hi!!! sorry it took me soooo long. but the university is driving me crazy. it thought i would have no time to write but i decided that i was going to make time. so i'km posting today chapter 5. i hope you like it. i'll do my best to write fast and in every single free time i have so i don't have to wait till holiday to write the next chapter. be patient. please. lol!

ok... this chapter... enjoy

I was waiting for Mimi outside. She told me to pick her up at 9 at her apartment but I was a bit too anxious and appeared at 8:30 p.m. She said she had a surprised for me and I should dress up fine. I was there in rented smocking waiting for her.

She was done at 9. I couldn't believe it. This whole waiting situation was killing me. She walked down the stairs and appeared in the reception of her building. I stood there speechless staring at her.

"Wow" I whispered and she walked to me.

"Hey. You look nice" she said looking at my smocking smiling.

"You look hot" I told her and she giggled as a reply. She was wearing a deep ocean blue dress who matched perfectly to my blue button shirt. The dress was strapless and ended above the knee. The shoes matched perfectly to the dress, the make-up she wears didn't hide her natural beauty but increased it. Her hair was not done in the nut he was used to but loose and curled. She looked so damn sexy. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

"Thank you" she murmured while she looked in my jacket's pocket for the car keys. "Now let's go. We are going to be late"

"I didn't know you do fancy"

"Hey I might don't live in a penthouse with view to the sea but I have friends they do" he laughed, she smiled.

"Where are we going?" I asked her. She drove in silence listening to the music.

"It's a surprise" She replied. She smiled to me and I couldn't think straight but asked again. "You are going to keep it that way until I tell you where we are going?"

"You could say that"

"I know someone" she started "that throws the best parties here in New Zealand. Today's is his birthday. I told him about you and he told me that he wanted to have a word with you" she smiled. She handed me the invitation, I looked at it and then put it on my pocket.

"A word?"

"Nothing to worry… He just wants to meet my friends."

"He is going to kill me"

"Don't be such a pussy; he won't do such a thing" Mimi drove off. We were already there. A big white entrance was waiting for us to come in and once we where out of the car, Mimi had to pull me from the hand so I would walked along with her and for some mysterious reason I felt excited.

"Mimi!" exclaimed a manly voice behind her she turned around and hugged him.

"Hi!"

"I've missed you so much! It's seems to be an eternity since last time we saw each other" Mimi giggled.

"Yeah, it's been a while" they broke the hug and both of them looked at me. "Tyler this is Matt, the one I talked you about over the phone" he analyzed me while Mimi spoke. "Matt this is my friend Tyler" Tyler took a quick look at Mimi's face and then back at me.

"Nice to meet you" I said before a big smile was drawn in his face.

"My pleasure to meet the thief who has finally stole my dearest friend's heart" he said pleased.

"What!" Mimi exclaimed blushing a bit. She didn't expect such a comment from his friend but I like it. "He did not!" she said punching playfully Tyler's shoulder. "And stop talking nonsense. He might believe it" she said giving me a lovely glare.

"Dear, there is nothing to be scared about and you know it." Mimi shushed him and the orchestra was playing a lovely slow piece. "Ok, believe what you want but you know I'm right anyway" she rolled her eyes and shook her head.

"You are nuts"

"And you two should dance"

I took Mimi's hand and she looked surprised by it. "Immediately" I said to Tyler and he smiled brightly.

"Meems, I like this guy. Make sure he marries you" and Tyler walked away to another couple that was entering the ball room. I knew Mimi wanted to say something else but instead shut up. We danced for a while in silence, my hands on her waist, hers on my neck; then I couldn't resist the temptation of asking her some questions.

"Would you marry me?" I asked her. She looked up at me confused but then giggled.

"Sorry, I don't do that" she looked away. I smiled at her and then tried again.

"Would you be my girlfriend?" she kept the smile on her face.

"I don't do that either" we stop dancing and took her by the cheek and made her look at me. She blushed for three seconds when I did it.

"What about friends with benefits?" I asked playfully. She pushed me away playfully and laughed softly. I laughed too.

"Please explain me, what is this all about?"

"I was wondering why Tyler thinks we should be or are together." I stepped closer and we kept on with the slow dance.

"Sorry about that. It's just that you are the first guy I hang out that with it's not friend of him" I frowned.

"Tell him I won't bite you" she smiled. I low my head a bit closer to her "much! I whispered. She laughed softly, knowing that I was just fooling around. At least I thought I was.

"Have you talked with your brother lately?"

"Nope; I was supposed to called him today but I kind of forgot about it"

"Why don't you call him now?"

"Why ruin this precious moment?"

"Because your pants are vibrating" I took my cell phone out of my pants pocket and she was right. TK had been calling me desperately.

"13 missed calls" I sighed. "Yeah maybe I should call him" I excused myself and went out to the terrace. I opened my cell and before making the call I found a voice message. So I listened to it. I might be TK asking me why I haven't call him in two days. I have to be TK. I was supposed to.

"Matt? Matt it's me Sora. Hey baby" her voice was softer than usual. I was in shock, froze by hearing her voice. "I know you are a bit upset with me but you have to forget about it. I mean, you need to. I think you are overreacting. It's not that bad. I mean those things happen and looking at the bright side, it makes relationships stronger" I felt confused. Why the hell was she calling me? We broke up. She cheated on me. She should not be calling me to say that what she did was nothing and not a big deal. I was terrible. She broke my heart. And she didn't feel guilty about it. She was the biggest bitch ever and she didn't even know about it. "Anyway, honey. I really missed you… I need you back, so don't be so stubborn and proud and call me back, ok? Love you"

My cell phone crashed against the wall. This was not happening. She thought I was just a bit upset? Is she fucking crazy? What the hell is wrong with that woman?

My heart started hurting I felt like I couldn't breathe. I felt like fainting but my body would not let me thought. I was on a living hell right now. I couldn't think straight, and I started to think about all that freaking pain again. I was feeling it again. I was falling into depression really fast.

"Matt? Are you alright?" Mimi was standing next to me. She looked worried. I wasn't thinking. I couldn't. The pain was too much for me. It was bigger and stronger and I just wanted it to fade away. I had to found a way to make it fade away, so I kissed her.

I rapidly took her by the waist and pull her the closest I could. One hand was on her back and the other on her neck. She was shock at the beginning but kissed me back after a few seconds. The kissed was hard and with passion. The moment my lips touched hers, a wave of relief invaded me and the pain was replace with passion, lust, sweetness and love. But it last less than ten seconds.

"I can't do this!" she said after she broke the kiss pushing me away.

"What? Why?" I asked confused. She had kissed me back. It had to mean something right?

"I can't. Not like this. I'm not a cure for you Matt. I'm not her. I'm not her replacement. You just can't use me"

"I'm not." I tried to pull her closer but she stepped away.

"Yes, you are" then she walked away. I did really screw it. I couldn't believe it. But she was right. I was using her to forget about Sora and it was not fair.

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and because i love you so much and i love so much your reviews if i recive 6 reviews i'll post the next chapter ok? i'll try to do it before next weekend.

thanks for reading.

love,

-M

next chapter:

"Wolfs are not supposed to be alone" I stared at her. What did she mean by that?