some hotels so she could have some options for our honeymoon. I told her that having vacations for that reason was ridiculous but she insisted anyway. One day I had gone and close a deal in Las Vegas, she usually comes with me but she insisted in staying in the Hotel. Lucky me, it only took me 40 minutes to close the deal. I expected like spending 3 or 4 hours talking and explaining to him and then having a drink with him but my client had this rush in getting home early to her lovely wife. I did the same thing. My expression was the reflection itself from horror when I followed my other me back to the hotel room. This couldn't be happening. I opened the door and found my lovely girlfriend wearing nothing but a really hot and short, black- purple nightgown. I could see right through it the matching underwear.

"You are back" she said more surprised than what I would want. I was hypnotized so my other I didn't notice and walked right to her dropping his case and suit-jacket on the ground. She grabbed her cell phone from the night table before I jump over her and started kissing her fiercely. She didn't stop me but play a bit with her cell phone before living it again in the night table before kissing me back.

My other I was to focus in doing what he was doing to think about the cell phone. So I took it from the night table and analyzed it. She has just sent a text message to somebody. I checked the message and it was for Tai. It wouldn't have been that bad if I hadn't read it but I couldn't do otherwise.

'Don't come. He's back.'

Was written on the small screen; I let the cell phone fell to the floor and looked up. It was all for him and not for me...

I was still kissing her and trying other stuff when a moan escaped her lips murmuring something about Tai. In a blink it was not me the one on the top of her, it was of course, Tai. He was the one giving her pleasure, he was the kissing her, he was the one making love to MY girlfriend and both were enjoying it.

With those kind of dreams who on earth would be able to sleep? I was blind, too blind to see that she was just playing. I was rich, Tai too, but I was richer. I was handsome, he was good looking. I was nicer than him, to other people. I was funny, sometimes he was too. I had my own opinions; he said what the others wanted to hear. I was fair; he looked always for the easiest way. I thought I was in love, he just played around. I was the perfect boyfriend, he was the perfect lover.

She looked for the perfect hand, she got it. Sora was like the perfect poker player and in our whole relation, she was just bluffing. She used me. She always wanted Tai but he didn't have the reputation I had, so why bothering in marrying him when you have a lovely jackass with companies and money and all the stuff you always wanted and the only thing you have to do to have is pretend to love him?

I could not think in nothing else. I kept torturing myself with this. How stupid could I have been? How could I not see all the signs there were pointing at the simple idea of her cheating on me? Ok, ok. Of course I didn't see it, I was in love with her, was I? Besides who would think her girlfriend is cheating on him when she says she is so in love with him? Maybe, just maybe… she said that too much…

I kept thinking of it. My head started spinning. It was weird. I haven't had a drink since two days ago on a bar with Mimi and I was already drunk? Nonsense… It must be something else.

I felt hot and the cold. I looked out through the window. It's been already more than a day since Mimi's gone. I felt like a prisoner in my own hotel room. I needed to get out to somewhere. I didn't care where but away from here and near to Mimi would be better than fine to me. So I got her car keys and walked out of the room in just a pair of jeans and a dark blue t-shirt. I felt how the t-shirt was stick at my torso because of the cold sweat.

The elevator was too slow, so I walk down the stairs. I felt like fainting but I fought against it. A mystery how sometimes you can't help it. I got to the front door and walked out the hotel. It was raining like hell out there. I didn't care and got out. I needed it.

I reached Mimi's truck and looked for the pilot door. I felt like I needed, no, must to lie down immediately. My head was burning and I could barely feel my legs or any other part of my body. So I change my trajectory and reached the back door. I opened it with all the strength I had left in my arms and then closed it behind me. I let my body fall against the soft bed in there. I felt the difference between the temperature between the bed and my cold, wet body. I took a deep breath once I was lying on there. It smells just like Mimi. I took another deep breath and another. The nightmares suddenly vanished and I could in a way think clearly than before. Well, just a bit, it still burned thought. I manage to fall asleep a few minutes after that.

"Matt? Matt?! Oh my god, wake up!" said a sweet voice shaking me softly. It was almost impossible to open my eyes or even to talk but at the end I opened slowly the eyes. "Oh my god, you are burning!" she exclaimed with a worried gaze on her lovely face.

"Yeah… I'm pretty hot sometimes" I managed say or murmured I couldn't tell, but she understood my joke because she smiled at me and giggled softly.

"No dummy" she stroke my cheek sweetly "I mean you have fever"

I opened my eyes slowly. The sunlight was bothering my sleep. My head felt relief after all the sleep I had. It felt like I just have sleep a whole week. I turned around and found Mimi lying next to me. She was still asleep wearing my dark blue button up shirt and of matching boxers. I stared at her. What the hell did last night happen that would end us sharing a bed and her wearing my clothes and underwear?

"It's not what you think" she whispered before opening her eyes. She smiled at me sweetly like if it was normal to her to wake up next to me.

"What happened?" he asked and while Mimi stretched her arms he asked again. "Did we get drunk last night?" she smiled at me.

"I would have wished that" she said before taking my head in her hands touching my cheeks and front-head. "Ok, the bad new, is that you had fever last night. The good one is that I think you don't have fever anymore. But I still have to make sure of that" she added taking out a thermometer and made me hold it in my arm.

"Wait a minute, what day is it?" I asked all of sudden.

"…Wednesday. Why?"

"Are you not supposed to be coming back today and not yesterday?" I asked all confused.

"Yes, but I came back earlier"

"Why?" she sighed.

"I had a bad feeling when I left you, so I went to do what I had to and came back as fast as I could and I'm glad I did if not you could have die in my truck and boy that would have been horrible" I smiled at her.

"Wait. Why are you wearing my clothes and sleeping in my bed with--?" she started giggling.

"I can't believe you! You don't remember a thing?"

"I… no" he said blushing a bit. "What happened?"

"Yesterday…"

"Hi. Could you please tell me if Mr. Ishida is in his room?" I asked to the receptionist.

"I'm Sorry but he went out and didn't tell us where he was going. He has been out since noon" he said smiling at me.

"Thank you" I said back with a small smile. Out there was not raining anymore. It was around 5 so maybe he was coming back any time soon I thought. I walked out the hotel thinking about where you could have gone and found my truck where I have left it. I walked over there and looked at the pilot seat. He was not there and for some reason I decided that maybe you were taking a snap in the back of my truck. So I opened it and found him lying there, covered in cold sweat.

"Matt? Matt?! Oh my god, wake up!" I tried to wake him up but it seemed useless. He slowly opened the eyes. "Oh my god, you are burning!" I exclaimed after touching his front-head.

"Yeah… I'm pretty hot sometimes" he murmured I couldn't help it but smiled at him. He was not dead yet, just deliberating because of the high fever. I giggled softly staring at his beautiful dark blue eyes. "No dummy" I stroke his cheek sweetly "I mean you have fever" she sighed. "I have to take you back to your room. The bed is all wet and in your conditions this makes no good to you"

I passed his arm through my shoulders and tried to carry him back to his hotel. At the reception the maid and the receptionist helped me with him. Once we had him lying on the bed I asked the maid to buy some pills and make a hot chicken soup for him. The receptionist brought a thermometer a while after the maid was gone; then disappeared behind the door.

I couldn't help it but get worried and more worried because of the high temperature of his. He had reached 41° almost 42°. I was about to call an ambulance when I got a better idea.

I stripped him down to his boxers and dragged him into the shower. I was not planning on getting in with him but he could stand correctly and when you almost fell to the floor because of the cold water hitting you skin, I could not help it but jump in and hold him.

After the shower I dry him and dress him with his pajamas or at least I thought they were. I made him eat a bit of soup and take some pills. I felt relief that the cold shower help with the high temperature. Before him falling asleep, his corporal temperature was about 38°.

"And because of the showering part, my clothes ended up all wet and I borrowed some of yours." She smiled at me. I couldn't help it but thought about how could she do all of that for me without thinking of it. "I was planning on sleeping on the couch there" she said pointing to the other side of the room" but you wouldn't let go of me after I put your clothes on and make sure your temperature was near normal again".

"Thank you" I managed to say. She was awesome.

"Don't worry. I can happen to everyone. It's not a big deal" I was going to fight about it but she cut me off taking the thermometer away from my arm. A smile with relief was formed in her face.

"…Finally! 36, 5° you have no fever!" she exclaimed sitting next to me.

"Great! So, what are we going to do today?" I asked sitting up but she pushed me back.

"Today you are going to rest, my dear." I tried again to reply but she lay back next to me and hugged me by the waist resting her head on my chest. "And I'm going to make sure that you don't go anywhere while I sleep a bit more" I said nothing but smiled brightly.

I had no intention on making her change of mind. I was not wondering on going anywhere without her anymore. So her forcing me to stay with her was not much but a gift sent from heaven to me.

Hopefully you aren't mad at me because of making Matt suffer a bit while Mimi was gone. lol. Mimi is not planning to go anywhere anymore... see?

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